My family manipulated and abused me for 19 years. After moving in with my older sis she pushed me over the edge for 6 months with further violence and mental abuse. When were just dating he took me, now we're married and i try to keep the house clean, trying to get full time back so i can get therapy as well as seeking out hrt for becoming a woman. Denied myself that because i was too scared, so many fake and attention seeking people who pushed me, forsakened me for more lies when i thought i could rely on them. I just wanna be my husband's wife with out any issues but my mom and sisters keep trying to contact me when i just wanna disappear and forget they even existed. Reckon up the chief of my own family, real family, good friends and my husband's side. I'm afraid of them making up some lie to get my husband taken away since i live in a right leaning state that when it comes to biological women they have the most say over bs. So im scared and depressed because of them, especially after having a bad falling out recently with a little sis i thought I could reconnect with. I've done all i could and now i can say they really aren't good people at all. They've done so much mental damage and life would be better if i never saw them again. Need to tell them that one of these days in the flesh tbh. Remember that he's still gonna be there when the wounds keep hurting, new and old.

This pulls me out of reality for just a moment,thankyou❤

Guys, keep your head up. You can do it. BELIEVE!

True demons i bear while listening to this of the late night hours of a day

I just want a normal adult life.

Very beautiful track, but too emotional to use as background noise while I work.

What's the point of everything? I can't do anything good

Se siente como un sueño

oh

oh.

❤

So underrated channel ❤❤

why do i feel this way ?

Im sleeping to this 😢 so beautiful

i dunno why u feel this way, go grab some flashlight & radio, touch some fog..

Perfect format if you ask me. Not too long, not too short for this kind of ambient material. Thank you for being one of the soothers out here.

yay

Thanks for quieting my mind for a few moments.

PEACE

I needed to come to silent hill again... I'm meeting someone here

I promise if you are introspective enough to ask the question, someone will remember you. And probably not just 'someone' either - you touch people's lives by being the presence you are and having the feelings you do. Take care everyone, much love. Thank you Departure for a great upload.

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"Reflection is key to unlock celestial mysteries beyond the void veil." --Artemis (DD3) And what do *you* believe lies "beyond"? Nothingness? Emptiness? Silence, perhaps? Everythingness? Light, maybe? Serenity? Must give us pause. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the Universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ -- Diamond Dragons (series)

beautiful

Im gonna be forever alone.

i dont see the way out of this man. im just tired

oh.

I wonder if it would be better to die happily or peacefully

I want to jump in a low poly world and stay there forever.

Inspiring stuff, thanks

beautiful

oh.

Espectacular

So, so sad; I can't bear more than a few moments of tranquillity in these mixes 😢

going thru it

thanq bro

It’s you, who forgive yourself. It’s not he or they.

your explanations are crystal clear, thanks for breaking it down!

we making it off the hill w this one (fire emoji)

I needed this

nice

so fuckin good

Appreciate your videos man, these are great.

again just amazing 💜

same

home.... yet everything is foreign

Thank you so much ❤

Another fire ambient

I need some whisky. Life sucks when you’re a jerk and can’t do anything about it.