"One day after my suicide" The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, hugging my clothes with my photos scattered around her, I saw so much love past the tears in her eyes. The day after my suicide, I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard it was, in the midst of so much sadness, he spoke to me with tears in his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me. The day after my suicide, I saw my dog was more incredible than I could imagine. Everytime someone came home, he would run to the door excited to see me, and seeing that it was not me, would lay down in front of the door and continue waiting for me. The day after my suicide, I felt the love of my sister when I saw her sitting in her room with eyes full of tears. She remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood. Treasured moments.The day after my suicide, I felt how important I was to my best friends. They were looking at all our pictures together...remembering the laughs we shared. The day after my suicide, I felt the sorrow in my teachers. They blamed themselves for not noticing. At night I went to the morgue to look for myself and said: "So many dreams we had", "So many loved ones", "So many people to meet", "You had so many people that loved you, yet you threw it all away?", "You have to have a lot of courage to take your life. Why didn't you use that courage to win?" Thank goodness that was just a vision. Remember: You are still here and can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are. Prettier, smarter and stronger. Make this yours. Save it to notes and read it later. Disclaimer: This is not my story I just wanted to spread it because maybe it helps some people :)
Hey wanna share something,,,,,, i had a lovig girlfriend 3years in relationship i mistakenly did wrong we breakup,, then 2month i realised i was wrong i beg 😢 i apologized her she done with me ,, i keep loving her one side with no cal nor tex im just waiting, after 3years she came back my life was happy with an aim of treating her better since i know what right and what's wrong but after 2month she leave me 😢 so my message to young men out there treat the person you love well cus alots will love you but you'll not love them after loosing the person you love ,,,, my pain is unbearable iknow destiny is written for us that well apart but its hurt as fuck
Because of the intense pain inside me, I created another Instagram account for myself and started talking to myself, but the problem is that I started crying for myself 😣💔
Intihar etmek isteyenlere bir şey söylemek istiyorum Düşünemeyeceğeğiniz kadar büyük başaralılar size bekliyor Tecrübe 😢 DEVAM EDIN hiçbir zaman vazgeçmeyin 💪🥰
Пока я не умер хочу сказать что я вас люблю очень сильно я даже вас нк знаю но вы новерное хорошие люди которые помогают бедным и старым людям зделайте этот мир лучше пока
Я только обществе делаю себе внимания когда на меня внимание не обращают мне хочется прыгнуть с крыши школы я один раз пытался прыгнуть с крыши но мне сказали не кто сказал что я не пришла это была ты самая одноклассница которую я люблю мне пришлось не прыгать перед ней
Я не знаю что мне делать все думают что я смешной и тупой но я на самом деле не тупой и смешной у меня всегда бывает депрессия потомушто я люблю одну девочку классе я когда стоял возле доски я услышал что она говорила про меня что меня любит я когда узнал что она меня любит у меня началась депрессия потомушто я хотел признаться ей любви я ей пытался сказать 2 месяца что я её люблю но потом моя одноклассница ей сказала что ты пишешь другому однокласснику потом я узнал что она меня не любит сейчяс я депрессии 😢
I had this best friend one time. And me and her was like close close. Friends for 5 years. Last week she turned on me and now she acts like we don’t even know each other. Shit tragic.
Rejection at a early age, getting cheated at age 14 , many broken bonds and friendships, many fake people i have a crush on girl. I thought to confess her so i gave her a letter day after my birthday hoping ill get my gift it was on January. Now it's march im hoping just hoping. I think she likes me but not sure just hoping. After so much things at below 16 yrs of age how can i be ordinary and happy. I rarely feel happy or sad or wants to smile. I show that im smiling on jokes or whatsoever but im never really laughing or happy. I lost that key which is necessary to be human. I dont really feel emotions. Only if that girl i gave letter to replies and she likes me back. This dead garden can come to life again or else im just a human vessel without much emotions
You must suffer to grow Imagine your life as a game Imagine your brain as a pc how would you programme your brain Just fight. Iam stuck too iam lost too but iam gonna fight i believe that my ugly face and short me deserve better life
