I Had a Crush on this Girl Since 3 years,one day i decided to Text her and then she Just ghosted me forever..she sits next to me now at school,i think i got friend zoned and that makes me sad.. I was depressed for months but knowing that she has Just friend zoned me makes me alot more happier because she isnt Mad... Even tho i still die inside because of the Crush i Had on her... During the Times i got depressed i didnt Talk and now i social isolate so much that my bestfriends never really Talk to me...Just some "how are you","Hello" and "Bye"'s... I never Talk too much and the real pain is that everyone thinks that im happy but in Reality im dying inside.. If i only got one Hug from someone and a shoulder to cry on, I never did and never even tried to Vent...
@@_error_o187 she did actually..maybe because of boredom..Not being her Type..No interest...? I would never know... The only Thing that calms me is listening to sad Songs late at night..
Now an orphan,my mother passed away on 2020 and my dad 2023 . Left me with two loving brothers, don't have time to grief because now right now my only priority is my brothers, so yeah I will sacrifice my, love, happiness, for them. Yes I am a man didn't knew that it will be this hard (the reality) I do not seek for love not happiness, /dear brother and sisters if U are reading this comment plz do remember me (Anonymous) life is and will be very hard just hold on and pretend. Be strong love ya all
I had a close friend. i love him so much. He loved me too, but our friend came to us. And I started to exclude. Now we are in a different world. He is happy with her, and I am alone.
@_error_o187 fun fact the lyrics are "where is the gun the mother f***** outside" and the song takes a dark turn thats why it gets a little midevil and angelic at the same time and it's breaking down an intense situation calmly hence why it's called shootout had to say that cause I seen some people switch lyrics but an awesome breakdown of thoughts through melody.
All people say me that "The music you are listening to is so sad.Why you are listening to them?" I don't know the answer.But I know that such kind of music helps me to calm down.While I am doing my homework I am listening to music like this and it makes me feel relaxed...💆♀️
Brother, I have lost a dear friend. We are like brothers. He drowned in one of the rivers in my country, Iraq. May he rest in peace. I loved him. We worked together. We spent beautiful times. 😢
Just in case you read this I just want to tell you something Jesus and god will always be in your side they love you don’t think your worthless you are important don’t try to kill your self I had the same thing that you felt and it’s not easy but don’t ever give up and remember when a door closes there’s a new one that’s opens
You must suffer to grow Imagine your life as a game Imagine your brain as a pc how would you programme your brain Just fight. Iam stuck too iam lost too but iam gonna fight i believe that my ugly face and short me deserve better life
People always say you have to have lows in life to experience the highs. Depression is when the lows never seem to stop, until you either manage to overcome it, or not to. Imagine that, but except there are no highs or lows, it's all just mediocre. Mediocre enough so you can't overcome it, you aren't at the point of ending it all or seeking help, that is the worst kind of depression. The one that is hidden within plane sight, yet no one would've bat an eye...
I had many cousins and siblings but I had my one big brother my grandfather loved me so much but idc about him but he said to me and my big brother and my other cousins and siblings that he will see them get married and me too but unfortunately he passed away😢 and then I cried so much my mother came to me and said now you know the value of your grandfather right I said yes but my mother said it's to late to say that and I still remember my grandfather and cry😢😢😢
My "parents" have destroyed me... I come now to hear this song, knowing that Im slowly passing the point of no return... The point of being destroyed from broken...💔
This song make me cry while thinking about my future like am I gonna be alone in my life? This year is my last year of high school and after I graduated I might loss some of my friends that I know. I’ll miss my teachers and some of my friends :C. Society is changing, what am I gonna do? Making friends is gonna be hard after I graduated.
I knew a girl and i really loved her. Our characters were really similar and i liked that. We were really close friends and i had a crush on her. We were talking every day for hours which it was something i enjoyed. One day she called me brother because i was solving all of her problems and not even one of her siblings have helped her that much (he has seven siblings). One day our teacher have changed the seating and we were sitting next to each other which we both enjoyed. We were very close to each other her parents were so kind and respectful and we had a couple of sleepovers. Until she changed school then we weren't communicating a lot and she was nearly ignoring me and when i stopped talking to her our communication was over. I gaved her space and then suddenly she responded but i was carrying off the conversation and then again i gaved her space. She hasn't answered my messages for three months and i learned yesterday that she is in a relationship with a guy. Which it was something that crashed my feelings
yes at night when im alone and i can easly start crying about the stuff thats been happening to me and that theres no one to understand me, while im always trying my best to be nice to everyone.
I had this friend and family, each were dealing with something different. I tried to be there for each of them. I worked so they can have a better life, i payed their depts, i payed for everything fir them. My dad a alcahol, my mother a hoar who wanted to sleep with everyone. One day i had everything close to me, now all i jave is a empty dream of death and life and promises that i hope others understand when im gone it wasn't their fault.
I don't cry or vent to anyone about my inner and deeper problems. I have a gf she does make me happy but her friends just frag her away and at that point I go to mine. But their doing something, and whenever she's free she's around her friends. I'm moving to a different school this summer and it's going to be a hard long distance relationship. I enjoy the times we do have with each other but im going to miss her dearly. I feel like she's going to breakup with me or someone else caught her attention. I overthink a lot. Everyone laughs at me in school. I never opened up to anyone other than my homie that been there since day 1. Even then, I haven't opened up a lot. I would always tell everyone I'm fine when really I'm not. Nobody in that school cares about me. I can't even cry anymore. Everyday I'm getting bullied by someone and I feel like im going to snap. Sometimes I think about how when I do snap, they'll respect me more. Nobody understands me and I just feel dull in this world. I hate the feeling of even waking up. I'm tired. This is a cry for help. I just want a shoulder to cry on who I can really trust without being judged.
I had some friends, but they left me, everyone thinks I am happy, but inside me there is a strange feeling, I try to be strong, but the inner feeling makes me sad. I have no friends, my love left me, and I was left alone. Songs and hookahs are my only escape I don't know where life will take me, but I want to fight with all my might and become wiser 🎶💔
I had a best friend he told me when he moves out don't cry ill be back in 2 years 5 years pass he still not back he stopped texting i felt depressed but i gave it a year one day i went on Snapchat ther he was Taking a pictures with his new best friend's. That nigt i went to bridge i felt like jumping of but . I couldn't now i cry everyday and every night thinking about him .❤
I feel exactly like u I feel like I don't have any feelings to show to someone anymore that hurt me a lot but the only thing I do is to smoke the pain away,I know is really cheap way to hide ur feelings but idc how long I'll stay like this ...
It’s just one person, one that can ruin your life, I loved her but we had big problems, she told me I’d never be who I want to be. She turned and talked shut about me behind my back. For 2 years she tormented me when she could mentally. I met other people, I’ve been rejected by 6 people I thought liked me. Yeah I have close friends but sometimes being treated like continuous crap just hurts a person. I have scars on my heart, to many sometimes, sometimes you just need to cry. I’ve been strong enough tomorrow I will have to mentally reset but for now the pain is nice instead of holding it in.
Вроде все не так уж и плохо… я не имею проблем, я обрел компанию, я обрел полную свободу действий. Я налаживаю контакт с девушкой, но почему мне настолько тяжело когда я не могу действовать тогда, когда это нужно. Все говорят - вам нужно время, вам нужно лучше друг друга узнать. Лежу, жду то самое время и слушаю грустные треки. Тяжело это все, но…
I lost 70% percent of my friend just to study and be successful, but at the end it seems like it wasn't for winning but for losing and being alone 🙃 😢😅
This song is reminding me of one of my best friend and she decided to commit a suicide i tried to help and she seem like doesnt care about it anymore god i wish i could turn back time
Because of the intense pain inside me, I created another Instagram account for myself and started talking to myself, but the problem is that I started crying for myself 😣💔
Life is life how hard you are a person who has money 💵 and a life of luxury and another suffers under the weight of poverty and homelessness and another his family went to him and another complains because of drugs damn this life
