Tbh, even after the entire drama I come back to the song, not for the artist but for the art I'm going through some rough shit rn and the flow of the song is just comforting to me
He clearly has gone through a lot in life and is traumatized as a veteran. This explains his actions. But does not justify them. He is an abuser. Only support him getting the help he needs. Do not support an abuser.
as a person with diagnosed bpd, this song and the whole ycgma album gave me so much pain and comfort. the times i tried to attempt while listening to it is unbelieveable. i used to be an abuser during the worst years of my mental disease (2017-2022). i take full responsibility for what ive done during those years, but last year i finally started therapy and got lots of meds so i got better. i thought wilbur did the same & i was proud to go the same path as my ex-comfort artist. turned out he hasnt changed at all (or maybe got even worse). its weird to realise how i got better than the person i used to look up to. to wilbur, altho i dont think he will ever see this: im proud of myself and disappointed in you. thanks for playing your part in my character growth, but you mean nothing to me anymore. i cant even listen to your music anymore because i feel disguised and betrayed just like lots of people who used to love your artwork. i wish shelby all the best & i hope shes doing well these days. i hope you find your true soulmate who will treat you right.
Dude i love this song so much but after the stuff happening rn i just like cannot listen to any of his music even if i love it it just aged bad he was telling us the whole time and like jesus
So I didn’t know or care about him as a person, I took his songs at face value. I thought this song was pretty obvious? I was more surprised people didn’t even suspect before three months ago?
I’m sorry Boris will forever be one of the most important songs from my transition from being a kid to growing up, I left my online girlfriend of a year because of the manipulation I faced and now I got away from that but I can’t stop looking back, I miss her, I want it all back, I don’t want to be with the girl I’m with now but it feels like I’m trapped by my own hand, she relies on me for everything and it feels like if I leave she’ll go back into that hole I pulled her out of but staying with her has caused me to lose so many friends, I’ll always have our friends to keep backing me, a group of six seemingly inseparable but I miss my old friends, the ones I lost because I let everything change me, I have very few friends that we share now and I can’t even hangout with them outside of school, and I almost lost the one friend I have left who saw me go from a sad fat little kid to the person I’m proud to be today, she saw all of my past, and despite the amount of times we have broken each other’s trust, we still cared about eachother and yes my girlfriend has problems with them but they never did anything to me, I’m tired of choosing her over the people who were truly there for me, those who don’t drain me for everything I have, i can’t even make new friends it seems, almost anytime I try and make friends she always seems to be upset and thinks I hate her and want to get away from her. I don’t blame her for her paranoia and anxiety but it’s what has started all of these bad things to happen. I can’t even talk to her about because everytime I try and tell her somethings wrong she cries and it feels like she makes it about herself, I love her but I hate her more than anything at times, I know it’s not right but every so often I start really missing my ex, she wants nothing to do with me, she’s happy on her own with her own boyfriend all the way in Minnesota, while I’m stuck in California, despite the constant sunny weather everyday feels like a dark overcast and I just want it to be over, not in ending it all kind of way but just away from everything, I just want my old friends back, talking about how much we wanna make a band together and slowly learning our instruments so we can jam out together. My girlfriend wants to make music and jam together too but she’s too nervous to even play infront of me despite the fact she used to be in a band and she’s been playing longer for me and it just feels like she doesn’t want too or isn’t even competent enough to learn simple songs and she told me it’s cause people use to make fun of her for it but it just feels attention seeking. A lot of the stuff she does feels attention seeking but I don’t say anything cause then she feels like she has to lie and mask around me ni matter what I say she just doesn’t understand what I’m trying to tell her. I know I’m in the wrong, I want her to break up with me for my sake and hers, I’m a very violent person and I don’t deserve to be in this relationship I get angry easily and I genuinely can’t control myself during this and I end up hitting her, I’ve given her bruises and accidentally snapped her jaw out of socket, thankfully we were able to undo it together but it scares me that this is what I do to her but she still pushes it aside and loves me unconditionally, it’s scary to know that no matter how much I hurt somebody they come back to me, even if I want them to go away, I don’t want to hurt my girlfriend anymore but she just lets me, I don’t want that anymore, and the last time I brought this up I told her that she might have ti break up with me because I’m angry and violent she almost drowned. If you read this far down thank you, it means a lot, it’s nice to know that my voice is heard even if I am in the wrong for feeling or doing these things it’s just nice to know somebody listened.
motherfuckers,do you realize some lines which shows that he's actually sorry? some are ''i don't deserve you'' ''i feel the way you hurt'' ''i'm nothing but a problem'' 'mi'm a wanker,an absolute wanker'' ''a fucking waste of time''
Hey PVRK, I've listened to one of your videos lately that is now deleted (their name was Superliminal OST // chill lounge) or something like that. May I ask why it was deleted? If able, maybe drop the video's source or the songs related to it
The fact that the recent events pretty much bringed him back to his "broken man" ycgma era He probably already killed himself but we will never get to know if its true... I dont know what now I dont know what i will do without the comfort that ycgma bringed to my life when i was at my lowest. Now im at my lowest but i dont have an album to cope to so i just use the album itself to cope about me hating it, its like a fucking ouroboros. why do all my heroes become terrible people? Why does everyone i look up to disappear after a few months? Why do i still come back and listen to this album? Why do i expect answers without real questions? What am i doing.
The truth is that chances are that he is either in therapy or he is dead and why all you heroes become terrible people is because deep down everyone has stuff that can deem them as a terrible person
Oh my fucking god how did we not realize he was a shitty person it was literally in plain sight too. "Abuse those I love while I ostracise the ones who love me back" HE FLAT OUT SAID IT FOR FUCKS SAKE. Her sister was fucking right, and we owe Jared an apology that isn't self absorbed.
Alr this wasn't from me but here "Twitter disapproved all of the allegations time and time again and evidence is piling up again Shelby, from lack of bruises in the specified time period according to streams and picture to people even finding evidence for Shelby being the abusive one, soon enough she'll be publicly discovered as a lier. And what was disgusting on her side was airing out his love conditions. How was that important to the story? And no one forced her to stay, she's a middle aged woman not a dumb teenager. The living conditions could be because of depression or just the fact that he wasn't at home and on tour. And ant infections are incredibly common the UK. Plus, the fact she said he locked her in the house for days is just blatantly wrong because she could've gone out."
First of all, wilbur has publicly stated it was all true, and even if you couldn’t see the bruises Shelby has stated wilbur noticed people would think it was abuse with all those bruises on her arms so he started biting her legs. No matter what, abuse is abuse. Even his so called ‘apology’ he never apologized to the real victim, Shelby. Also, he never took accountability.
@@Vent.-.Account btw other than Wilbur soot or lovejoy if you want some more bands I recommend mega mango. Btw I didn’t mean for my response to sound rude so sorry if it was-
