jazzy you’re genuinely my dream friend. everytime ur videos are always the perfect amount of silly and serious and the effort u put into these vids are always appreciated. i hope u can start uploading again!
Omg literally every single thing u said… I was going through the same thing and did the exact same thing hair buns era Then straighting it until 16 years…No I did not stop there , I started cutting my hair very short and iron it to permanently straighting it till 18 and cutting it short again omgggg thts a lot And finally IM trying to embrace my hair
what ur experiencing is called limerence and when it consumes your mental state too much it is a deeper attachement scar stemed from childhood experiences with adults