I lost her... for what? my own selfish gain? to feel like i had all the women in the world? how could i be so fucking stupid. i put myself here and theres no way out. kill me.
We gotta be able to forgive ourselves though for me it’s not possible but maybe you can get her back maybe you gotta at least try but know this brother we can survive this
Dear Carl, I remember. I forgot who I was, you made me remember. I remember that feeling walking with you that day, like I finally knew who I was for the first time in my life. The thing is, we were walking side by side but you were bringing me somewhere.
Everyone usually has a reaction to everything and I wonder why because I have no reaction most of the time I just watch I havent actually cried since I was 4 it was all fake to make them think I was weak now I'm 14
Sometimes i dont want to say whats on my mind cause i feel like i will get ridiculed and judged. Trusting people is a issue for me cause i dont know their intentions are.
To whoever cares enough to read this Sometimes, I come home from school wishing that I could just disappear. With my dad not being around and my mom and sister always arguing, my life just feels hollow. It doesn’t feel the way it’s supposed to. It’s worse at school. People think they can just call people whatever they want and act like nothing happened. I try to tell my teachers, but frankly, they don’t care. I’m writing this because I feel like I can’t express myself and how I feel anywhere else. I’m a little overweight, and I get called names a lot. For example, “biggie, caseoh, fatass, cartman”, the list goes on. School doesn’t feel like the safe haven of learning that it used to be. I now feel very insecure and pull my shirt to make myself look less fat. Thats all I have to say, I needed a place to vent. Sincerely, Nobody
I ion wanna wake up from my sleep tomorrow..,i just wanna ascend to the greater good...even if it means rotting in hell...atleast i would be free from this pain
why cant i just be okay with things why cant i just have let her have friends why do i get so jealous man why do i get so mad i get disrespectful just why man
Seems like you lack inner peace. Try meditating, listening to positive music, working out (trust me, the slowly but sure progress each day is going to motivate you). I also highly recommend praying, ask God to remove those thoughts and negative energy. Ask Him to give you signs. All the best
This world is broke. Every values and things who makes sense has been reversed. Kindness and gentlemen way has been ranked about weakness. Everybody lost common senses. I overthinking about those terrible things’s gonna happen. I’m scared and disapointed at the same time because devil has won. But I wish you all good luck guys. Sincerly
You will not find anything unless you find yourself, you will not find love if you dont love yourself, you will not find good if you are not good yourself, built yourself, spent time with yourself enjoy what you have and the rest will come but in this life you are the special one not them they have their own life
