Dear Carl, I remember 

"Dear Carl, I remember… I remember that feeling, walking with you that day. Like I finally knew who I was for the first time in my life. Thing Is… we were walking side by side but you were bringing me somewhere… Bringing me here. Bringing all of us to the New World. Carl, You showed me The New World. YOU made it real, I see it, I remember." - Rick Grimes

Maybe a lot of you guys will desagree, but TWD is the best show about zombies and one of the best shows ever made, somehow TWD makes you feel the same pain and suffering that the characters feel, like Daryl, feeling lonely all the show, and the way he was tortured listening to the same song every day for weeks. For me that is TWD, that feeling you get when you lose a loved one and the only thing you can do is keep going, keep moving forward, keep living for those who are no longer with us.

The only hug i can get is 225 on my neck

Never even watched the show and this sh*t brings me to tears.

I can’t even cry anymore

Just a kid who wants his grandpa back.

I can’t be the only one who randomly says Dear Carl throughout my day

I have been crying for the past 2hours because In around 4 hours my dog is being put down. It’s better for him so he does not live in pain....I will miss him he is my best friend.

Isn't it amazing? seeing all those people who are just like you. All of them in the internet, here in these comments. People just like you, just like me. You have your own problems, I have my own, they own theirs. We all here, not for same things that are happend in our lives but for a same reason. Sadness. Guilt. Regret. Pain. You call it, you name it. It's like seeing strangers in the mirror. Wishing to go back, do things better, be happy or smile a little, may dream or hope even. In this big miracle world, crowded every street with tons of strangers, everyone living somewhere but we're here. Just imagine you're gonna meet someone while you're going to work, someone you will meet who is talking about his life here. May you even read what he wrote. But never will learn that he was him. We all see each other in the outside, at the office, at the coffee shop, sometimes looking at each other in the subway, but never understand the feeling of each other. It's like there, a feet a hug away. I don't know about Rick, but now I see it too, I remember, the people just like me.

I remember listening to this song when my ex broke up with me, I had gotten home and decided to write my final note. Some of the note was about my family and my ex. Most of it was about my non blood brother and my cousin, started crying half way through because I realized they would be both sad and disappointed. I decided to crumble up that note and throw it away, wrote a note for my late grandma and grandpa. Few days later I put those notes at their grave sites. My cousin and brother were there for me at my lowest point, carrying me when I couldn't walk. My grandma who is still here, brought me to god and taught me to respect everybody no matter what and always forgive. My cousin, my brother, and my grandma picked me up and carried me no matter the circumstances. They were the ones I could go for if I felt like I couldn't get anywhere. They would let me rest, then force me to get back up and recover. If they weren't there or present in my life I would either be curled up in a ball, or 6 ft under. I cant ever repay that debt, but I feel like I could someway. I would sacrifice an organ for my grandma, brother, and cousin for them to live. Even if it meant I wouldn't be able to go home alive. I would walk so they can run, but even then I couldn't repay that debt.

I go to the gym and listen to all these songs and pump heavy weight and feel the pump the pump is the only thing that has ever made me happy or made me feel something without the gym I truely am Fucken lost I hope everyone has a good day I wish everyone the best

im not depressed but im not happy either and goes both ways like one day i feel great and on other days i feel empty

This reminds me of my dog I lost I saw him be born when his mom had the litter… when times got hard i would sit and talk to him to feel like I wasn’t alone…. And lost him to cancer. Rip my best friend… you were my first son.

To the kind stranger that would care enough to read my story: Its strange. The way I think is strange. I was a strange child; I grew up in the city, before being pulled out of my primary school in 4th grade to spend my 5th in the country side. Oh, what a blissful year it was. I was innocent; I was unknowing of what life had ahead of me. My life was straight out of a movie; I'd laugh and smile, I'd finish my 5 minute homework and I'd go to my grandmother's house, sitting next to my grandfather as the television blared in our faces and we'd snack on the delicious platters of food my grandmother had prepared for us. My grandfather couldn't walk; at age 60 he was diagnosed with a health condition that caused him to lose his ability to walk. Never got up from that seat at his own leisure, only ever leaving to eat lunch and dinner with us. I was then promptly moved back to my old school, back in the city. I had no idea what city kids talked like any more; what was Tik Tok? Kids my age had phones now? What was considered 'cool' anymore? I knew that things would be tough for me the moment I tried to hug my old friend and was awkwardly shoved off. They hated me. They were so young too. Why did 10 year olds know how to death threat each other? I don't know. Perhaps something was going on at home. I still blame them; they bullied me mercilessly, mocking me and threatening me, encouraging to off myself. I stopped feeling myself. I stopped being myself. I now believed that I was a worthless piece of trash, unworthy of anything to come to me. Im useless, defected and downright stupid. I moved again, to a new country. The effects that all that trauma had on me never went away. My first year at my new school, I did terrible. I trusted very few people, and would shout and push away the ones I didn't. Even though I was messed up, and just as annoying as I was before, I found good people. Good people that made me smile. But they left; it was an international school. Nothing ever lasted forever there. My second year, I slowly got better. I trusted more people. I finally acted like myself again. I thought I had found good people once again, but I was wrong. I thought I had made them laugh with my jokes, but they were really laughing at me. I was the joke to them. My third year, I was done. I had gone through so much with no support. I had lost myself. I was ridiculed and mocked for talking about my interests and showing genuine love for them, so I stopped talking about my interests. I was ridiculed and mocked for being myself so I stopped being myself. I was ridiculed and mocked for so many things, and so I picked off the bits of myself everybody hated, like I was a pizza with unfavorable toppings. I didn't know who I was any more. And I still don't know. But this year, I found somebody. Her. Im not in love with her; we're both girls, and while there's nothing with two people of the same gender loving each other, I myself do not have any sort of romantic feelings for her. I was messed up so badly in my third year; I felt as if everybody hated me, and my efforts to shift myself to what everybody wanted me to be had been fruitless. I had no escape; I was stuck in the same class, with the same people that made me feel like crap. But then she appeared as the new student; the new girl. Nobody talked to her. She was cringy, and annoying, and nerdy. Just like me. I didn't like her at first. I thought it was because I found her annoying. But I realized it was something else entirely; I saw myself in her. I hated myself; I had always wondered if I had ever met myself, would I treat them the same way that my past tormenters have treated me? And the answer was no. I wouldn't. She tried to hang out with my previous group of friends, the one that hurt me before. I stopped her without a second thought; told her we could be close instead. But I still couldn't stand her; the way she laughed, the way she talked; the way she acted. She was the mirror image of my old self. I tried to distance myself away from her, get her to fuck off. One day, after a particularly bad class, I rushed to the bathrooms and cried to myself, alone so nobody would hear me. Usually, this would be quick; I'd cry, dry my tears and get back to class. Nobody would notice anything. But this time, somebody had noticed. It was her. Again. She comforted me even after I was so rude to her. How? Why? This situation happened multiple times; No matter how standoffish and cold I acted towards her, any time I cried she'd let me cry on her shoulder. She'd comfort me and hug me; something only my mother would used to do as she was the only other person to ever notice my tears, my sadness. One day I realized; It didn't matter if her laugh was loud, it didn't matter if she was cringy. It didn't matter if she wasn't athletic, or she'd struggle with a school subject. Because I did too. The only difference is, she didn't care. She had accepted herself. And through being her friend, I had learned to accept myself too. I forgot anything I found annoying about her; she was truly the sweetest, most kindest person I had ever met. She instantly forgave me for my selfish behavior, even though I had treated her so horribly. I'll never forgive myself for this. She was a real one. A keeper. Perhaps one of my only friends that would stay by my side until the very end. I used to believe I'd die alone; nobody would care enough to attend my funeral. But when I imagine my grave, I imagine her sitting there next to it, talking to me and leaving a flower on it, making sure that I wouldn't be lonely, even in the afterlife. She's the friend I can talk to. The friend I can rely on. Dear Magnolia, I remember feeling lost and alone before I met you. I remember the first time I met you; I had disliked you to the point of poorly mistreating you, this which you did not deserve, at all. I remember wanting things to go back to the way that they were, but that was partly a lie to comfort myself; I simply wanted to go back to a time where my life was less worser than it was. But now? I'd give anything to go back to the beginning, to redo this entire school year. I wouldn't change a thing about it; but to relive the memories I have made this year with you, would be a wish come true. You fixed me; you were the friend that I'd dream and pray about, the friend that I could act myself around, the friend that felt like a warm hotpack to the hand on a cold, wintery day. Im so sorry that I didn't treat you better sooner; but you don't know just how grateful I am that you are by my side, that you are my friend. That you chose me out of everyone else to befriend, a broken and battered defect, deemed way beyond repair by everyone else around me. Signed, your friend, Nix

What am I going to "let her" do?

"Dear Bruce, I need to be honest and clear. I'm going to marry Harvey Dent. I love him, and I want to spend the rest of my life with him. When I told you that if Gotham no longer needed Batman we could be together, I meant it. But now I'm sure the day won't come when you no longer need Batman. I hope it does.. and if it does I will be there, but as your friend. I'm sorry to let you down. If you lose your faith in me, please keep your faith in people. Love, now and always... Rachel."

bro i remember this scene i would watch over the walking dead bro the beginning is so good the whole show is good

" We meet the people we trust, but the more you intend to stay loyal the more the signs make themselves known. But making assumptions never give results, your own knowledge and information does. Tell me. does your heart deny what your brain thinks is right? " - Me

If you are reading this u deserve the world. You are probably going through something but just know that everything will be alright ❤

My dog died just last night...I sat there holding his body crying telling him to come back and not leave me alone I felt pain in my heart the next day I buried his body and I told my parents that he sadly passed away I sat there in my room crying for 3 days I wish that my Dog can just stay a little more longer with me

Shit, that little extra bit you added before Rick starts reading his letter, it is ROUGH. Gave me chills.... If you are reading this, I know life is strange and shit is tough, maybe tougher than it has ever been, but I believe in you. You may not be able to change your circumstance, but you can change your mindset. I wish you the absolute best and I know you will make it through this, just like you've made it through all those hardships that came before

i miss my sister so much

this shit hurts so bad

i just keep moving forward im not even looking back anymore but its mentally destroying me inside....

Reading all of these comments I now know I'm not the only one who's feeling this lonely shi and everything. For everyone out there, I wanna thank u for not giving up and I could assure u this, (I need to assure myself too lol), that in the end everything will be OK, better than u expected it to be. Just hang in there for sum time! Good luck bois and girls. REMEMBER: THERE'S A DAWN AFTER EVERY DARK NIGHT AND THERE'S SUNSHINE AFTER EVERY CLOUDY DAY

i can’t even cry anymore i can’t feel my eyes to cry.

She isn’t dead. She’s just a couple hundred thousand miles away . Gone from anyway I can contact her. And lost since years ago. Feels like she’s a ghost now to me but she’s still alive. Dunno how to describe the empty pit feeling I get thinking about how much I miss her every single day I wake up in the morning. I don’t even like to be around people much no more. And I always wonder if one day I’ll be able to see her again. Probably not. Maybe I just need to find a way to move on and let go. Either way it did the damage it was supposed to along with the right amount. I’m only 22. Idk .

this reminds me of a time i wish i could unlive.

Dear Carl, I remember. I forgot who I was, you made me remember. I remember that feeling walking with you that day, like I finally knew who I was for the first time in my life. The thing is, we were walking side by side but you were bringing me somewhere. Bringing me here, bringing all of us to the new world, Carl. You showed me the new world. You made it real. I see it, I remember.

I hate myself

..for a person who won't read this I feel that my life no longer makes sense, it doesn't have the same meaning as before. When I met you I saw such a good person that I was enchanted, it was so good to spend the days of my life talking to you. I didn't even think about what could happen after that, I just simply loved it. The day we saw each other after what happened, I was alone, nobody spoke to me, I realized that there was only you but you were gone forever. I'm alone until today and I can't forget what I lived with you. I thought we could keep talking, but you don't even remember how much I cared and care for you. I just wanted to tell you that I will never forget you, Alice.

Whoever see’s this I want to let you know when times get tough god is there. He is there to save you from pain and suffering, all you have to do is trust him. I love all of you and hope you can get through whatever you need

My grandpa died before my birthday I miss him so much I wish he saw me grow up I was crying in silence but then I remembered before he passed away in my dream he said keep pushing you'll get there soon and I hugged him so hard and I cried in his hands and said why did you leave then he said because it was time grandpa I wish you could've said happy birthday I miss you so much

day 1095 without her, core today 😐

Dear corl I remember 🤝🏾

im mentally drained and physically .

There’s no tears left to cry out

I just forced a cry I feel numb and so dumb crying over something small and pathetic. I hate my self, how I was overly available and gave my time to this person to not get anything at all, don’t think I’ll ever be okay. I’m so shattered and broken in the most chaotic way possible it’s irrevocable, mentally. xx.

Yo for anyone who wants to hear my story. So when I was little my mom and dad will always fight I hated it I grew up really poor my dad did drugs but the one thing that kept me going we’re my friends until we moved my mom broke up with my dad so we went to live with my great grandma she was not old she was only 65 anyway I made new friends fast I just knew how to make them I was happy until we moved back to my hometown i went back to my old school until Covid hit It sucked my mom decided to move to North Carolina and I went to a new school and I still made friends fast people just like me I’m the class clown I just want to make people happy so they don’t feel sad but I really sucked in school because I have adhd I didn’t even knew I had it I thought I was just messed up. Anyway i made new friends because the ones I was hanging around with were bad for me they were girls and they were weird afk they would say kill all men I couldn’t hang around them anymore until one confessed to me I stayed until she said she never wanted to date me and she liked girls I still stayed friends with her until the end of school i went back to Illinois and realized i lost my thug so I just ghosted her I knew that was bad but it was best for me so i went to the next grade and became friends with the popular kids I always been friends with the popular in every grade except the one I just told you about they are good people and I know they are not fake then my mom took me out of school don’t hate on my mom I love her so much she gave up a lot of things for me and my siblings but she became more strict I really don’t care but it was a change i begged her to put me back into school but she said no now I do my work on a computer I don’t like it and we’re still poor but like middle class poor she got a raise in her job so she can spend more money on us it was weird for her to say yes to a piece of candy because we could never get it or like a shirt I wanted i was surprised that she said yes. then my uncle died he was ice fishing he made it to shore but died i went to his funeral and saw my cousin I haven’t seen them in a couple years then a few months later my grandma died she had cancer my mom and my sister went to see her I didn’t I don’t know why but I didn’t and I hate myself for that then she died I didn’t cry I couldn’t cry it was weird I didn’t feel anything I just lost my uncle I couldn’t feel anything for I long time so I’m here in my bed at 4:20am but stuff ben looking up I turned to god stuff Ben going better so I hope y’all find happiness love y’all

TWD has to be one of the best shows because its not JUST about zombies and surving..its about thriving and loving and caring...i could go on forev er but what im trying to say is that TWD is my top1st favorite show...

I ion wanna wake up from my sleep tomorrow..,i just wanna ascend to the greater good...even if it means rotting in heal...atleast i would be free from this pain

I can't even cry I just sit there and let pain take over

It hits harder if your name is Carl.

Rick is still alive out there

Look at how far we've gone. We can still make it back. To who we used to be.

Noo😭 Why did that make me cry 😢 RIP Carl from The Walking Dead

Corl.

I subconsciously block out all the good memory's of everyone that has left me life.

Sometimes im drowning in my own thoughts.

Real. So much pain it feels so real

He died and left me here suffering to find someone like him

Coorl! Corall *deep voices*

In my restless dreams I see that town silent hill

i dont even have feelings after that one moment anymore mannn..

i don't feel anything anymore nothing feels real

Corl

No father should ever have to outlive their son

Nothing is getting better

To the kind stranger who sees this. Your not alone. The pain I feel is unbearable man. Ive been fighting a battle for so many years. Ive been to so many diff therapists. And im still not okay. Barely anybody knows on how dark my thoughts are. Im tired I really am. Last year was the darkest point of my life. I thought i was getting better eventually over time but now we’re back at rock bottom. I seriously dont know for how much longer I can fight for. I really do hate that I gotta keep myself busy on something to feel somewhat not empty. I cant sleep, havent ate. Through out my entire life since a young age Ive felt like I was a burden to the world. And I still do. Growing up I barely had any friends or anyone to talk too. Everybody would just use my kindness then just throw me to the side like I didnt mean anything to them. Ive barely ever been any parties. Idk think ive ever hard besides this one friend of my family. Ive been through the worst bullying. People making it clear that no one liked me or wanted me. I was just a kid who wanted to be cool and included and beloved like everyone else by everybody . Now im just numb. Idk who to trust or love cus ive been hurt and used in that category aswell. Im tired of everything man. Still hear cus of fam. But like said before. Idk for how much longer I can keep going.

Bro this has actual made me cry idc if it’s cringey to cry

this makes me remember so many things

This world is broke. Every values and things who makes sense has been reversed. Kindness and gentlemen way has been ranked about weakness. Everybody lost common senses. I overthinking about those terrible things’s gonna happen. I’m scared and disapointed at the same time because devil has won. But I wish you all good luck guys. Sincerly

as i get older, my life becomes worse

it’s 3:49am and the loneliness hits harder than normal

trying to overdose while listening to this😂

Man im bullied every day so at this point I cant even feel anything

I’m happy man real happy I beat my depression and now I’m living life hopefully if ur going through depression right now you beat it and I know u will

Even through the biggest storms, don't give up, god will always be there

Definitely a Heartbreaking 💔 moment for the Walking Dead 😢

No one would mind if i typed this, since ive seen a few people comment their own " Dear Carl's " Dear mother, I've spent almost a decade hating you. Yet wishing you would want me back, the confusing of the lies and the harshness you showed me. Physically and verbally. I wish i had known you before you had me, to see if my mind was right. That i was the cause of you being the way you were. I've lived with the hate of you in my heart and soul for so long that i didn't get to have the chance to see what other emotions there were. Its hard to know love, warmth, comfort and kindness after living for so long with the negatives. I'm not angry anymore. Because living with all that negativity has caused me pain. As an example, in the end of my senior year, when I had that diploma in my hands i felt relieved and proud. The feeling went away, upon the realization the only thing that trully made me want that diploma was my dad and to do it out of spite. Spite, because I knew you didn't graduate. Younger me figured it was worth to shove it in your face. "Hey mother, look what i did. I did what you could never do. Be commited to something." Yet, after a few minutes with that piece of paper in my hands, i felt nothing like how i thought i would feel. The anger? Gone. The spitefulness? Nonexistent. And where were you for me to shove the accomplishment in your face? With the family you chose to be with. Unbothered, and nowhere to be seen. That's when i knew i fucked up. I fucked up whatever was left in my heart to get back at you. To make you feel some amount of the hurt you've caused me. I never could, you wouldn't care to begin with. You never even sent a message or a call congratulating me. I wasted my childhood in trying to get you pissed or sad in yourself. Only to end up tired, internally alone, and confused. No more anger, just pain. Not the physical or emotional kind. Pain as such in the soul. I damaged myself more than you did me. That's my consequence to make right on my own. And i will, for my dad and my brothers. For my family and friends. For my future. I will be better, better than the person who spent the years hating and hoping the worst for you. That is my promise. You will always be my mother, and i will always be your son. But i do not hold love for you as i did when i was a kid. We're bound by blood, but not by love. You will never read this, and i can't live with whatever amount of anger or spite left in me for you. So, I forgive you. I forgive you for not wanting me. For the things you’ve done to my younger brothers and my dad. For the lies and manipulation. I forgive you, and I wish you peace. Maybe one day we could reconcile in person. For now, this will be my confession to you.

i have been crying bc my mom was proud or my cousin insted of me after i did every thing and always wanted to be wither for the past 6 years but she just said im crayzy and didnt know what i was talking about now im 16 ill be 17 and still havent gotten a improud of u amor from my mom and says im cold only bc i dont open up or say i love u to her back and dont look at her in the eyes

She left me bro. Today. Because im Christian. Gotta remember Isaiah 41:10

Life is so hard that I cry to much and I can’t even cry anymore 😢

Sufro el dolor desde la alegría del amor, y callo por el exceso de palabras que quise decir

This is gen beautiful

I miss her you know? She is alive, she is well & she even lives in the same city as I, and yet, I don’t know if I’ll ever see you again. I don’t know if there’s a universe, a timeline where we can actually be together. You taught me what it truly was to love someone. We were together for some time, yet I know that even if we spent a thousand lives together it would never be enough. I love you too much. I don’t know if you’ll ever read this, but I love you.

“I lost him again.”

Flew out to Phoenix, Arizona just for my mom to tell me she don't love me. Thanks alot mom

my parents are putting down my dog today. it hurts so much.

To everyone that is depressed out there. Jesus loves you. Now wait before you scroll, please just try to talk to Him tonight. I know everything may seem terrible right now. But please just give Him 5 Minutes of your time. Be Honest with Him and ask Christ for help. He is close to the broken hearted. Just give Him a chance. I love you but God loves you so much more. God Bless You all.❤️‍🔥

Can’t even sleep at nigth no more

Real ( i have become (fortunately or not ) emotionless)

Ive never seen TWD cuz how many seasons there are......and this hits......hard🥀

I genuinely have forgotten feeling.

real from 2023 .

I miss my dad man.

Why can’t i cry bro it the hardest shit to do now

Siento desesperación e impotencia y un dolor en el alma profundo, pero sigo sin poder llorar.

I’ve never quite felt like myself

Rick throwing it back with the 9 😔

Life hasn't been fun in years every year just gets worse we rush to grow up only to regret it nothing feels real or fun

was crying til i read the description LOL

Yep, i've been listening to this song since nearly 10 months. If we're all here, it's for a reason. We have our reasons and problem. For me, well i don't really know. Things don't seem to work out for me. It's like i'm stuck in life, that something is not allowing me to improve, to go further. And when we stay in this situation for too long, we actually began to not know what to do anymore. I tried for so long to actually go further in my life, but i can't. I'm feeling alone, i don't really have a friend to talk to, or a family member. I just sgay in my chamber, rotting away, waiting to go to sleep or to go to my work. I don't really have a purpose in my life anymore, other than having a normal life which is "found a job, earn money, buy a house, pays rent, foods etc..." and of course build a family, if you are lucky enought tho. Do you guys remember when we were kids ? We useed to have so much objective, we used to see life in all of his colors, when summer felt the beet time of the year, when christmass felt magic, when we were scared at halloween, or when we were so excited for our birthday. When life was good, simply. And for some of us, when we grow up, we actually understand how bland life really is. Maybe for some people it really work out and they still have a taste to life, but for some others, this do not, and life is just bland. It's like drifting away in a boat in an infinite ocean. I actually remember when i wanted to do all kind of things, when i was going to the park with my friends, and we were so hyped of growing up. Well today, if i had to wish for one thing, it is just to go back to my 7-11 years old life. When it was good, when we didn't had problem, when friendship was actually true, and when the only problem we had, if we can call this a problem is to forget your snack at recess. I'll do anything to go back at those times, when we didn't overthink and we were truly happy, not just smiling because we have to. But yeah, i can't do nothing about it, i guess this is life, and i only can juste get over it.

Perfect.

carl

i wish i had a friend bruh, idk how it feels lmao

"I love you dad".

I don't even have the ability to cry anymore :I

Everyday is harder than the one before I miss her voice I miss her presence I miss everything if the world would end today I would want to be with her tomorrow I want to go where she goes but she’s gone now and something’s missing from me :(

nah this just happened to play while I'm doing math work. IM CRYING today is August the 22 2023. And I still can't get over how they kill coral.