I AM the kind of heavy that NO ONE wants to carry..... and tbh, that's why i keep it all in. I don't anyone to feel what I'm feeling and those who don't feel this just won't ever understand and that's okay, they don't need to fix us, they can't. Only we can do that for eachother. #hopeaftertrauma #togetherwegotthis #traumacore #thisismorethanmusic
Songs by you and Citizen Soldier always hit hard as fuck. They're too accurate for me. My only friends are online, and I noticed when I open up, I go ignored. Now our friend group has died so much, there's maybe a meme posted once a month or so. I was always told it's my fault if a relationship fails, that I should be reaching out and try to make connections. Though it doesn't seem to be working. I recently lost my job, and I'm realizing just how lonely I really am... I fucking hated my job, it was killing me, literally. But at least it distracted me from this loneliness and numbness.. and gave some stability with an income.
I'm 21 now but this speaks volumes for me when I was 5 or 6 yrs old I was SAed by my cousin and he got away Scott free w it.... It still affects me to this day.. but I'm waiting for karma to get him
My mom doesn't know that much about LGBTQIAP+ but she is very supportive, she was fine when my sister told her she was pan and fine when I told her I was aroace(yep two queer kids!). Though my mom was cofused about the diffrent sexuality and gedners she doesn't juge people for who they are( she will however be pissed if you cut her off well driveing lol). She ven took my and my big sis to a pride parade a few days ago, she said that she had lots of fun adn would like to take his to another one this month. I had bouth her a shirt that said Ally cat on it wiht a cat wareing a rainbow cape she asked me if we could also get her one that says free mom hugs.
I get it, I have friends that even after I've told them most of my story or atleast the inportant parts they still judge me for small things I do or have done, for example I'll play on my phone for awhile then they judge me because phones are bad for you and i agree but my phone gives me comfort and it's kind of important. and they are amazing friends I've just decided that they can't handle my life. we're still friends, we just don't talk about my life. but even a TEN YEAR OLD CHILD showed more effection when i explained my story with her than someone close to my age. anyway, I hope you guys have atleast one person you can lean on if you haven't yet just know this, you WILL find someone and don't give up not for a second.
When he says the disbelief deep in your eyes in saying I need help left a crater in my mind makes me blame myself I feel that so deep but in general the whole song..
Even though I don't have trauma or anything, I will be listening to your music. I love how you speak up and spread awareness for those who need it. Thank you for helping them❤❤❤
