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Written By: SkyDxddy
Produced By: Dannson
Lyrics:
I shoudn't take things so serious
I don't think they mean any harm
But it would sicken you too
If it happened to you
And you had to relive every part
Here come the flashbacks
And the panic attacks
How long does that shit last
I'm losing myself by the day see
And I know you all think that I'm crazy
That the demons that show up
At the foot of my bed
Are just figments from memories
That fucked up my head
That night terrors ain't nothin
But a real bad dream
So quit being a God Damn drama queen
I seal myself in a sound proof room
So no one can hear how loud I scream
But you don't think it's as bad as it seems
Cause you've never dealt with PTSD
Frozen in your track
Take a visit to the past
To see the devils dirty deed
Leave a mark all down your back
I can't even be around cigarettes
You know how many people smoke?
Approximately one billion
And just about everybody I know
You think you know but you don't
When someone's broke you can't just heavy sigh
And roll your eyes
Like if they ain't physically ill
Then they must be a liar
But wouldn't you recede to the fire
If everything around you became a threat
And everyone surrounding you said
GET OVER IT
It becomes unbearable to live in
So listen
Triggers are relentless
They ain't gonna quit
They don't go away just cause you don't
Believe it
Reliving each nightmare on an everyday basis
I don't think I can do this
I don't think I can take this
Frozen in your tracks
Take a visit to the past
To see the devils dirty deed
Leave a mark all down your back
Frozen in your tracks
Take a visit to the past
To see the devils dirty deed
Leave a mark all down your back
You sent my mind on fire
Sparks flying I'm rewired
You left me no desire
Broken and uninspired
I feel you all conspire
Left all alone with liars
Hopeless so I get higher
And higher till I'm tired
And there's no reminder
Of what I'm crying for
Cause I can't fucking do this anymore
Frozen in your tracks
Take a visit to the past
Repay the devils dirty deed
With a gash all down his back
You set my mind on fire
Sparks flying I'm rewired
You left me no desire
Broken and uninspired
Hopeless so I get higher
And higher till I'm tired
And there is no reminder
Of what I'm crying for
I can't do this anymore
What am I even fighting for?

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@Emma-zn2ei 2 года назад

I shoudn't take things so serious I don't think they mean any harm But it would sicken you too If it happened to you And you had to relive every part Here come the flashbacks And the panic attacks How long does that shit last I'm losing myself by the day see And I know you all think that I'm crazy That the demons that show up At the foot of my bed Are just figments from memories That fucked up my head That night terrors ain't nothin But a real bad dream So quit being a God Damn drama queen I seal myself in a sound proof room So no one can hear how loud I scream But you don't think it's as bad as it seems Cause you've never dealt with PTSD Frozen in your track Take a visit to the past To see the devils dirty deed Leave a mark all down your back I can't even be around cigarettes You know how many people smoke? Approximately one billion And just about everybody I know You think you know but you don't When someone's broke you can't just heavy sigh And roll your eyes Like if they ain't physically ill Then they must be a liar But wouldn't you recede to the fire If everything around you became a threat And everyone surrounding you said GET OVER IT It becomes unbearable to live in So listen Triggers are relentless They ain't gonna quit They don't go away just cause you don't Believe it Reliving each nightmare on an everyday basis I don't think I can do this I don't think I can take this Frozen in your tracks Take a visit to the past To see the devils dirty deed Leave a mark all down your back Frozen in your tracks Take a visit to the past To see the devils dirty deed Leave a mark all down your back You sent my mind on fire Sparks flying I'm rewired You left me no desire Broken and uninspired I feel you all conspire Left all alone with liars Hopeless so I get higher And higher till I'm tired And there's no reminder Of what I'm crying for Cause I can't fucking do this anymore Frozen in your tracks Take a visit to the past Repay the devils dirty deed With a gash all down his back You set my mind on fire Sparks flying I'm rewired You left me no desire Broken and uninspired Hopeless so I get higher And higher till I'm tired And there is no reminder Of what I'm crying for I can't do this anymore What am I even fighting for?

@larryericjackson2148 2 года назад

Hey hey I don't know if you understand I win this he My I have been true to you all you do no it for life I promise past past level that shit behind it my he is let go don't hurt because im telling Tell you the truth store

@larryericjackson2148 2 года назад

LoL funny he really

@Manda8789 2 года назад

Thank you

@vikio_o7683 2 года назад

I love this song so muchhh

@Gypsy44 Год назад

Awesome for sharing....thank you

@yi-hira 4 года назад

I wonder how many people realize the scene that Maleficent woke up screaming with her wings burned off is a metaphor about rape- going to sleep with someone you think you trust, only to not know they drugged you and took something from you (wings and virginity respectively). Even though Maleficent was able to reunite with her wings, rape victims can't get that back. Stay strong, let your friends be your wings to keep you stable until you can fly by yourself.

@SkyDxddy 4 года назад

exactly.. not many know that fact. i actually put an article from vanity fair in the description.. i wrote the song and showed my girlfriend and then she made this for me. it was too painful to create myself so she told me she had the perfect movie .. she was right. thank you for listening. i hope you enjoyed it!

@yi-hira 4 года назад

@@SkyDxddy That's cool that you put an article about it in the description. More people need to know. You're welcome! I really enjoy your music, I actually found you on tiktok first, then looked for you on youtube and Spotify. Your songs, the lyrics, the meanings, they all hit deep.

@sarahsimpson9937 2 года назад

When I seen that part I immediately thought that’s what happened to her and I got really sad

@asiyah_rose940 2 года назад

@@SkyDxddy thank you it helps so much

@cindygonzalez605 2 года назад

Damn

@rahulenork 4 года назад

One thing I love is the passion/anger with which you rap ! It sends shivers down to my spine !

@SkyDxddy 4 года назад

thank you! alot of people dont like that. im glad some people understand the intensity.

@FrableRock 3 года назад

Same here, I think her voice is so unique and I love her music

@casseylloyd1173 2 года назад

Took the words out my mouth!! You can feel her music

@savanadaley5307 2 года назад

Its because she speaking on experience. 🥺💔

@skylarmurphy8102 2 года назад

@@SkyDxddy whaaaaaat? That WHY...I listen to it. I feel my pain through your music

@Rachelja96 2 года назад

I'm so sorry to everyone that is here. What happened to you was NOT your fault. Please remember that.

@fadingraiya6033 2 года назад

🥺💙💙

@melaniefeltsfagan1227 2 года назад

😢❤️

@nuviagutierrez2525 2 года назад

Thank you. I took me years to realize it wasn't my fault because no one ever told me different.

@alexsedillo8549 2 года назад

That’s so sweet 🥹… it’s still taking me awhile to know it wasn’t my fault and now hopefully he gets put away…

@tiatownend7660 Год назад

It was for me was never strong enough I'm not even strong enough to get out of bed in the morning but ppl pretend like it's easy and act like it's a joke but it's serious and it happens to much

@Sp0oky_princess 2 года назад

I know you won't see this. But I just wanted to say that I am so thankful for this song. I have PTSD really bad, I was sexually assaulted three times and was in a very abusive Relationship and this helps me cope. I've never been able to find a song that I can relate to about my PTSD and ever since I found this over a year ago I play it all the time. So thank you so much for this amazing song. I'm still fighting. I'm not a victim. I'm a survivor.

@navpreetdhillon8174 2 года назад

i believe u can do it...it wasn't ur fault so u don't need to be sad...u r the best cz u have survived until now and believe me u will in future too but u ARE NOT survivor but a WINNER👏👏👏

@cassondraannfrost9618 Год назад

@@navpreetdhillon8174 you said it perfectly

@navpreetdhillon8174 Год назад

@@cassondraannfrost9618 i am glad u agree with me

@Sp0oky_princess Год назад

@@navpreetdhillon8174 you are amazing. I'm just seeing this now. Thank you so much you give me hope. I am a winner 🏆

@priscillamontes2416 Год назад

I’m sending positive energy your way ❤ you’re a warrior you got this ❤

@swaffy-topic5690 4 года назад

0:43 ok those few lines couldn't be more true and realistic, some people think its all fun in games until it happens to them, its all jokes and a laughing matter until they get to see it with there own eyes

@SkyDxddy 4 года назад

exactly ! the culture is looked at like some fuckin joke when people are killing themselves from the pain there in..

@daniellelahm6038 2 года назад

I've recently been recovering memories of my abuse when I was a child. This song helps me get through the night terrors, memories, PTSD

@Cantbeerased7893 Год назад

i was abused to but i remember everything good this song helps

@MelMel-uj2mi Год назад

I was abused when I was 8 years old until I turned 13 years old. I remember what happened to me. I was diagnosed with PTSD, Flashbacks and Nightmares at 14 years old. I'm on medicine for my diagnosis. It really helps me to cope the majority of the time. I'm still in therapy with a female therapist who has been with me until I turned 17 years old. I'm 37 years old now and I will be 38 years old in May of this year. I will be hopeful to be able to get a new female therapist soon to be able to work with again and work through my other mental health diagnosis that I have. Skydxddy I think you are doing awesome music that I can relate to. ❤️

@notkim8274 Год назад

I understand. Im 33, and It took me till I was 30 to relive the memories I repressed when I was a child. Listen, though, what happened absolutely wasn't your fault, and I know how hard it is to accept it, but repeat it, like a mantra. You're valid, you're seen ❤

@NotebookLives 3 года назад

So powerful. Using the Maleficent clips is like thr icing on the cake, too. My wife showed me your work and my jaw is still dropped at how dope your work is.

@Imma-lezbean_ 3 месяца назад

How is ur wife? Is she ok

@BexHix 8 месяцев назад

I know those feelings all too well...I fight the demons of PTSD daily. My therapist said it best when she said " there is nothing wrong with you mentally EXCEPT for the fact that you've been through traumatizing situations that unfortunately a pill and no amount of talking can take away the fact that those events happened. All you can do is hold your head up and say "I SURVIVED" and hope that maybe you can save another from experiencing the same pain"

@gtravers3232 2 года назад

This made me cry. This is the first song I've heard that accurately depicts how I feel on the inside. Thank you.

@damagedemoangel666 9 месяцев назад

me too . touched me on so many levels , ion think she knows just how much ha music helps .

@brendalynn61 6 месяцев назад

Same here

@exxiethewriter3567 Год назад

I...I am not diagnosed with PTSD. Possibly because I keep the things that have happened close to my chest. However, it needs to be said that I thank you for this song. It makes me feel less alone. And that even if I can't speak my truth yet, someone else is speaking theirs.

@aussieliferanch4933 Год назад

it becomes more bearable with time. I tell people what happened to me and let them decide if they feel safe or comfortable enouph to share with me or not. ive been the first person to know someones story so many times this way, and when they where ready helped them tell others and they eventually grow out of needing the blanket of security i offer as they find their own voices.

@really4421 Год назад

I feel that exact feelings I know how u r feeling I promise

@user-wg4vu3sv3r 11 дней назад

did buddy stutter LMAO

@dezzdobby1021 2 года назад

As a cptsd survivor this song literally gives me chills

@mixermashups5511 2 года назад

same dude

@christelstevens8112 7 месяцев назад

Wow. Same.

@user-wg4vu3sv3r 11 дней назад

😂😂😂😂

@kaylawoodall997 6 месяцев назад

Thank you. 10 years of being SAed by my father and it took others screaming I’m not alone for me to see it. My inner child is so scared but we’re trying to fix what they broke. The night terrors the ptsd the anxiety I struggle just doing my job where I take care people. Thank you for screaming for us who can’t or feel they aren’t strong enough

@Mawce_The_Lynx Год назад

I wasn’t sexually assaulted or abused but I was sexually harassed, people tell me I’m over dramatic. This song really helps Thanks

@fuzzydo6911 10 месяцев назад

Trauma is when you think you're safe and something happens that makes you realize you aren't. You are not being dramatic. You just realized that you are not as safe as you thought you were. As someone who has been sexually harassed by both men and other women, I can tell you that it is normal to become more cautious around people and to feel uncomfortable. However, if it has come to the point where you have flashbacks, panic attacks, or no longer feel safe around people you may need to seek professional help because there most likely is another more serious underlying trauma involved. To be fair though, I "fought off" anyone who sexually harassed me, which may have lessened the trauma's effect on me. Additionally, everyone reacts to trauma differently so don't just take my word for it.

@marykayayers3256 10 месяцев назад

You are with us. Safe. No matter they had there way physically or mentally to put you here ..hugging you...

@christineeleonorepoppe6745 10 месяцев назад

Many small but bad things happened to me and at some point I ended up in a mental health clinic and one patient opened my eyes about the way I was thinking with one sentence "just because other's had it worse doesn't mean u're struggles aren't valid" he said that after a long conversation and me feeling bad about complaining since he experienced many more hard times than me... u're not over dramatic

@katelynhenson8719 6 месяцев назад

I wasn't assaulted or anything. But my family member hid a camera in the bathroom to record me showering. I have never felt like the same person since. A part of me will always remain in that bathroom. All trauma is valid. I dont feel my trauma is significant enough to talk about or complain about but I will never feel comfortable in a bathroom again.

@donnamason6522 4 месяца назад

That's a terrible abuse of trust. It is a serious assault . Please validate yourself and your feelings. Talk to someone. Maybe a therapist or helpline. You shouldn't keep it to yourself. It will fester. You are the victim. You have every right to your feelings. I hope you find your righteous anger. I wish you all the very best with your healing.❤

@jodi7139 Год назад

I just recently discovered your music thru a friend and I'm so obsessed now. I'm 51yrs old. I am a domestic violence survivor with severe ptsd and I can't even tell you what your music means to me. Thank you🖤💜🖤💜🖤

@RosemaryFenton7695 2 года назад

Everyone always tells me "You just gotta think of good things" "You need to stop focusing on all the bad and you'll be fine" "You're just being dramatic, your past could've been worse" "Others have gone through worse than you" This shit right here is what pisses me off. I can't stand it. You know who all says this to me? People who don't have PTSD. My husband's mom and grandmother being those people and honestly? Idk what to do with them, how to explain it

@madelinesibley7423 2 года назад

I am so sorry certain members of your family are saying those sorts of things. Yes, some people have objectively been through more $hit, but that doesn't ever EVER mean that you haven't suffered as well. One person's pain does not lessen the pain you feel. In my experience, when I encounter people with that small mindset, I just don't bring it up with them. There is no point. I hope things get better for you. Your abuse that you suffered through (and are still suffering from) should never define you. I'm not saying pretend it didn't happen, it did. But the quote at the end of this song is true: "The villains in your story don't deserve to see you fall." 🖤

@shinebritechosen Год назад

You have to mind over body shit. It aint easy and dont ever let your weak times make you quite. Cuz your loved and needed and you can conquer that shit

@Raevens_freedom 10 месяцев назад

I’m so sorry that all of these things have been said to you. Something that I always say to others when they say stuff like that is, “yes, people do have it worse. But that doesn’t automatically mean that I don’t have it bad.” You are so strong and I’m so sorry about anything bad that has ever happened to you. You are amazing. ❤

@Youtube_randomnobody 3 месяца назад

As if it's a damn choice. They piss me off too but then I think, I'm glad they don't understand. I don't ask people to understand I just ask them to love me anyway.

@katarinarivers2974 2 года назад

Love this so much. ❤ It truly helps with coping. I have C-PTSD and BPD as a result of 10+ years of abuse and multiple compounded traumas. This song gives me words yo describe it.

@thetruthspeaker1978 2 года назад

God bless you, nobody should have to deal with the diplaced issues of others. The best thing i know to do is to make sure it ends . I sometimes struggle not to be hurtful to people. I try to remember how it feels and that i never want anyone else to feel that way..♥️

@katarinarivers2974 2 года назад

@@thetruthspeaker1978 Thank you! ❤ And yes, breaking the cycle is SO important! I struggle with it too b/c you do wind up harboring so much anger & hurt from what was done to you but you also know you can't take it out on people who didn't do it. Its hard but its worth every moment of recovery and healing.

@mindywoodruff2639 Год назад

I have cptsd as well... It's ridiculous the amount of bullshit I've been dealt. Feels so unfair, if it weren't fory children I would no longer be here...

@hellohello-ey9qj Год назад

Ptsd and bpd, are an awfully tragic mix. You are not alone, this sucks. This song really explains a lot of the unspoken feelings.

@s.i.c.q.m.s.5677 11 месяцев назад

@@mindywoodruff2639 Same 🙏🤍🙏🤍🙏🤍🙏 Light Love & Levity To You & Yours 🤍

@mvsnightcore8033 2 года назад

normally i don't like rap music. but your voice... the pain and anger... wow love it

@addieschubert4739 4 года назад

I found your music not long ago and it’s so powerful and inspiring

@priscillamontes2416 Год назад

I felt this because I know a form of this pain. Im living with PTSD myself. Thank you for this ❤

@ACrazedGaming 3 года назад

As someone who suffers from ptsd This song makes my anger and rage at the world so much easier to deal with Thank you Thank you for making it easier to deal with day by day

@just_Moss 2 года назад

Exactly, I know how you feel

@Melissa638 2 года назад

Agreed. I get so sick of hearing " just get over it" if it was that easy to just let it go.. Man you can have it. I wouldn't wish PTSD on anyone.

@kennethsullivan6045 2 года назад

It does the same thing to me. Outstanding

@angiejones2481 Год назад

Same

@andibruland4371 4 года назад

Also this sone is one of the best songs I have ever heard 💕💕

@SkyDxddy 4 года назад

thank you bb xx

@Sp0oky_princess Год назад

I've been listening to skydxddy for a long time and this will forever be my favorite song. I relate so freaking hard. I have PTSD and a lot of trauma. This is the only song that I've found about PTSD and I've never related to anything so hard. Thanks skydxddy for this forever banger.

@invisible_potato 4 года назад

I love this so much its so Powerful and beautiful ❤❤

@SkyDxddy 4 года назад

thank u my love!

@emmacourtwright7736 2 года назад

I feel this so hard. My mum has ignored the fact that I am still deep down a traumatized child. No one believes me when I tell my side, they all say "oh don't go pulling that card again." so now I have no friends because i put up boundaries to protect myself from the flashbacks. Does anyone else get super panicky and violent when the flashbacks are almost done? Cause I do, but i dunno if its normal... Anyone else get like that?

@lilmadrox1de385 Год назад

I do... I'm scared to put up boundaries so I get flashbacks very often.

@damagedemoangel666 9 месяцев назад

i totally understand - i get flashbacks n triggers from smells , certain places , clothes etc + it sucks cause i’ve lost touch wit reality n get told ta “move on” “it’s over” n i “should move past it” like it’s sooo easy , so i’ve jus rlly been self destructive ta myself a lot lately since ion rlly have nobody ta lean on w/o getting criticisms as if it’s my frickin fault n it drives me crazy i wanna scream …. so no , yhu’re not totally alone n have ppl like me in our position who actually rlly get it n wont jus tell yhu wutchu wanna hear . much love angel , i hope yhu’re doing well 😔💙

@damagedemoangel666 9 месяцев назад

@@lilmadrox1de385 me too :( then it’s like we’re duh bad guys once we set up our boundaries like CANT WE DO ANYTHING RIGHT ??!??? 😔🥺

@lilmadrox1de385 8 месяцев назад

@damagedemoangel666 yeah it's like we can't set them because then we are wrong for not trusting people

@damagedemoangel666 8 месяцев назад

@@lilmadrox1de385 n dats one of many things i cant stand - we cant do anything w/o worrying abt upsetting ppl while so when rlly , we jus wanna be comfortable , like no , we jus want our peace n safe space n they fail ta realize its not our fault we can’t trust ppl ykwim

@isaiahshane9545 2 года назад

"Frozen in your track Take a visit to the past To see the devils dirty deed Leave a mark all down your back" the absolute most accurate description of what a flashback feels like. i have been listening so much on spotify and finally come to see the videos. im crying so hard :( this is a masterpiece. im going to watch all the others now

@faithmelton2803 2 года назад

I don’t know why I found this song. Or maybe it found me but as long as you rapped and said this one line I started to cry. I was raped and all I could smell was the smell of cigarettes. I can never forget Bc of how many people smoke. It’s been 6 years I’ll be 22 so almost 7 and I still have nightmares. I never found a song that related so much

@emilyramos264 2 года назад

I honestly love that I found ur music I deal with extreme PTSD and this song is so relatable

@xl-origins 9 месяцев назад

"What am I even fighting for...?" Miss... If not for yourself, for the people you save with this music.

@alyssafox5078 3 года назад

I LOVE U this song has helped me so much and literally describes my feelings and how ppl treat me due to my trauma Makes me feel less alone

@courtneybeattie6407 2 года назад

I wonder how many people heard this and Realise that this is what they go through daily, As a person with ptsd I can relate and I kinda feel at eased that a lot of people go through this pain and not just me (it makes me feel not alone)

@katrinareinholz4227 2 года назад

Your fighting to help those who can relate feel like they aren't the only one who feels that way ❤️ thank you for this song

@josiekorenek2795 Год назад

It does get better, I promise. It will take years, but you will find your strength, your voice. I struggled heavily for 2 years, half of which with undiagnosed PTSD. After a year of doing emdr, I finally am ready to move onto talk therapy. It’s hard, it really is. But you got this, I know you do. You’re stronger than you know.

@daintrex8606 2 года назад

I need more of this. I feel your music to my very core. This deserves more recognition. I've listened over 20 times in two days and shared with 3 friends.

@skymercii 2 года назад

My best friend sent me this cus I told what I was struggling with: PTSD. Anxiety. Depression. Disassociation. Random Depression episodes. You know when I was going thru a very dark time. I want to thank you for helping me thru that.

@s.i.c.q.m.s.5677 8 месяцев назад

🙏🤍🙏

@miribekahburke7806 Год назад

I was recently diagnosed with PTSD and this is the best song that I’ve ever heard that describes what it feels like and that I can relate to. Flashbacks and nightmares are constant and I relive my trauma almost every day. Thanks for writing this song so I don’t feel so alone. I feel understood finally. Also, I love your style of music and your song Battlefield! Thank you for everything SkyDxddy ❤️

@obscureebby 4 года назад

This is a powerful song!! Along with your other Amazing songs you've made! 💕💜 you surprise me with your meaningful rap! This is what people should hear!! Kepp going bb ❤😁

@tezaalonso9089 3 года назад

Damn i just found you today but holy cow your music is super good 😍❤❤🙏

@SkyDxddy 3 года назад

tysm! hope you'll stay tuned.. welcome home love

@tezaalonso9089 3 года назад

@@SkyDxddy i definitely will ❤❤

@taylorburns3936 Год назад

As someone that struggles badly with my mental health because of severe trauma, I appreciate this song sm. People don't realize how hard it is to deal with something when they've never gone through it. I'm tired of people fucking say just forgive and forget about it. You try to forget about it when the smallest things trigger anxiety all the fucking time.

@s.i.c.q.m.s.5677 8 месяцев назад

🙏🤍🙏

@amberpatterson9077 7 месяцев назад

😭😭😭😭😭 I'm over here screaming, I've NEVER heard my life experience put into words....I'm speechless.

@dueunicycle3699 4 года назад

I always enjoy your music man.

@lucywest6122 Год назад

I've been bullied for years for being adopted and recently I got given some bad news and this song has helped me so much. it's been the motivation for me to get up when I've completely felt like not getting up. So thank you Sky, you are a true helper and inspiration. My PTSD has gotten worse as I've grown so this song has really helped.

@AlilBritt 10 месяцев назад

You left me no desire, broken and uninspired, hopeless and tired! Totally accurate.

@Camimalm7 2 года назад

You’re unreal. Seriously this song is out of this world I can’t believe a person could be this talented. ICONIC!!!

@spacyrose6236 4 года назад

I’m so happy I found your music it’s amazing ❤️😘

@Tazzdancer12 2 года назад

Why haven't I discovered her sooner her music hits home for me in a relatable way and I haven't been able to have a real cry from a song in so long. Thanks for you music love you've inspired me today. ❤️

@andrewmartin1981 2 года назад

"I can't do this anymore, what am I even fighting for" 🥺

@SamandColbylover16 Год назад

I just found this and you but this touched me deeply and on another level. You helped me a lot this past year and I'm extremely grateful for you. I listen to your music everyday and it makes feel as if I'm not alone. So thank you! You don't know it but you've saved my life!

@The-rb4pv 2 года назад

The pain in your voice. I feel it-

@andrewmartin1981 2 года назад

This really is more than music.......

@ashsimpson6673 2 года назад

I've never heard someone talk about this out loud in the open, and for the first time in my life I don't feel alone. I have PTSD, and I've suffered in silence since I was a child. All of the rage I feel, the pain I've suffered, the night terrors and flash backs I'll never be able to erase- this captures it all. This song is more validating to my pain than I've ever had. Thank you, I needed this.

@kayleepitman4178 Год назад

SkyDxddy, you are amazing and extremely talented. Thank you for being a voice for people like me dealing with trauma/pain daily.

@Glitched0ut_ 4 года назад

..your music really fucking hits me. You make people feel less alone sharing your story and your story matters. So thank you... I love your fucking music and I just started listening to it.

@jonathancrane825 4 года назад

Your music is helping me with my troubles thank you fro you beautiful songs and voice

@jolynnsmith2207 2 года назад

this is painfully relatable...and I'm so glad I stumbled upon this, thank you.

@iboughtachildoffebay1527 Год назад

I love how this song is in a way from different sides of seeing things. One side is being regretful and wishing those certain horrid things never happened and the other side is angry as to all the things that were lost and overall upset about the way things have been. I feel you portrayed that very well in this song and I don’t even know if it was intentional

@Yuki-ge9mb 2 года назад

i love it. just closed my eyes and felt each and every word!!!

@Cheyscott 2 года назад

This is so powerful!! Thank you for making this!

@faithsnyder6744 Год назад

Up till I was 9, when I was 11, 15, 16, and roofied when I was 17 before it happened... Your music brings awareness and shows the daily things we endure.. thank you ♥️

@Darbieli05 2 года назад

I love this song! I love how she can express feelings in songs. I feel this so much. She doesn't treat mental illness or SA or anything like it's nothing to worry about. In her songs she expresses how it feels and how she knows how it feels even if she never felt it before! I love her she one amazing music artists. I will support her through out her music journey!!!!!

@carinamorhart3145 2 года назад

Your music found me at the right moment. Thank you.

@chryswarren8391 2 года назад

The amount of times I’ve listened to this and cried is astronomical. But thank you…. For this

@pandatingler 3 месяца назад

This song is my daily motivation. My therapist listened to it with me Sunday, she said it's the best representation of PTSD and what you feel like after trauma she's ever heard. Thank you for your music it has helped me so much as I start my healing through C-PTSD ♥

@christalann6072 7 месяцев назад

I love how deep your lyrics are your music hits so close to home for me sadly but your music helps me get through it ❤

@ghostkittytv9962 2 года назад

I’ve been looking for a song exactly like this🙌🏼🥺💜

@Crystuliss 2 года назад

It's been 4 to 8 years since my last sa and I still wake up with nightmares, this song very well described what it's like to deal with the trauma I went through

@gothicgurl718 11 месяцев назад

The quote at the ending of the video ‘“the villian of your story doesn’t deserve to watch you fall”’ hit me hard thank you!

@NightmareWolf-gi2xu Год назад

to everyone that has suffered and relates to this song so much, I'm always here for yall and I'll always be praying for the best to come for yall, I know how hard it is to talk to someone about what you're going through, believe me I've been there, but I just want yall to know that there's always hope in the darkest moments no matter what it is. I also want yall to know that yall are beautiful just the way yall are, and you don't need to change just to get people to love you.

@antoinetteforchin9446 2 года назад

Your music send such a powerful message and in fact I can see how you used the swear words to make it more powerful and meaningful

@shadowayiax 2 года назад

I feel bad for Maleficent, she's misunderstood and she was betrayed by her once lover, Stephan. Over time she got over him but he came back and betrayed her by cutting off her wings, she loved herself and Sleeping Beauty more then Stephan. He cut her wings, meaning he cut everything off her being "Being cut from yourself is a sin that leaves you bleeding to death."

@erincunningham3376 Год назад

This song has helped me express myself to others, and feel less alone in my pain. Thank you so kuch for your music.

@acehart3514 2 года назад

Love this you can hear the emotion of anger and passion and feel the dark but very real feeling of living in modern day life.

@sevinchaslanova9314 4 года назад

You deserve so much more recognition, your work is truly breathtaking and eye opening.

@applesong01 2 года назад

This song captured it perfectly. I love it, but it has also a caused me to have a few flash backs and I hope people be aware before watching

@ryantully3717 15 часов назад

The emotion in the words. Wow. You get it. Beautiful

@damagedemoangel666 9 месяцев назад

yhur lyrics come from such a raw , real + personal place . (i understand , i went thru it n am still suffering it too yrs later) so yhu n yhur music are rlly like a savior ta me . much love

@vatiantL1130 Год назад

I don’t have diagnosed ptsd but I can feel this song a little to much as I wanted… hopefully everyone who had such moments can handle them and stay strong!

@katkristine998 2 года назад

I found you on tiktok amd love your videos every time I listen to this I feel all the emotions amd it hits me

@ArtemisArrow Год назад

Even though life and people can suck at times and can cause you the greatest pain, they end up giving you something that you turn into something else for others to enjoy and relate to, instead of keeping it locked up within yourself. I know it must have been really difficult to write this song, but thank you for making it and sharing not only your pain but everyone elses who have trouble voicing it

@jessicab7165 2 года назад

Just found this yesterday. Can’t stop listening. 🤩 wow

@nikkitaylor8228 3 года назад

I just found your music today because of a popular TikTok of yours recreating Montero.. but I wish I found this sooner. You’re so talented!

@asiyah_rose940 2 года назад

I love how every song speaks so much truth. Your music helps me so much. Best person to ever have found on tiktoo

@PoeticDreamer51 Год назад

I heard this for the first time a few days ago. Mine happened 10 years ago. I tried to unalive myself a year after. I had this moment of amazement when I listened to this. Because this was it. This was exactly it. But I’ve come so so far. I still have nightmares sometimes. But I’m a completely different person. I was telling someone about how this song made me think back on it and it made me sad. But not in a way that it was a trigger, but in a way I would feel if someone told me they had the same thing happen. In a “I’m so sorry this happened to you,” kind of way. And then I started crying. I’ve heard it said to me before, but I don’t think I’ve ever said it to myself. If that makes sense. Thank you for this song. Thank you for helping me realize how far I’ve come and for that little extra bit of healing.

@brendonking5489 Год назад

This is my favorite one, can't get it outta my head. Love your voice too and can tell its your own.

@shannonreynolds8182 2 года назад

Definitely feelin this so hard right now, so deep in my soul.

@LucasNinoMusic 4 года назад

Amazing! Love the song, and also this movie.

@lysaclassof11 Год назад

This song means the world to me I listen to it I. Repeat here lately. I needed this song in my life more then any other song I have ever heard and from the bottom of my heart thank you for being brave enough to give us something real not something main stream. Something we NEEDED. Thank you.

@Destiny2WickedFox 2 года назад

Thank you for making these songs

@hannahwilliams5681 2 года назад

I have listened to this song approximately 1000 times in the past week since I finally listened to it. I relate to it so much. I'm so sorry it happened to you too.

@Renae5147 3 года назад

This song fits maleficent perfectly

@Deafgirluk420 2 года назад

This hits unlike any song I've heard in 2017 I faced My stepdad by abuser he's locked up 19yrs now and I'm healing or trying to I'm 33 this year and never related to songs so well in my life I understand every word every from 5 to 15 thank you for you're words thank you for you're strength you're not alone 🥰 you're justice is coming too xxx

@sarairvine9703 Год назад

I'm glad u popped up on my tiktok feed. Think ur my favourite singer atm and I only just heard of u and listened to a couple of songs. Love your style and lyrics

@FeralGremlinGF 2 года назад

I'm here for you hun.... I know the feeling all too well. If you ever need to talk or vent I'll always have ear to lend😊

@kathrynryan8106 2 года назад

You and NF should make a song together! ❤️

@rcarpenter3 Год назад

I found you through Dax's Dear alcohol collab. After I heard you, I thought, damn, I need to look this person up. I did, and I found this song... and damn, did you hit the feeling of PTSD out of the park. I absolutely love this song. It's become a comfort song when I'm not doing well, and I thank you for that. Many, many, many times, people say to me, "just get over it," "it's in the past," but that's not what PTSD is! Thank you for preaching this. I absolutely love your rapping and singing. You give a voice to those that are quieted by society. Thank you

@raeannslade420 Год назад

I have cptsd and I absolutely love this song for once someone understands!! I am posting this on Facebook to my friends! It’s a great song but also they have no idea what it’s like and I hear it all the time I should get over it! Thank you for your beautiful work! ❤

@mrssararoot 2 года назад

The best song I have ever heard to explain myself!

@chattynightcoresofficial7788 2 года назад

I SAW THIS ON TIKTOK AND I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!! ❤️ May I have your permission to let me turn this into a Nightcore? I always credit the Artists :> Also you should release your Music on Spotify!!! ❤️

@kaihuman1683 10 месяцев назад

This song has inspired me to live my life after everything that has happened to me like this you have inspired a poem I wrote you have inspired me to live on and fight for my life you are literally such a powerful women and you have shown me that my abusers do not deserve to watch me break or bend or see me fall Tha k you so much for your inspiration you are my idol I love your work and it has inspired me so much thank you

@kainthewriter8764 2 года назад

Probably couldn't put words to how much this song has comforted me during my hardest moments. Currently I'm living at a relatives house because a very very horrible family member has destroyed every possession I owned that I couldn't scramble to take out in time. On top of crippling PTSD due to other issues, this is the only song I can reliably go to that really understands. I want to go home