ti penserò sempre ascoltando questo anche se ormai è finita, penserò a tutti i bei momenti passati insieme, tutto quello che ci eravamo promessi e chissá magari in un’altra vita saremo per sempre insieme. Ti amo ancora nonostante tutto, nonostante tutto il male che mi hai causato.
I cant Hold anymore,i was just i kid i had 6 year when everything happen.When my mind change,i remember that night every single day,And now i have 13 years I hold this inside me i didnt tell no one,how i feel dirty,how that night change my mind,change my body,Create something insife me that now I dont let my own Family hug me because i fell Fear.Everytime i remember everything that happen....i remember his hands snd how i was not able to scream or run away...
It wakes old memories, When everything was Perfect, and then, you lost Your Person you Loved the Most. But I didn't only lost her, she broke my Heart because she handles with me Like I am a piece of shit, and I have to See her Every day, feeling m’y Heart Breaking Over and over again.
my guy friend will never know im writing this abt him but, I’ve had so many friends throughout my life, still growing ofc. I’ve never felt a connection like this, it’s platonic though, not romantic. i feel heard, appreciated and accepted by him. im so grateful, thank you finn, im convinced god sent me you. you have an amazing soul🤍