Sometimes I don’t even want to go to sleep. I just wanna stay up all night while listening to music like this, hoping it will relieve all the stress. Why can’t night time stay for a little longer? The night isn’t long enough. I swear I can’t wait til I can do late night drives, just imagine all this stress being lifted off of me.
i listen to music like this every night and just hope i can forever. i wish the night could be for a little longer. it’s my time just to relax and not have to worry about anything. but every night i stay up later then the last one it still isn’t enough time.
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
Imagine you’re listening to music and then suddenly memories of him/her/them come flooding back. you’re lost in the memories and then suddenly you come back to reality. And you realize that he/she/they mean everything to you,but it’s to late to repair the relationship. This is how this song makes me feel.
i miss him sm, rn he’s at a party with his yk and it sucks cus I can’t see him that often anymore bc family problems.. I js wish things went the same again :( imy dad n that boy .
50 reasons to stay alive ♥︎ 1. You may not notice it but you don’t even know how much that person will miss you 2. Birthdays 3. Desserts 4. Those funny moments 5. Food 6. Party’s 7. Pets 8. Holidays 9. Sleepovers 10. Lover 11. Friends 12. Accomplishments 13. The sky at night 14. Dreams 15. Naps 16. Roller coasters 17. Water parks 18. Climbing trees 19. Passing tests 20. Your parents being proud of you 21. Seeing a rainbow 22. Sunrises 23. Sunsets 24. Doing something new 25. Phone calls 26. Imagination 27. Showers 28. Stars 29. Fuzzy socks 30. Talents 31. Fireworks 32. Movies 33. Hanging out with friends 34. Eating your fav food 35. Blankets on a cold night 36. Songs 37. Funny videos 38. Laughing so hard you can barley breathe 39. Hanging out with that one person 40. Games 41. Last day of school 42. Buying something you want 43. New clothes 44. Liking someone 45. Getting a new haircut 46. Getting a new pet 47. Dancing alone 48. Being home alone 49. Blasting music 50. Vacations I love you!! ♡︎♡︎ i know it can be hard but we can get through this! This took me a long time so that shows that if i didn’t care I wouldn’t have done this. I’m proud of you ❤️
I have been fighting against alcohol and drugs for three years and I see a lot how God has helped other people solve their problems... and I don't know what happens but it seems that God can't hear my voice. I'm going to turning 3 years like this and I feel like I can't take it anymore...I'm exhausted and more and more broken...😪
Ok I’m not going to lie I really thought this was about to be like “home a place where I can go” but it didn’t, also that transition was shit. But somehow I still found myself crying to this damn music.
My best friend of 20 years died a year ago. My life has felt so empty. I'm married with kids but damn I miss you!!! Thank you for the years of jokes and laughing! I miss our friend ship but I'm also scared to let anyone else in. Rest easy buddy this was always your favorite type of music!
I randomly came back to this after almost 2 years (This was in a playlist youtube recommended me and I saw my own comment, I completely forgot I commented on here) I can tell you all that I'm in a much better place, I'm happy now. If I can be happy, You can too, it might not be in the same timeframe as me, But I can assure you there's light at the end of the tunnel! Goodluck to everyone out there, You got this!
this song is amazing. i listen to this song everyday. sometimes i cry when i hear this song. this song is really amazing.. good job:) can you maybe do another love x sweater weather it would be amazing. thank you:)
Everyone is who watching this! I want you to know that you're beautiful. You're loved. You're more than enough. You're perfect. If someone didn't told you I love you today I wanna say that I love you so much and I care about alot. Don't give up its hard ik but trust me there is so more to go. You are so strong and im so proud of you. Hang in there and you look so cute today damn ik I didn't saw you but ik you look hella cute ;). I love you and I care about you so much. please don't give up for me. If you need anyone to talk too. Im here
la verdad es que me acabo de dar cuenta que estoy y quiero a alguien que no me quiere pero que esta conmigo. Gracias por hacer estos temas. Puedo llorar con ellos de fondo
