You’re exhausting. Or, you were at that point in your life! Not saying that to hate, treat it as feedback. Hope you progressed from marinating in your negative thoughts to choosing to be happy.
Subscribed to view later. I didn't realize this was a thing and thought it was just a me thing. My legs are full of scabs and scars. I am a sober ADHD diagnosed man.
Fully grown, fully virilized, above average looking man in a first world country. Unless really you’re really short, really sick, infertile, or have extreme impotence, womp womp bro.
I know this video is 4 years old but I can’t thank you enough for sharing your experience and educating people on the dangers of extreme weight loss, ED’s, drugs, etc. I don’t know you but I’m incredibly proud of you. Well put together, informative, and potentially life saving/changing for people going through similar experiences. So glad to see you recovered.
Awesome deep dive and analysis....and way brave to put yourself out there. That is also me, spot on! I've done it since I was 8 years old and in 2016 it morphed from picking at my nails to full on picking, destroying my hands and feet. They bleed everyday and I can't wear some shoes when it's bad. (my dirty little secret)It got worse when I got separated/div. and my ADHD was so bad. Your description of the thought process as you're doing it and searching out areas to pick....and the reward, etc is 1000% me too.
Awesome deep dive and analysis....and way brave to put yourself out there. That is also me, spot on! I've done it since I was 8 years old and in 2016 it morphed from picking at my nails to full on picking, destroying my hands and feet. They bleed everyday and I can't wear some shoes when it's bad. (my dirty little secret)It got worse when I got separated/div. and my ADHD was so bad. Your description of the thought process as you're doing it and searching out areas to pick....and the reward, etc is 1000% me too.
I had my dream career job, finally after a decade of trying. I did 20yrs, and had great seniority and i just loved my job passionately. Then, i was involved with a mistake at work, and i was panicking because it had jeopardized my life. I got sick, couldn't sleep, and got anxiety, catastrophizing the worst case senerios... and i lost my job.. i went crazy. I had a mental breakdown. I was in shock, with pure fear and insecurity. I couldn't believe what i did, and what happened. I can't explain all the "why's " i loved and needed that job. It was my everything. Brought out the best in me ij every way., gave me inspiration for all the hobbies and activities i did. ... Im totally isolated in depression now. Im unable to leave the apt. I can't do anything i use to do.... i have no desires at all. I cry everyday. I just suffer, as everything that meant anything to me was gone forever....prior to loosing my job,.. i had lost all my savings in a investment that crashed,.. 4 members of my family died, my relationship ended,... i had overwhelming grief, then, 8 lost my job. I just suffer 24/7. My mental and physical health are so bad now... i just don't want to live another day... and no therapy has helped at all....😢
Thank you so much for this honest and vulnerable video! I feel very ashamed of my scars and you really are so brave to talk openly about this topic and i'm sure you're helping a lot of people by talking about it! 💜
I feel like exercise bulimia in men is so extremely common in the fitness industry it just goes unnoticed because they all because they fit society's beauty standards that people assume are healthy but yeah there's so many guys that kill themselves to achieve that physique and it doesn't make them happy it's all just a persona and it gets socially accepted and validated also the guys that get super jacked but still have such low body fat that they have the same symptoms as anorexia it's really sad a lot of them are struggling and either don't know they're struggling or don't admit they're struggling because society just doesn't wanna see it because it's not the lifetime movie depiction everyone's familiar with but that doesn't make the suffering any less valid for me that these people are any less deserving of recovery regardless of what you're struggling with you belong in the space and you belong claiming your truth you don't have to compare yourselves to others just because others have it worse or whatever it doesn't make your struggle less valid
my depression has gotten way worse in the last 2 months i started feeling it all over my body endless pain everyday until i fall asleep im dependent on serotonin drug
I deleted tinder recently and will do the same with Hinge soon, just getting sick of making efforts with women and constantly getting ghosted it’s draining to be honest
Hi Chris, I just watched the videos about you on Heme Review & Chubbyemu, then found my way over to watch your story. What also caught my eye was your ERAU shirt in one of the videos. I hate that you failed out there. I got my first degree there in 2000 in Daytona. I switched careers midlife and I’m a social worker in the ER dealing in mental health and trauma. I am so sorry you are struggling. As far as your channel, you can’t leave as long as you did and expect it to bounce back so fast with the stupid algorithms. Unfortunately it has to be treated as a new channel all over again, which is mighty frustrating. That is the mindset you’ll need going in, but it looks like you might have gotten frustrated and given up as it’s been a year since posting. I hope you are doing better than your last set of posts!❤
I learned about DNP as an undergrad biology student, so hopefully they’re teaching about it in medical schools now. If nothing else, maybe they’re learning about it during their undergrad as well. I’m glad you were able to recover. Thank you for the video! ❤️
This is an amazing analysis. I wouldn't be able to describe my skin picking any better...and I also have ADHD, a perfect storm! Thank you for sharing, it means a lot, I felt truly seen throughout
Your journey in uncovering your bipolar disorder is inspiring. Sovereign Health's commitment to mental health is commendable, with their implementation of various diagnostic and therapeutic techniques. They employ a multi-faceted approach that includes in-depth psychological assessments, psychoeducation, and medication management. These actions have a significant impact on patients as they not only help in diagnosis but also contribute to a deeper understanding of the condition, leading to effective management. This, in turn, fosters trust and confidence in Sovereign Health's expertise, creating a supportive environment for individuals on their mental health journey.
That feeling of suicide is from Satan whispering in your ear. Knowing Jesus s the ONLY remedy, the ONLY defense. Jesus saves. Cry out to Jesus. Seek him with ALL of your heart, you will find him. Jesus is our ONLY hope 🕊He gives peace and joy The thief (Satan) comes not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I (Jesus) have come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly. John 10:10 Hope deferred makes the heart sick, But when the desire comes, it is a tree of life. Proverbs 13:12 Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you, because I am humble and gentle at heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy to bear, and the burden I give you is light.” Matthew 11:28-30 Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid. John 14:27 Jesus is truly the answer, it’s that simple. Cry out to him 💟
Waiting for people to ask is a tricky concept for me because what in the hell would ever promt any to ask?? It will never come up if it is never asked about.
I deleted hinge just now and I can’t lie I haven’t even driven in months it held me back from hookups and dating around like I need a break and my whip that I want
I have ADHD and dermatillomania, but I also have an addiction to self harm. It makes it so hard to get people to care because they always assume it was intentional.
I'm undiagnosed ADHD... I also have severe atopic dermatitis, or - really bad eczema. The eczema has been treated quite amazingly with new medications that "turn off the itch"... and yet, particularly when my nails get longer, I find myself still scratching my face. When I raised this with my dermatologist, he suggested seeing a psychologist - ie, it's no longer a skin problem... I don't know if this is quite the same, but certainly feels related.
I wish he just spoke like a normal human in this video. The fake Shakespeare voice just sounds annoying. The need to put on a fake voice/facade says a lot!
I don’t get a lot of matches although i am an attractive guy… it doesn’t make sense. These apps are just out to get money. I like all woman and so it is impossible that less attractive woman would not want me. I could get more woman going out then using these crapy apps
I became a follower at work... and ended up loosing my career job I loved. I hated myself for being so gullible and naive. My life was completely shattered after loosing my job of 20yrs. Everything fell apart,.. because I had fell into depression. I lost interest in living. .... I torture myself every day ruminating on all my mistakes, and the consequences.... 😢
I don't want to kill myself, but my life already ended, but I can't die now, I am taking care of my elder. maybe after that I can just disappear and die hopefully. I'm tired and had enough of everyone's selfish bullshit
I have watched dozens of these types of videos since learning of this phenomena and i want to know why more than 99% of the people in these videos are women. I have only seen 1 video that had a man with this type of brain function.
The dating app concept is great! The huge problem is that in real life they make a huge profit once you make a match, after 2 answered messages they ask you to pay for the reading verification (pay reading verification for each match 🙃) as if that were not enough, suddenly all the profiles end close and shows you super distant profiles (obviously because it is convenient for them to match with distant people because they know that relationship will not consolidate and thus you will continue paying them) in conclusion, dating apps play with your desire to meet people and seek to get as much out of you as they can. of money they show you the worst couple options so that you continue paying and never stop consuming their product 🙃
I have a spoken internal dialog. Two parts of me talk things out, weigh the options, disagree but make a decision. I even tell myself little jokes. This evolved gradually over decades. But I'm very connective (interested in others) and relationship minded.I don't need to share all my thoughts. I've always been artistic so very visual.My subconscious at times will flash a graphic image/video to prompt a conclusion that words and feelings can't. Resolve always wins. Feelings though powerful are fleeting. Does anyone else have an ongoing dialog?
Word for word. I feel the same. It's devastating when it's all over, .. was my fault... and you can't get back what you lost, or ruined. Depression debilitates you, and anxiety, insomnia cripples you. ..... I know it's over...
@@klanderkal exactly man. i had everything when i was 30, fucking lost it all few months ago. Almost lost my job, lost my house, lost all my money, in huge debt, my credit score is destroyed. Im slowly recovering. Everything i worked for gone. Im 33 and have to start over.
@deficator750 That really sucks... I know the how complicated and downwardly frustrating and that is... Glad you still have the job.! That's where I lost it. I didn't realize how important, just having a job was. It was my structure, purpose etc... I had 20yrs.. and I blew it. I'm 62... with nothing now. I have so much heartbreak, grief, regret and guilt. The anxiety of having lost everything I had, my future I planned wiped out. I fell into severe depression. There's nothing worse than this..... it's horrifying. Hang in there. Keep that job. It will take awhile... it will be ruff... I hope everything works out for you, and situations get better..! 🫶👍
I like having an inner monologue but i can see the advantages of not having one. Particularly with language and math. Also, i feel its easier to get lost in thoughts with an inner monologue, easily distracted. Maybe inner monologue is like a Packard Bell Computer and Non monologue is like an iMac? Faster processing times 😂
Thank you for this. I have always struggled to understand why i pull my hair and pick at my scalp. You explained this well. It makes so much sense to me now!
Vaping/smoking nicotine causes inflammation of your lungs. Inflammation can cause acid reflux and trickle to many other issues. Safe to kick vaping in general. I see way too many comments inquiring about vaping being safer. No. We all need to quit.
