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Hi there!
My name's Mad, and I enjoy making content documenting my mental health journey with Borderline Personality Disorder, among other things.
caught in a crash | VLOG
7:20
3 года назад
i bought a rabbit | VLOG
12:00
3 года назад
a good day | VLOG
9:39
3 года назад
one of those days | VLOG
6:30
3 года назад
hungover | VLOG
1:53
3 года назад
messy mothers meeting | VLOG
6:03
3 года назад
tacos & vr horror games | VLOG
11:21
3 года назад
Meet my Pet Mice + Cage Tour!
9:07
3 года назад
GOODBYE 2020, HELLO 2021
9:17
3 года назад
Putting up my Christmas Decorations
13:58
3 года назад
a good day | VLOG
4:36
4 года назад
tattoos, gym and joe lycett | VLOG
3:21
4 года назад
anxiety | VLOG
3:34
4 года назад
back to the gym | VLOG
4:31
4 года назад
no dough yo's | VLOG
3:10
4 года назад
happy 2nd anniversary | VLOG
4:16
4 года назад
my mental health and lockdown
13:13
4 года назад
Throwing an Online Birthday Party!
11:57
4 года назад
the new normal | VLOG
11:47
4 года назад
Surviving Self-Isolation
10:17
4 года назад
Комментарии
@0308.
@0308. Месяц назад
Thanks for this video ❤
@benk4305
@benk4305 Месяц назад
I got maths and english at a 4, would it be possible for me to do a foundation year when i turn 19 and in the meantime work and self study the subject to put on the personal statement?
@chagantiketankumar5397
@chagantiketankumar5397 Месяц назад
are foundation year equivalent to A levels ? I did foundation year but i want to join different university but the university's minimum requirement is A levels or equivalent any info on this would be helpful
@lepeeman6582
@lepeeman6582 2 месяца назад
bless you bless you bless you, God you lifted a weight off my shoulders. what you said about feeling "lesser" really hit home. I can't do my A levels because I'm 19 and haven't started the course yet and my parents can't afford it anyways as we're refugees.
@lepeeman6582
@lepeeman6582 2 месяца назад
bless you
@eileenspamer-kw3kz
@eileenspamer-kw3kz 4 месяца назад
gosh they are bigger than my 4 pet girl mice from uk granny my mice are with me 24/7 as im housebound , they are so funny just like little clowns, loved mice since i was a kid, would love pet rats but they need more mammy comittment
@mrshadenoughofallthis911
@mrshadenoughofallthis911 4 месяца назад
My son looked at doing this. But all the universities seem to want A levels at grade D or C to get on a Foundation year.
@sadiyosharaf1318
@sadiyosharaf1318 4 месяца назад
Sweetie grade D in a levels is it a faillear
@mrshadenoughofallthis911
@mrshadenoughofallthis911 4 месяца назад
@@sadiyosharaf1318 He hasn’t done any A-levels. He was in hospital for most of the last 2 years seriously unwell.
@oliviacady5856
@oliviacady5856 5 месяцев назад
Who's here in 2024?
@litajohnson7082
@litajohnson7082 6 месяцев назад
Genuine question from new mice owner: how do they not run away or jump out of your hand just taming?
@madelinerose9161
@madelinerose9161 6 месяцев назад
Don't get me wrong, they would at times, especially Stella as she was a more nervous mouse. But on the whole, the more they are handled and allowed to roam in enclosed spaces that you are in with them, the more they get used to you and seem content in chilling :)
@amolaps
@amolaps 6 месяцев назад
Wow this video has been really helpful, I can’t thank you enough. I’ve been travelling abroad recently for the last 3 months to find my ‘life direction’ I guess. I’ve always loved cars and racing and took an interest in aerodynamics but the entry requirements are fairly scary given my background. I resonated with your story and I similarly faced mental challenges when I was 15 doing my GSCE’s. Long story short I loved to Leeds during year 13 whilst Covid was happening. Not the best timing in the world. I studied at some college in York for two years and got a level 3 diploma but decided to continue working which I was doing part time. Then I travelled and now I’m here, looking to enrol on a foundation course. This videos been really insightful and I can’t thank you enough!
@madelinerose9161
@madelinerose9161 6 месяцев назад
All the best to you on your journey :)
@m1x0mx
@m1x0mx 7 месяцев назад
Hi, could i ask you a question? how could i prove my volunteers work in psychology for the ucas essay?
@jasminethompson2670
@jasminethompson2670 7 месяцев назад
you sound like Amy Winehouse
@nzmaseko1069
@nzmaseko1069 7 месяцев назад
Do you think I would qualify for a foundation year programme with BBCC in AS level?
@madelinerose9161
@madelinerose9161 7 месяцев назад
I wouldn’t see why not. Each uni will have a different criteria, but from my experience, they go by the standard requirement for GCSE maths and English, what makes you ideal for the course, and then any relevant work experience. Hope that’s helpful 😊
@leticiacarvalhocattani4158
@leticiacarvalhocattani4158 8 месяцев назад
Hey! Which uni you did your foundation year?
@madelinerose9161
@madelinerose9161 8 месяцев назад
University of Essex x
@tahzeebmusic6477
@tahzeebmusic6477 9 месяцев назад
Greetings Madeline. I'm currently studying for As Levels exams. after that can I do Foundation without A2 exams?
@madelinerose9161
@madelinerose9161 8 месяцев назад
Yes. I only got AS levels and never completed the A-levels. That’s why I had to do the foundation year. It’s essentially the equivalent of A-levels x
@sadiyosharaf1318
@sadiyosharaf1318 4 месяца назад
​@@madelinerose9161the foundation year should it be studied how many years please?
@Olando89
@Olando89 9 месяцев назад
Sleeping disorders can be hell. I wish you the best.
@Olando89
@Olando89 9 месяцев назад
Love the accent innit. UK accents are so cool.
@Natalaie
@Natalaie 10 месяцев назад
U r similar to Hania Es, she was talking about bpd in Poland 😂😅❤😊
@Elvis-guy1973
@Elvis-guy1973 10 месяцев назад
There's a serious class issue in the UK(where education is concerned)and Its always been a barrier for me, even now at 50 I don't feel that I'm treated fairly.
@Elvis-guy1973
@Elvis-guy1973 10 месяцев назад
Interesting and more down to earth than the sneeringlly annoying approach of my local Uni. I'm 50(just) and all of the terminology has changed and it's not so easy to understand Ucas points, etc,etc.
@ajharmiah2692
@ajharmiah2692 Месяц назад
Ucas points is earned by doing courses. To do a specific degree it requires a certain amount of ucas points as well as other pre requisites.
@Elvis-guy1973
@Elvis-guy1973 10 месяцев назад
"That's where it all went to shit!"😂😂
@RaysDad
@RaysDad Год назад
The health system maze, implausible diagnoses, hospital rules & procedures, drug side-effects . . . Luckily most people aren't faced with these horrors.
@coiorr8370
@coiorr8370 Год назад
nice, thanks.
@DragonBallz000
@DragonBallz000 Год назад
@HonestlyAnnaFun
@HonestlyAnnaFun Год назад
Cool fact about the roots
@eugenelewis2249
@eugenelewis2249 Год назад
Brava! This takes a lot of courage and love. Thank you. Beautiful sense of humor and humility. Sending you encouragement and gratitude from wet Portland, Oregon, USA.
@madelinerose9161
@madelinerose9161 Год назад
Thank you! That means a lot. Hope you have a good day :)
@amandacosta4225
@amandacosta4225 Год назад
You have no idea how much you helped me 🫶🏻🫶🏻
@heidihageman523
@heidihageman523 Год назад
That flatness. Totally relate.
@paulkemp8520
@paulkemp8520 Год назад
Umm, awkward question to ask related to the end point there, so, I will be a mature student, I'm working class, great, fills diversity quotas. But, umm, I'm bi, I feel dirty even thinking about using it, but, how strongly does diversity effect entery chance? Completely unironically, pronouns... I do prefere they/them, like... my god I feel like a snake even thinking about it, is the diversity quota thing really real? Ethically, no I really shouldn't, but, practically?
@Me-ig3vy
@Me-ig3vy Год назад
Did you wash the bleach out with cold or warm water?
@madelinerose9161
@madelinerose9161 Год назад
Warm :)
@bowling1973
@bowling1973 Год назад
wow what a a beautiful cage with beautiful mouses. Good Job! You plan get more or limit ??
@jacksheehan8001
@jacksheehan8001 Год назад
It’s so nice to see somebody in the exact same position as me, with the same feelings of being behind!
@wecannotescapewecannotcome592
Me too i have to do my O-level next year and i dont wanna do A-levels and after graduating i directly want to go to a uk uni
@sxmmmy247
@sxmmmy247 4 месяца назад
@@wecannotescapewecannotcome592did you manage to do it?
@berbel73
@berbel73 Год назад
Hi your mice look lovely and they seem extremally happy but all I would suggest is getting a bigger cage the minimum is 80x50cm.I am aware that this was posted a year ago but I just wanted to help if they are still with us. I hope this is helpful for you your mice are lovely!
@RobbietheMann1
@RobbietheMann1 Год назад
I really reallt really like this edit, this song bangs too, keep keep killin' itt
@Nicole-zt1cf
@Nicole-zt1cf Год назад
I feel exactly the same and will potentially get a bpd diagnosis, thank you for sharing this video it makes me feel like I'm not alone in suffering with chronic emptiness.
@Tumanic1996
@Tumanic1996 Год назад
Thanks for the video useful info
@nadia3824
@nadia3824 Год назад
Super helpful!! I'm trying to get into uni for something I didn't study at Alevels/college so I've been looking all over for info on how I could get in without falling too far behind.
@tanbinraman1999
@tanbinraman1999 Год назад
Did it work out at the end?
@nadia3824
@nadia3824 Год назад
​@@tanbinraman1999I managed to get in with a foundation year at a decent uni
@pykeachoo
@pykeachoo Год назад
Thank you for this video, Im really struggling trying to find away around the obstacle of; not having A levels, and this video really helped me feel a bit better about my situation.
@angelineocasiovelazquez3063
At 6:42 what was that product you used ?
@madelinerose9161
@madelinerose9161 Год назад
That’s the Directions White Toner :)
@OliviaJinx
@OliviaJinx Год назад
I'm 23 years old I'm a trans woman and I'm 95% I have bpd its runs in my family as well and I'm taking steps soon to hopefully get my diagnoses so I can begin to understand it I have Horrible abandonment issues i have horrible trust issues and i convince myself that people are trying to wrong me or be meant to me I get daily mood swings can be sad and numb slow speaking an then dancing an happy an hyper social an hour later I have always experienced really intense emotions an my self worth an image change constantly I have had some "crazy" outburst but thankfully I've never physically hurt anyone but I have hurt peoples feelings that are close to me and then I feel awful for it and I want to like throw myself off my house for doing it lol but I struggle with impulsivity in all aspects everything from Buying things to Sexual acts lol I also have ADHD and Insomnia I spend money i dont have and i have AWFUL anxitey to the point where i cant leave my house for months or over a year when I'm around people I can feel everyone emotions in the room and I always feel like people are judging me an watching me I have self harmed many times even recently as a way of control ik its wrong to do and I have a support system now that is trying to help me but i could always use more help lol I often form opinions on people QUICK and I could extremely dislike someone that I haven't even like really interacted with much or at all but thankfully I just as quick get close to some people an talk to them about their lives an try an make them feel better I was controlling an manipulative in my relationships and that's why I've been single for a year HASNT BEEN EASY but I've turned down a lot of people so that I could find myself an thankfully I did find BPD and it has answered a lot of my questions and its nice to have people I can relate to on here hearing others struggles cause I felt alone in this Hyper Emotional Rollercoaster of my lifeThank you for telling me your story i loved hearing it <3
@ladonnaramirez1533
@ladonnaramirez1533 Год назад
I just turned 39 two days ago & I started DBT 4 weeks ago...I hope & pray I'm as strong as you one day to share my story.
@madelinerose9161
@madelinerose9161 Год назад
Happy Birthday for 2 days ago! I hope DBT is going well. Keep at it, it’s a long process and it’s never linear. But you’ll never regret getting better x
@ladonnaramirez1533
@ladonnaramirez1533 Год назад
@@madelinerose9161 i newd your words! TY! Tough day!
@Insaneinthemembrane101
@Insaneinthemembrane101 Год назад
I’m gonna be doing an online version of this group soon, quite anxious and don’t know if I’m down for video groups yet.. I mean it’s not the same as being in the same room for me, still gonna give it a go though, took me years to actually finally get a diagnosis… I knew myself already but haven’t had the proper resources or help. Hope this helps somewhat :) I really admire your strength and honesty
@VPad-u2w
@VPad-u2w Год назад
Nothing but prayers and support for you. Brave putting yourself out there. Stay strong. ✌️
@stellamckenna5516
@stellamckenna5516 2 года назад
i relate to this so much i really appreciate you for making this video dude. especially the thing about whole weeks where you’re just dissociating, paranoid and drained. locking myself in the house bc of the fear of going outside and feeling like you’re battling between two minds. thank you so much for this video, makes me feel so much less alone with the bpd shite! wishing u the best i hope u feel better soon
@stellamckenna5516
@stellamckenna5516 2 года назад
oh shit this videos a year old hahaha whoops but point still stands great vid
@madelinerose9161
@madelinerose9161 2 года назад
Thank you, I really appreciate your comment & im glad it’s made you feel less alone. Wish you all the best x
@ethanngwenya996
@ethanngwenya996 2 года назад
Thank you so much for this video. I’m going to pursue a foundation year soon and finished my gcses a few months so I’m incredibly nervous but you made me very comfortable
@friarpesel5646
@friarpesel5646 2 года назад
I like your vlogs, and I also like you. It’s good to see you 😇
@bptt9260
@bptt9260 2 года назад
I just dyed my hair like this and I have a few very important questions please: 1. Should I wash my black hair and white hair separately? With separate shampoos or can I use my purple shampoo on my black hair? 2 The ends of my hair came out a little bit green/grey/brown, can I fix it the way that I would re-dye it with white drugstore dye at home? I dont wanna go back to my salon, because their work wasnt really the best and they charge A LOT. 3. At the hair salon they told me that purple shampoo would fix the green/grey/brown part and they didnt even told me to come again. Is it true? Is it going to be lighter if I just use purple shampoo & conditioner?
@georgialiley
@georgialiley 2 года назад
Purple shampoo won’t do anything to your black hair so it’ll be fine on it. Make a complaint to the salon, most salons will fix your hair for free if you complain. Purple shampoo will only help to tone yellow parts of the hair it won’t do anything to brown, green or grey areas
@bptt9260
@bptt9260 2 года назад
@@georgialiley ok, thank you!
@raginald7mars408
@raginald7mars408 2 года назад
This is about a 5 Year old refusing to grow up and mature. When such Infants meet - Chaos rules
@raginald7mars408
@raginald7mars408 2 года назад
This is about a 5 Year old refusing to grow up and mature. When such Infants meet - Chaos rules
@neski311
@neski311 2 года назад
Perhaps even at a younger age. Different part of the limbic system work differently, either too stimulated or under stimulated. We are physically unable to regulate it, but we can hope to place that psychic energy somewhere else.
@lionelbara18
@lionelbara18 2 года назад
Can u get u foundation without gcse maths?
@pulstr_12
@pulstr_12 Год назад
no, it is compulsory to take maths gcse