An honest chat | BPD + Emptiness, Anxiety, Paranoia and Sleep Paralysis 

Doing things the same way always Paranoid thinking Mistrust Overthinking Obsessive thinking Self image like/hate self all in same day 🤣 No feelings /detached Just a few examples , such a roller coaster of moods and can be so tiring. Im i coming or going feeling x

I feel exactly the same and will potentially get a bpd diagnosis, thank you for sharing this video it makes me feel like I'm not alone in suffering with chronic emptiness.

i relate to this so much i really appreciate you for making this video dude. especially the thing about whole weeks where you’re just dissociating, paranoid and drained. locking myself in the house bc of the fear of going outside and feeling like you’re battling between two minds. thank you so much for this video, makes me feel so much less alone with the bpd shite! wishing u the best i hope u feel better soon

love you stel & les. So proud of you for keeping it so real and raw

Watched this again , quite a lot to take in first view , very honest and truly BPD , so much connection in what your saying and how moods flip and thinking changes. Thanks for posting this , i feel better in that its not just me suffers this way , yet sad that others do too. Hopefully lockdown finished soon , weather picks up and you can try to get some normality back into your not so normal life x

Try getting checked for toxo. I know what your feeling. Ive been through months of going like this. Waking up and doing nothing all day for weeks on end because my brain wasnt functioning

That flatness. Totally relate.

Sleeping disorders can be hell. I wish you the best.

I think the "sleep paralysis" thing is completely normal, as is not wanting to do stuff you need to do if you're depressed. I wouldn't beat up myself up too much about it. Much of what you experience is perfectly normal regardless of bpd.

Omg that's me , RU-vid not deleting my comments its me , i wake early feel bad for commenting and quickly delete it lol , because i feel bad , i think differently when i wake from when i wrote it. My moods drive me nuts lol i find it hard to decide anything and its like groundhog day. Sorry you thought it was RU-vid. I watch your vlogs and think im not like that ,why lol. I overthink everything. I've never met anyone with BPD , so its like searching Google and RU-vid trying to relate. Hope your feeling better since posting this Mads 🤪😃 x