Spiritual talk, trip reports, nature and adventure videos. Subaru and camping enthusiast. Finding my pathway into spirituality. Exploring nature and psychedelics to increase my understanding of life beyond the regular day to day. My name is Duane and welcome to Detox Proxy!
Love you vids❤ I had my first shroom experience a few weeks ago (didn't take enough to ''trip directly), and my second 4 days ago. The first time I took them, I experienced an auditory hypnagogic hallucination as I was trying to fall asleep. My thoughts were kind of ''loud'' for a lack of a better word. Maybe the fact that I was blaring loud music during my entire high had something to do with it lol. So my question is if you have ever experienced that? it freaked me out a bit haha. The shrooms/experience feels great tho, love it. (liberty caps)
Trips go deep enough that you can't control thoughts, good or bad. They just start coming and sometimes it can be too much. Take your time moving up the scale. Only increase the amount you take incrementally and wait some time between trips. Thanks for watching the videos!
@@DetoxProxy I guess that's part of the reason I have listened to music, it kind of keeps them "contained" in a way (lol🐤). I started smoking weed at 16 (26 now) and have smoked on and off since, even weed at "too high" doses can be a bit freaky haha. I guess a good mantra would be to welcome both good and bad thoughts equally, a pleasant experience is not guaranteed but both are good in their own ways. Yes I will increase gradually, very good advice 🙏 Thank you for making videos, and for your response ♥️ I like them a lot 😄
I've seen the kits before. I'm not sure if they are a single use or not. They are like $25us. Hard to spend the extra money for one strain but if there were like 6 tests, I could see it being worth trying out. I will look into it.
For me the best way to fix a bad trip is to go for a walk. Being indoors makes me feel trapped. Also I like to make tea and discard the mushrooms so I don’t get the heavy body load and am able to walk for miles
This wasn't that sort of bad trip. It wasn't even that bad, I just lost all function. My vision was impaired. The body load was so heavy that I was almost losing consciousness. Not the time to go for a walk. I hear you though. Some positive inspiration can really change the trip for the better. Thanks for commenting!
If you have never tried LSD I would recommend a half tab. You could take the other half in a couple hours if the trip isn't doing much. Be careful not to touch it with bare hands.
Excellent. It certainly feels to me like it has been a short, mild and wet summer this year, already experiencing the first frosts of this Winter period here (Scotland). I don't know if there are any restrictions on fishing at Jigsaw Lake but from my limited experience of Loch fishing, maggots and worms nearly always work on Trout. I know some Lochs here only allow fly fishing and have a catch and release policy so any 'fish suppers' are from the local fish and chip shop 😀
We have world class fishing here in the north. Salmon is mostly what people go for. Very few areas are restricted in this region. Finding parasites or invasive species isn't common at all. There are daily catch limits and restrictions on hooks that differ from eastern Canada. Few small trout will make a great fry next year, they're tasty.
My roommate gave me a small box of mushrooms for my birthday. I was twenty, bored, and stupid. I was alone and was supposed to work that afternoon. However, the caps started tasting good to me, like potato chips. So I went to looney town that day. These were the days of analog. Kung Fu was on the tube, and the come up was awesome. I decided since I felt so good that I would take a swim in the pool. I had to be grinning great, for I felt like a giant as I stood in the water above it all. My work shift was approaching, so I got dressed and headed outside to roll my bike out. Just then, the house phone rang. It was my dad informing me that my girlfriend's daughter had been killed. Needless to say, the rest of the day and onward turned very dark indeed. I'm glad you came out of your experience. Or should we call it, a lesson?
Sounds like you had a sweet vibe going and it went completely the other direction. I've had plenty of higher dose experiences on strains I hadn't ever tried. These white rabbits really shut me down quickly and there was no fighting it. Still haven't tried them again since lol.
I had four tabs from a reputable source a few years ago during my shroom experiment. This was more than I thought it would be but also comes directly out of a research lab.
@@DetoxProxy Hopefully you don’t feel like Lucifer is trying to rip your soul out of your body while you’re alive because on my worst ever shroom trip I started thinking that
This was an amazing video, always good to spread awareness along with a good story. My last trip was a big one & spooked me pretty bad I could've used this insight lol.
Looks like a great site next to the river. I've been trying to get out camping the last two weekends, hasn't happened. But next weekend planing a camping road trip to Mount Rushmore in South Dakota and Devils Tower, Wyoming. Anyway thanks for posting, nice video.
My issues with shrooms is the nasty body load. Nausea, chills, diaphoresis, the damned twitching and overall sense that something is physically wrong can ruin a perfectly good trip. Someone suggested the synthetic version of shrooms (4-AcO-DMT instead of psilocybin 4-PO-DMT) due to it producing less body load, I found even it was too much and ruined the trip. It's a shame DMT isn't more accessible as it's supposedly far cleaner with a far shorter duration, but offers more of what I'm looking for, the OEVs.
I've tried them all. 4acodmt is a good trip. High enough doses will give you some open eye action. DMT is far more powerful. It can overwhelm a persons senses. It can cause extreme fear. It can also show you things you have never seen before.
@@DetoxProxy That's actually what I'm looking for, stuff I've never seen before. The come up on 4-Aco-DMT was abrupt and I know straight-up DMT will be even more abupt. However, the 4-AcO-DMT and even the natural 4-PO-DMT causes serious anxiety. I'm hoping a setting-controlled DMT trip would be more therapeutic for me.
@@snowdogthewolf Any one of these compounds can give you enough anxiety to never use them again. DMT will show you the most unworldly things but will take your conscious mind away at the same time. Much of what you see will be like altered vision at lower doses. I get a lot of straight edging, where everything appears to be square or rectangular. I've also seen ancient language pour out of the a screen that was playing a screensaver type of video. Higher amounts will completely override your vision where it will be difficult to make out the room that you're in and that's if you're able to stay conscious. Taking too much can make you question where did you go and is it possible to return. The most wild crazy things can take place and you cannot get away from them. Psychedelics are more than just getting visuals and difficult to keep fun, all of the time. Anxiety is just something that comes along with the trip for many people.
Hey man --I like your channel, beautiful drive, great job getting over the pass. We've got a lot in common. I do the same kind of stuff in my 1999 Subaru Outback wagon. 3 inch lift with Forster suspension and lift spacers, bigger tires. Four speed automatic actually does quite well off-road, especially with the rear diff-locker. I installed a Torq-Masters sku: TL-R1605B R160-5 Bolt locker $430.00. Amazing the traction difference both on and off road the locker makes. I live in Telluride, Co. lots of snow, the locker with studded tires in the winter, is just plain fun. The rear locker means you always have a drive wheel, great for rocky, steep and uneven terrain like you were on. Keep posting man. Actually, if your interested...if you click on my name, i have 2 videos of my car up on youtube.
Thanks for checking it out and commenting. I've looked into the locker and know the capability. There is a good chance that I will get one but so far I really haven't been in a situation that was too much to handle. I have been building the Forester in stages. Got the lift, suspension and brakes all done. The engine all resealed. Next is some recovery gear because I have so little. Then I can risk things a little more when I am out there all alone. I will check the vids out with my Subaru channel.
@@DetoxProxy Recovery gear is very important of course. Driving skills and a well maintained vehicle, I think are more important. We have some great 4x4 mountain passes out here. But, mostly where i go is out on the hundreds of miles of old mining roads we have around here. (usually alone) I go exploring abandoned uranium, copper and gold mines, that cover this area. I have a 4000LBS Warn winch and all the recovery gear i could need. And have never used any of it. The winch i've used to move rocks around the driveway, but never for recovery. So far with the rear diff-locker, i've never been stuck. I've been doing my car the same way, in small stages over the last 8 years. I bought my '99 with 203,000 with a blown engine. I put in a JDM engine with 57,000 miles on it. I've also removed rear seating and Subaru carpeting and replaced it with 3/4" plywood. I just sleep in the back of the car when i go camping with that same rear hatch tent you have. it works OK.
@@telluridecolorado8918 I have a strap but that's about it lol. I am ready to get a few more things. Some traction boards, come-along and more straps. Hopefully some more lighting before the year end. I do absolutely rely on my driving ability though and it's definitely why I haven't had any issues thus far. I have a video that described much of what I had planned to do here: ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-KwDhNbbThUQ.html I did things out of order but still getting much of what I needed and some of what I wanted. I really debated with how much to actually build out the interior. After some sore mornings this summer I am going to consider pulling the rear seats this winter and making a platform. Sleeping in the back has worked for me. A rooftop tent was 1. Expensive 2. Heavy 3. Not very aerodynamic. I will buy a fishing kayak instead and keep using the hatch cover tent.
@@DetoxProxy Funny that i've never come across your channels. I watch lots of camping and older Subaru/camping videos. Think that's how i came across this channel only about a month ago. Just watched your Forester update video, it was from a year ago. sure you have done a bunch of that already. But our cars are almost identically setup. I have about 9" clearance with skid plates. I'm running General Grabber AT2 tires 205/75/15 year round. Custom front bumper with a winch and an Amazon Jeep Wrangler tubular rear bumper with a tire carrier that i modified to fit. DNA unequal length headers with custom exhaust to a Magnaflow muffler. Aluminum front lower control arms. Whiteline bushings. Whiteline front swaybar links. Perrin Performance, lightweight crank pulley, rear swaybar links and engine pitch-stop. KYB struts with King spring front and rear. All lights including headlights are LED. And since i removed rear seats and back carpet and stuff, now i have 2 large locking storage areas: 1 where rear seats were and the other where the spare tire was. Sure i've missed some, i've done so much to this car. Oh yeah...can't forget the rear diff-locker, Torq-Masters Locker, really pretty easy to install. It can be done without removing the rear differential from the car. And what a difference it makes.
Appreciate it. When I got to the lake where the group was, there was a little boy that tried opening one of the rear doors to get in. I think he just recognized it was a car that he could sit in comfortably lol.
@@DetoxProxy thanks. btw, if you haven't explored them yet, i HIGHLY recommend Panaeolus cyanescens (Pan Cyan). they are 3x to 4x the strength of cubes, and they are FAR KINDER. more joy & body high, little-to-no anxiety, minimal body load, if any. and brilliant visuals & insights. they are just all-around a better mushroom. (Panaeolus cyanescens, NOT Psilocybe cyanescens). you have a strong capacity, so you obviously don't need them to avoid negative effects, but i would be very curious what you would think about the quality of the trip.
This is absolutely beautiful and euphoric. So relaxing to watch. Thank you for sharing your adventures ❤ Also impressed by your Subaru goat handling the trail like a champ!
Time is a concept created by man. It's a theory! The second you are born "time begins" and the second you "die" time stops...for you that is. I've come to realize you only can truly live in the moment when you come to realize these things. I've also time traveled in mushrooms. Not a physical travel but an emotional "time travel". Only true psychonauts know what I'm talking about. Normal people will read this and think I'm the crazy one lol maybe I just see the world different than most.
Time is only relevant to the observer. Take away the clock and day cycle, it no longer exists. Mass defines space time as well. Time here on Earth is much different than it is on planets with gigantic masses, regardless of the day cycle. A woman spent 500 days in a cave without outside contact. When the experiment was over, she thought it had only been about half of that time. Without a clock or day cycle, she completely lost track. Time basically no longer existed because she couldn't observe it passing.
Ha ha, the outtakes sum it up so well. Horse flies ('Cleggs' in Scotland) and midges are not daft they know where the scenic spots are worldwide 😄. Still, looked like a great spot for camping and amazing scenery.
This was just before the ban. I will say that I had a small fire this weekend though. I don't normally condone going against the fire bans but the campsite wasn't anything like this one.
Harvey rec site was one of our favourite places to camp. It was expanded, new sites, new outhouses etc and then a few years ago it got totally washed away when a flood happened. If you know where to look you can still see the entrance to it but now the river is right there.
@@DetoxProxy Have you decided when you're going to try the pass again? I've been through twice so far this year. 2 weeks ago the water was still quite high in some spots but not terrible.
@@davereinhardt1801 I made it through successfully this weekend. The water wasn't a problem. Some very difficult climbs where I had to dump the clutch but I made it through without an real hangups. Epic trip actually. The earliest would be next year before I tried again. Captured the whole thing on dashcam. Video will be up in a few weeks.
@@DetoxProxy A spotter would make it easier on a couple of the hills. I took my Subie to the pass but not through. lol. It's much easier on a quad or side by side. A few years ago one of our service writers took his wife's new Escape through. He almost got divorced for that. lol
It was a lot more challenging than I thought. The lift and tires made all the difference. Can't imagine the damage a new Escape would have taken. The brush on the paint job alone lmao
I think I know what you mean. Much of the time I see the peculiar or impossible. Like part numbers becoming some type of spider that turns into a cage that surrounds me, that sort of thing. Things merging into one another or being of the same thing at the same time, if that makes sense. I do think the GPK's had a major influence on kids of the generation, certainly myself. It is possible that some of the artwork has helped create some of the unimaginable within imagination. Now it's these AI transforming clips that really have a similarity to psychedelic visuals. Makes you wonder how much of the outside influence affects the perception of hallucinogenic visuals in the mind.
@@DetoxProxy GPK was just a funny way to describe what I was seeing (closed eyes). Everything was going great and then I smoked weed and it took a weird turn. Going to try avoid smoking next time.
Weed has its own psychoactive properties that can certainly affect a trip. I suppose it depends on how heavy a cannabis user a person might be. Sometimes I smoke a few joints through a trip and sometimes I just forget to.
" i have poisoned myself somehow". These are often the immature last words from many ignorant users of unknown substances who end up psychotic. Dont encourage young innocent people who can end up as sad as you. Lost and confused. Hardly an example to anyone. Just don't.
You seem "lost and confused" to be honest. This is a perfect example of why many young innocent people should think twice before entering the abyss. Like you.
