Glad to see you enjoy Midnight Gospel also. Do you also watch a lot of Duncan Trussel interviews or listen to his podcast? I love that guy, he always has some good insights.
Since Midnight Gospel I have listened to the Family Hour a few times. What I should do is download a few episodes and keep them on standby for road trips. Duncan has the chillest vibes.
@@DetoxProxy I don't feel you are entirely alone as U have the mushroom with U.... If you are unable to ask someone just to check on you... When it gets too weird remember to sing to oxygenate your brain...... Happy Days & Enlightened nights...
It's just not easy pushing the boundary. When the experiences get so extreme that there is little to no control, I find there is very little to learn. I need to consider setting up a better space with more comfort.
When you say you close your eyes and it's usually black, do you have visual imagination? I have aphantasia and I can't visualize anything in my mind. I don't get visuals during shroom trips.
I have quite the opposite. I can rebuild an engine in my mind. When most people first close their eyes though, it's rather blacked out vision. Staring at something can make it's imagery "last" or "fade" when the eyes first close and even more so on some psychedelics. Closed eye trips can manifest detailed shapes, lights and patterns. Other times the images become confusing, irregular or even scary.
@@DetoxProxy That's cool. I only had one closed eye visual. It was an ever-expanding grid with red outlined squares with blue dot in the middle. It was the very peak of that mushroom trip and I passed out afterwards. I tried to recreate any form of closed eye visual, but I just couldn't. It's only at the very peak that I can experience some visual change.
I don't monitor. I'm sure BP rises from the increase in my personal hypertension. I've pushed myself to dance for 3 hours straight on double the amount. Nothing to be concerned about unless a person had an extreme cardiovascular issue.
Your videos are great, love hearing your thoughts/insights on life and psychedelics. I know the last big trip I had was really challenging, it honestly felt what I imagine heavy delirium would be like, very strong stuff, it swallowed me up.
I have HBP… I wouldn’t worry too much about your BP when taking mushrooms. I take mushrooms often and never had an issue with BP. Also, if you are mid trip and think you need to hook yourself to a monitor I feel like there is potential for it to put you in a bad space. I wouldn’t worry about BP with mushrooms at all. I get your concern though, as I worry about my HBP pre DMT trips. But never worried about it with mushrooms.
