A dutchie living in Berlin, looking for different perspectives on society. We live in such interesting times, let´s stay positive and see what we can do!
So can someone kind person tell me where can i buy GBL? Online shops are not an option. Is there any legal stores in Germany or other countries in Europe?
For those dealin with GBL addiction, i have some advice on how to stop. You're goin to need to obtain some benzodiazepines, preferably baclofen if you can get it. Bare minimum you will need 10mg valium tablets. On a fresh day when you wake, take 20-30m of equivalent valium. (xanax can also work, in much lower dosages. but is not ideal as it leaves the body much quicker) along with some alcohol, even if it sounds like a terrible idea to mix benzos and alcohol it will completely remove the anxiety that withdrawal creates with GHB analogues. You will need to sustain this for about 5-7 days, give yourself enough space to get this done. Once you have beaten the WD effects after this time, it will take your brain some time to recover and feel "normal" when you have been feelin so good for x amount of time. Me personally, i just drink a lot of alcohol after this period for another week or so and the brain somewhat stabilizers after the initial shock. I know it's not a good idea to switch from addiction to another substance, but if you do not take this tried and proven steps it can feel impossible to kick it. good luck!
I haven’t seen all of your videos but some. In context of clubbing you mainly talked about drugs, and seems to me not much about the music. Did the music even matter? I’m guessing techno, but any specific sub-genres, artists or didn’t matter? Are you listen to any music at home?
Went there for the first time last Saturday and stayed for 14 hours. It was the best party I've ever been to, almost like a dream. Left my heart at Sisyphos.
Please dont.. I lost my twin brother a few days ago and it was our birthday too. He did it occasionally in clubs and then became highly dependent on it.. he lost everything, home, job, his hygiene, friends.. he then took it everyday and did it non-stop for a few days. He used to be overweight but became very very skinny towards the end. He slowly stopped caring about everything else.. he had no empathy for anyone, despite him being a sweet innocent soul. Please dont do it for fun.. just stick to alcohol. Once you take it, your brain changes forever.. you will have gone down a very dark path. Please dont.. because for the rest of my life, I will never be able to spend time or see him again.
@@post.mischa Hey, just additionally, cause I am actually so laconic, wanna let you know that I really appreciate your decision to stay sobber again - after your experiences in march - I guess it was a birthday 'present' to yourself. I am convinced that this is the best (=Maybe healthiest, most tue or honesr and authentic one as well) path to chose.... You already know my personal opinions, some experiences and my viewpoints on it, so.. I am again happy that you quit again and chose this path to wall instead of the other one, which I think, is more a destructive one and not a necessary or good one to cope with what you were talking about or not a necessary one to get yourself together and heal and integrate the shadow(s) or diverse hidden/forgotten or unconcious parts of your soul! It's just all there!!! No necessarity to add something to your complete soul. Just dig for the hidden parts and integrate it to make it finally complete, complete im the sense of feeling it all together. At least in a way... I am sorry, I did not watch your video about shadow work yet. I am actually in a... moody, silent or questioning mood and not 'so helpful' with my words at the moment, I guess. Hope you chose the 'best and right' path for yourself and well, you know, you can change your mind and actions whenever you want and feel it is time to move on into another direction. Just saying cause there obviously is no true and right path and we can change opinions, choice, decisions if we feel it's the better one.. We are not 'fixed' on 'something or someone'. Might sound weird, I am not sure, if it's understandable what I wanted to express. Yeah, I also relearned to trust and follow my very well developed and selfcaring intuition again! Also most times the bodies talks to us too, if we are going to do sth. against 'what we really might need or want or feel'. Just carefully and wisely listen and feel... and have a relaxing and lovely evenening! <3
Good morning! Thank you very much, yeah I thought a one time a year couldn't hurt. But as I turn more and more inside, I am just so happy to be physically and mentally healthy that after years of not focussing on that, I am just so happy to stay on that path! No worries at all, it's also about your own energy and what you have space and time for <3 I also put the second video about Shadow Work a bit further in time cause I need to give it a little more time before I venture into that realm and take it easily. It's good to read we both listen to what our body is telling us. I also get more depth in my video idea by staying so healthy and have something really nice waiting, which I am busy to plan now for the upcoming months. Thank you so much for your message always means a lot! Hope you have a wonderful day and take the time for yourself to find what you need <3
@@post.mischa Hey, are you okay and is everything alright? I am a little worried cause you are so silent. Hope you are well and just relaxing, having a good time and enjoying the last days of summer! Just was thinking of you and wondering if you are okay. Hope you don't mind me asking. Much love <3
@@Lilablaublassgruen Good morning! Thank you for your message <3 All is fine, videos will continue from tomorrow on. Was just enjoying the sun and was a bit done with social media overall. But going to limit my time a lil more, still post videos but less checking on statistics and comments. How are you? Hope you enjoy the nice weather from the last week <3
Loved it <3 Doesn't mean that you cannot create great art or work as a doorman if you are an introverted person. Yeah, I like his pictures, the way he tends to look at the motive and catches this one moment (and then it's gone but the motive and atmosphere still is 'visible' in the final picture). I love that he works with a analog camera - awesome. Like the way he talks and shows himself in conversations. I just love his calm and charismatic presence. And well, definitely also his appearance. He seems to be just himself! Love that! Had to correct some sentences and Words. My German Keyboard s*cks. 😅 Great content! LoVE these kind of also :) <3
Thank you very much <3 I was looking forward to your reaction to this one, worked quite some days on this video to get the angle and text right! Yeah definitely, his work is really nice to see, so straightforward and honest without hiding anything. Also such an overall eye opener to see how aligned his story is with Berlin itself and how he developed overtime. His interviews I checked are really calm indeed and someone who is close to his own soul. Thank you, now I will really get myself offline, enjoy yourself tonight <3
It is really sad and frustrating as well that there isn't any political reglementation -> especially for the cultural scene - regarding the rents and also no specific protection in general. I mean the rent control in general is like, hm, just a joke, but you at least have some kind of protection. Also against just getting thrown out. It is a little different for cultural Institutions. I don't know where this leads to in the future, but I guess it won't lead to sth. good and 'fair'. Fairness and social justice and equality, oh man, 😅🤐😭. At least it's right that every end creates new opportunities and leads to sth. New. And as long as this is true, there is hope, heart and should be courage as well to create sth.new and work on changeing the circumstances and 'against' inequality. Thank you for also sharing this kind of content 🖤!
Thank you <3 Yeah although I am not going out, the general issue is still present and important as well. hahaha we think the same! Going to be rougher for sure. Again have a lovely weekend and thank you for your kind words <3
@@post.mischa Yeah, as you know, same for me: am not going out or lets say: I am not going to parties of (edit: or) clubs and such events' anymore but I still, rarely, but I do, enjoy some kind of cultural input! F.e.this evening ☺️. I nevertheless think, it is still important to speak about it, share infos and if possible doing sth. against it. I am talking also in general or about other critical circumstances. And even if it's just speaking out your view, your observations, experiences or personal opinion or sharing facts and infos. It's better than staying just silent and behave like a victim, so to say. I think, you at least, get my words. Thank you, too and again! And wish you a lovely weekend as well and again :) <3
This is all a terrible joke, renate is a cashless venue, which means they have decided they simply don't want certain people to visit. Punks, many immigrants, people on welfare, anybody that doesn't have or can't get a bank account. Cashless is always classist. Good riddance to bad rubbish.
aaah such a waste. Paradoxically, following Berlin, cities all over Europe are embracing night-culture as part of (arts and) culture, however do not succeed in creating an ecosystem that allows the nightculture sector to sustainably develop. Musea, theaters, opera houses are often (but definitely not always) owned by the cities themselves, not investors. My hope is that the nightculture sector is able to convince local politics and other decision makers of their value to the city and its people. In Berlin there is the economic argument of course, of 1.480.000.000 euro that goes around yearly in the citie because of nightculture. But other arguments - safer places to discover yourself, have experiences that change your perspective, join a community, etc. don’t seem to land with decision makers who never go to a club. The value of a cities' orchestra or national museum get’s far less questioned then the value of a club or a promoting community. It’s up to us as nightculture sector to prove our added value to local politicians and the voters collectively and more professionally. Let’s not forget we are in our bubble; many Berlinners couldn’t care less about clubs closing down. Until.. their (grand)kids are old enough to go out themselves, but are forced to do so in clubs that serve a commercial purpose only. If high bar revenue is the only goal, the quality of the program drops, the crowd is shit and the place becomes unsafe. Think of a theater group that depends on how much their audience drinks or a museum that makes you buy expensive bottles and VIP tables. Although there is every reason to: let’s prevent victimizing the sector. Let’s show the beauty and importance of nightculture. <3
Yeah your definitely right, this is not only a Berlin thing. Issue is just inflation overall as well. Rents skyrocketed the last decade here. It's sad cause I have noticed in the city the culture is shifting, different people come to Berlin and that leaves its traces. Plus the unique atmosphere where Berlin its districts are all little cultures, this is sadly slowly shifting as well. Up to the culture and local politicians to step in as far as they can indeed <3
That was quite interesting <3! Also like that kind of content :). Have a great friday tomorrow, 'last' (depends on how you count/lable it ;)) day of the week, yay 😊.
@@post.mischa, thank you! You are too kind! I am ok. Just busy and actually really again a little tired of socialmedia. Nevertheless I definitely appreciate and enjoy our interactions! I can say it means sth. to me! I am in delay with watching, I know. Just need the right mood and time to watch your content. Especially the first part about shadow-work. Looking really forward to it but guess it is going to be just next week. .. Hope you are fine? Guess you made the right decision with splitting your week in 'socialmedia time and in the other hand just focusing on yourself, friends and family, different other things which' have to or should be done' and just your private life. Hope you had a wonderful 'dive into' the weekend <3!
Thank you <3 Yeah I worried a bit to be honest, but I also understand. Some days I just put everything away as well. Especially with social media, somehow trying to keep a lil distance myself as well. It's okay, I am already happy to hear from you that at the end all is well and fine! Today my last video, but my first profile video is coming out, not about personal development but might be easier to watch. I am fine as well, going to check the release at 4 today and then close my laptop for a few days and enjoy the weekend! Hope the same goes for you <3
I haven't dreamed in 'year's' , i wake up blank. No remembrances of any dreams , how can I remember. Ok i watched the rest😊, and I need some help, you said a lot about what is going on with me. Any suggestions?
Well I am not a doctor of course, just talking from my own experience, but you could check what you eat and drink. Also trying out some different things with your sleep to try to focus on dreaming, plus trying to be more aware by for example snapping your fingers every hour when you are awake. Just some thoughts in my head. thesleepingthird.com/dreaming this might be helpful as well <3
It’s impossible to reach it because the intention to do so comes from the ego itself. We are egoless in nature so there is nothing to reach. But we identify with ourselves so it’s a catch 22. It can happen out of grace… but it will happen to nobody.
