I graduated like a week ago (officially this weekend) and I haven't been doing ANYTHING!!! like I've been sleeping and binge watching tv the entire time
I used to be similar, thankfully not so bad now. idk if you're similar but for me if someone I had nothing in common with was better at something I didn't care, but if someone was better at something who I saw to be a similar sort of person or who I got on well with, then that was often a trigger for the jealousy
i used to be very wary of dog earing my pages and always wanted my books to look pristine but last year i grew out of that and there’s something so beautiful about a book that looks loved and appreciated, when there’s scribbles on pages, little dents here and there. it makes it your OWN and incredibly unique.