I understand. feel the same way here... when I was your age, I was kind of popular, that's make everyone in faculty recognize me. I thought that I have a bunch of friends. 2 years later, I still don't feel close to them. starting to feel like an alien in the party, but when it comes to the close friends even though only 1 or 2 ... that's real fun! You are not a loser dear... you just have the different interest with the people you don't feel click. Well, I am gladly be one of your friends.
I always find it curious how a bunch of people from different places, countries, with ages not so far apart, think and live in a very similar way. And that was what I thought with this video; like, how focused? we must be on ourselves to take in what you said or what StarBoy mentioned. p.s. Should we found the Losers Club?