Mom, I always loved you, and I always will, but each night when I go to bed, I wish I never become just like you in anything… Each time we call, you make me cry, but I still love you because you’re my mom. I still love you even though you were never sympathetic to me. I feel sorry for myself, for my heart, for my childhood, for my peace, and the freedom I could have had. I just wish you could leave me alone rather than controlling me and giving me responsibilities that are much higher than a normal expectation… I wish you weren’t a narcissist at least after my father passed away… I always felt helpless, and I was parenting you all the time…I don’t know when I’ll get free from the traumas or even the things you are doing to me now…what hurts the most is that you’ll never understand…and I can never send this to you.
Grew up with a present absent father who I realized took his anger out on us and picked us bio every few months til we were 13, I understand his shitty childhood but to take your anger n pain out on your children. And any time we visited he was sleeping most of the time n I never knew anything about him. After 13 the visits stopped n we got used to being without him. The only way we saw him more than a few hours was being bad so he would punish us for hours so we could spend time with him for a lil while longer even through his anger. The way I still loved him regardless but now I see how it really was, I could care less whether he acknowledges his faults or comes around again. I wish him well regardless but idc anymore, it’s too late. I tried to talk to you even after all those years and pretend you were my father but I won’t forget. I love you, but f*** you. Please continue living your life like we’re just two humans living our own lives, I’ve mourned the father you could’ve been and accepted you for you.
To all the Dads out there who justify abuse on their kids, Remember this; God forgives, but Man doesn't. So if your kids forgive you, it's truly a mercy and a blessing from above.
I grew up in a house as a disabled child with a alcoholic mother who wanted a daughter but she never ever wanted a disabled one. And I look just like my dad so that invited sexual and verbal abuse from her. My dad was an alcoholic too but he at least treated me like I was a real person, and when he left I wish he took me with him.
" Boys Don't cry." Last time I checked were human and we're supposed to cry when we're sad. Just because you didn't cry when your sad don't make others suffer because you're selfish.
Hey i don't know how to react after watching this becoz my parents are worse then this they never ever thought about me i was always cornered. My parents doesn't like me talking to boys secondly they are so strict that they don't give freedom even my phone comes busy while i m talking to my friends they are asking me y your phone is busy i don't know when ill go far from them sometimes it feels like i should leave and run away from house but at that time even if i run they will find me and kill me my father is a complete psycho he doesn't understand only us ....
Stefan Deserved so much better! 🥺😭 He was always hurting but, still helped the people around him. When he is the one that really needed help. I'm glad Caroline made him happy again ❤ #Steroline They deserved to live happily together for Eternity.
The older i get the more i realise how fucked my childhood really was. Toxic atmospheres, getting blamed for my parents arguing, getting pinned down or dragged by the back of my neck (granted i was a little shit) the constant "im such a bad mother" comments to this day.
