Ive never touched a needle but ive done it all else. Ive been a slave to 30-50 oxys a day for so many years i stopped counting at 10. Ive lost it all but my wife who i dragged down with me financially to keep em coming. Im still addicted but, ive burned all my bridges and jobs that would have made me for life. But im done and i hope it sticks. Id have never reached out for help if not for this man. Someday i hope ill say i survived. Many have it worse than me.
This song came out the same da i got drunk and passed out on the side of the road and ended up getting called in as a deceased person. The officer was really nice and stuff he ended just driving me home but this song always makes me think of that. I was in the hospital multiple times times before that and twice after before i got sober and my head on straight. But this song reminds me of where i was and where i dont want to be again. Addiction sucks and we can survive if you try hard enough.
I miss my best friend everyday. Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever stop having dreams about him. Part of me hopes I never do. Finally clean from heroin and fentanyl. Wish you could've made it here with me man
My daughter’s dad took his life on the 8th of September. We got tickets to see Lost Dog Street Band for the 6th of November. He loved this band and played all the songs on repeat. I wish he survived to see them as he really looked up to Benjamin Tod. I miss him so much, he was the love of my life.
