I am Edward Shimborske IV, and, ever since I was five years old, have been obsessed with the art of filmmaking. From secretly watching cult ‘70s horror movies in elementary school to filming commercials and creating advertisements for local businesses in my teens, this passion has never stopped growing. My strength is now working with varied individuals to conceptualize their personal visions and ideas on the big screen. In the next few years, I will continue to unite my production and business interests, working with more collaborators to produce truly unique videos. I look forward to learning from -- and being challenged by -- others pursuing their creative passions. With my fine arts background and endless enthusiasm, I provide fresh perspectives and a never-ending pursuit, inspiring others to chart their respective paths.
(Is he an empath? Or a narcissist? I don't know, anymore. Could he be both?) I DIE INSIDE. THE PAIN IS UNCEASING AND UNBEARABLE. I LIVE IN A STATE OF PERPETUAL TRAUMA AND PANIC. I CAN'T BREATHE. I DON'T BREATHE. I could die from the pain of missing my best friend. Or, actually, not really my best friend, but they guy whom I thought was my best friend... He betrayed and abandoned me, discarded me like garbage!!! (HOW THE FUCK COULD HE?) Replaced me for another. My mind can't fathom, my heart can't comprehend. I live in perpetual panic and constant longing... How could he not miss me? How could he do this to me? Did he just replace me, really, just like that? I'm dying inside. My soul is truly raped and my heart is shattered. REMINDER TO SELF, SWEET SOUL: This was a karmic friendship, meant to be there for a limited time (17-months-ish) to teach you, about yourself! About boundaries, about self-love, about self-respect, about self-worth, etc... About a whole plethora of magical, juicy, alchemical things! The universe, God, your guides, your ancestors, have pushed you, lovingly, in the right direction: into your own magnificent powerful magical freedom! When you let go. The universe will catch you. It’s talking to you. Let go of everything and trust the universe. It’s within you. ✨💫 Jesus said to her: “Mary.” She turned toward him and cried out, in Aramaic, “Rabboni!” (which means Teacher) - John 20:16💖 NOTE TO MY TWIN FLAME: Dearest twin flame, I’m working on myself, I am being 100% healed, on evert level, in every way. This is my purification process. I am doing this for me, for you, for us. I’m proud of myself, and I’m getting ready for you. I love you.
OHHHHHH so the BRAINIAC Jordan Peterson is elementary explaining 100% gaining insight simply by (drumroll) becoming older.....WOW!! Just stunning stuff!!! Plato&Socrates: "We're not worthy! We're not worthy!" A child: "I put my hand on the burner....now I don't because it burns my hand" SO SO DEEP!!!!!
It's all you... the weakness the strenth, the split etc normal humanacentric stuff and 5 percent is enough in this respect. We just need enough root to grow from. Us humans can sometimes think we will break from all the bending like tall grass after a storm and of course some of us do. But most of us, over time recover, grow, fill ourselves back up. Pick a cliche. As long as there's a little root left. Say 5 percent. However our life and soul depend on the preservation of that bit of root in stormy times...
Only discovered Peterson recently. I'm considered highly intelligent myself but this man is, in my humble opinion, one of the most intelligent minds on Earth right now. When he speaks, folks should listen. This isn't as "heavy going" as some of his talks, but useful nonetheless. I don't agree with him on everything, predominantly his views on Nietzsche who I think has been misrepresented in history. Even so I'd know better than to try to debate this man. Great Share; thanks!
Pat on the back to all who are here trying to better themselves, trying to understand what life is all about. You could have been watching something else... we wil succeed in our efforts. Thank God for Jordan.
I think he described what self awareness is generally like. It can get really bad listening to the critic if you have neurotic tendencies, though, the critic can make you believe you're no good and you might as well give up and die. But healthy self awareness can evaluate your behavior and check to see if it lines up with your values, and it is aware of tendencies you don't like and want to improve upon.
I'm there. 5% but never feel so much calm and in control of myself while my world just collapse. Never was so scared but this time I choose to be courageous and I dive into my shadow.
At some point in the future, we're going to discover that Jordan Peterson is a child rapist or a serual killer or spousal abuser or some other heinous thing, and all the people who've been hanging on his every word, being fooled into thinking he actually has something useful to say, are going to feel really stupid. There's going to be a whole lot of, "I always knew he was ____. I just watched his videos ironically."
JP I had a similar occurrence. My neutral judging side was silencing an argumentative side. What’d happened was that I’d just wronged someone (won’t go into how), and my conscience caught me in the act. My argumentative side had a million justifications for why my actions and the way I handled myself were actually NOT wrong (or tolerable, at the very least). My conscience won, and it quickly came to me that my only outlet for inner peace was by righting the wrong I just did.
A good man is not that seperate from the bad man, a good man can turn bad with one choice. We mistake many strong men for being bad men just because they fight, but they stand for something and that is good. They may even kill but they stand up for what they believe is right and good. It is easier for some to be good, than it is for others. And one man's good is another's evil. As one man's land is peaceful his options to do what is deemed bad are vastly different from the man who's land is in a state of war. And then there are those of us who see everywhere as a state of war. The Timeless battle between purely evil against what is purely good will always go on as will the battle about what is actually good and what is truly bad.
I Have a hard time believing JP only speaks 5% of what he thinks. Dude's constantly poping up in the algorithm, with 20minuets on every possible topic under the sun. Exactly which 95% did he cut out?
This is the first time I've come across you, your channel and this video and I cannot bring myself to believe that another person out there has exactly the same second voice as mine. This is crazy. I'd initially considered it to be the way brains and their thoughts usually worked, and then slowly came to realise that it was just me. And now, I spot a kin.
Excellent work my friend ! Very unique style I have taken the time to review your material in depth! Very Refreshing to see someone doing this still in these times of quick transition and overlay editors! 👍👍
