@@sandytorres8711 My sincere condolences. My best friend hanged himself when I was 18, this has haunted me all my life, he was the only person I could be sincere with I know the feeling of loss and that there are no words that can comfort you. But you're still needed here, you need to socialize more. Keep that ray of hope alive. It'll be hard, but I'm sure you'll get through it, for those you care about, they're still watching over you.