Scrim, I saw you in Boston. I’ve been clean off fentanyl since then. Your music saved me. Thank you. Love you brother. You’re literally speaking what I think everyday
You got me in tears $crim, I got most of these same feelings man, I got my mom, my sister, her son, my cousin, my uncles that I live with, all relying on me to keep pushing forward. I help all them in some way or another, and I ponder giving up every fuckin day. I didn’t grow up with my dad, and both my mom and dad blame each other, for me growing up without a father. So wishing they would be honest with me for once, is something I wished for my whole life man. I had thoughts of who is gonna find my body, and then I get thoughts of my grandpa. He was the only man in my life that was solid. And ever since I lost him I been kinda lost. Don’t really have my guide to what Im supposed to be as a man anymore. Just hope if you somehow read this, you and your cousin have kept me alive with this shit right here. It reminds me this is life, and who I am. Yall got me thru algebra when I found yall back in high school, and I’ll be bumping G59 till the day I die. Most relatable artists for me by far
i understand. it feels like this track was made for me somehow. ik it’s not but i deeply understand everything he says and it is all things i struggle with as well. so glad we can have him to look to and his music to listen to in difficult times when we don’t think we will make it out alive.
Honestly the fact that we're all men and he's putting this out there like that is allowing us to open up and grow because the stigma for us as man is fucked not allowed to show emotions, if you do your week your pussy. You're a crybaby. The fact that we can post this and be there for one of another is awesome and is the shit! G59 for life
"Life been so different since my paw paw left this world, I often wonder if he's proud of me and I'm not sure, who could love what I've become I'm sure no one"
Everytime I play this song it hits me so deep I always wanna cry when I hear this shit I relate to this a lot I love scrim so much this man has helped me out a lot
0:46 damn the lyrics of this one got me SOBBING doing my laundry. no one's lyrics have ever been more relatable for me then yours, in addiction and getting sober around the same time as you, you seem to always be able to say exactly what I feel.
"Mentally I'm strugglin emotions that I struggle with Feeling that I'm not enough from trauma when I was kid" Made me tear for the first time in a while when I first heard this song cause that's how I felt my whole life
Scrim, this song is so special to me, abandonment and trauma is something ill probably never heal from, but i hope you do, and everyone deserves to be loved, no matter what, love is the most powerful force in the universe and more people should learn to spread love. I love you scrim and ruby, you both will always inspire me and remind me that things do get better eventually, take care
Currently on road with rehab. The only signs that inspires me was $b music and now this song, damn dude... I guess I can handle it with no hesitation. Thanks you bro, big love from Russia
On 2-23 my fiance of 8 years and i both overdose on heroin...and at 4 am I woke up next to her in our bed her legs sitting on top of mine and she was already gone. These last 3 weeks I spent in jail cause I called 911 and gave her cpr and had a warrant. I was released Wednesday this past week. I was rapping this in my cell and listen to it daily. Your music has helped me through this loss so much. Thank you scrim plz keep dropping bangers like this
Nothing phases me these days, I'm numb to most shit, I'm not being neurotic, I'm just speaking truth. but you have been with me through everything. In an abstract way, you're like my best friend. I love you, Scott. I only wish I could be there for you like you have been for me. You are speaking through my own soul & heart.
@@supersportavrn1656 so similar, I dont doubt he finds a way to remove the vocals but still, that would be tricky to pull off, unless he remade the entire sample himself
Scrim this song means so much to me. Speaking straight from the internal abyss i often gaze up from seeking........ Hope......this finds you well. Thanks for being vulnerable in these rhymes regardless if they sell. 🖤💀