a song about hiding your depression to your lover, just appreciating the moments you two spend togeher because you know someday what’s in your head will eat you alive.
I feel personally attack. I think i found whats wrong me, is form the inside, not the outside. I been searching answers this whole time. Thanks man, i can now try to heal it.
I shared this song to with ex hoping he’d look into this specific lyric because that’s how I felt with him...He was nice but the thing is back when he confessed to me I rlly didn’t feel the same, I thought I did but I rlly only fell for the attention bc I’ve never had someone buy or complement me stuff like he did. I regret saying I liked him too bc I didn’t. I wanted to end it but out of nowhere I got attached, he’s bare minimum but my delusion took over. Overtime I realized I rlly should end it he wasn’t my ideal man and I prolly wasn’t his neither we were always fighting. Plus he never perused me we were stuck on a “situationship” for 7-8 months, sadly I always find myself forgiving him bc again I’m afraid no would love me like he would. Then the day after Christmas (he hasn’t been replying since then) but on 26th he ended it. I rlly regret not ending it sooner myself but I learned a lot, I’m very much happy now I just stumbled upon this song I remember listening to this a lot while we were together and imagining how I’d break it up w him. It’s kinda funny but oh well. Godbless him.
everyone is talking about their ex or crushes but here i am, losing my interest on the things i used to love the most and this song kinda bring me to peace. I hope one day- one day I'll be able to make art like i used to without being stressed. 2021/05/28
I love cuco. Been listening for more than half a year now. Sadly he goin to 88^ just like Phum viphurit. Hopefully they don't continue with 88^ cause when phum went over they used one of his best songs got rid of most of it and put random stuff that doesn't belong with the melody in the background with only a few times Phum actually says something which is HIS song
This song is the pov of becoming someone crush but you dont want to fall in love w them. You realised that youre happy w him. He lifts you up, he support you, he believe in you and everything that you are is beautiful to him, even the worst side you showed him. But you wouldnt want to take things further. You just want live in the moment as long as they still lingers around you. The exact situation im in.
Replace he with she. I don't want to love her but the more I spend time with her it progresses. But that's the way things go. Enjoy the ride and hopefully it goes well. Sometimes it's best to not fight the feeling but embrace it.
I had a crush, and God knows I still do love her a lot. This song not only reminds me of the time texting I spent late at night, but also lets me sort of vibe with that nostalgia feeling. It does not make me sad, just nostalgic.
I relate to this, I have a huge crush on someone I didn't think I could ever like. We would spend countless hours just talking to each other about literally anything and it was perfect. As the mutual feeling went away I was low-key heartbroken, but now looking back I no longer feel that sadness. Just happy that those memories happened
Try someone breaking up with you then in a month getting back together then breaking up after 5 months the after 3 getting back together because you realize you still love them.
“I'll take the bumpy road, it'll probably break my legs As long as I don't show you what's ruining my head Funny thing about you is you read me pretty well But you haven't found me yet at the bottom of the well” 🥺💔
in case you missed them: lover is a day // cuco time changed, we're different but my mind still says redundant things, can i not think? will you love this part of me? my lover is a day i can't forget furthering my distance from you realistically, i can't leave now but i’m okay as long as you keep me from going crazy keep me from going crazy straight up ahead, you'll find a sign that says you can't get by with a lie but if i stayed away by a thread from the glory path and made my life harder lying 'bout the stupid shit i say then you wouldn't know a single thing about how i feel about you and all those really dumb things people feel i’ll take the bumpy road, it'll probably break my legs as long as i don't show you what's ruining my head funny thing about you is you read me pretty well but you haven't found me yet at the bottom of the well annoying you with smoke signals, asking you for help 'cause your immediate presence lifts me straight away from hell me and mr. heart, we say the cutest things about you how you seem unreal and we'd probably die so quick without you suffocated from the radiated air around us full of happiness we don't have, brightness gone so dark without you, girl time changed, we're different but my mind still says redundant things, can i not think? will you love this part of me? my lover is a day i can't forget furthering my distance from you realistically, i can't leave now but i’m okay as long as you keep me from going crazy keep me from going crazy family calls me crazy and my friends say i’m degenerate but you tell me i’m so generous and my self-worth isn't hideous this psychedelic canvas of the person i’m becoming went from horror movie on tv to happy-ending-princess me processing the information transferred from your mind to me at light speed like the falcon from the original star wars trilogy feeling like a free ol' me when i was six and no worries would stop me from reaching the stars a million miles away from me sick in the head for you and no cure has been discovered like a plague hitting my body except if i fall, i’m just fallin' for you conscious beyond knowledge, alterations are acknowledged and the beauty you've inflicted is always in its action lovely day today, perfect time to open up to you but i know that you're having fun wouldn’t wanna mess this up for you but i’m happy that you're happy, at least i do that much for you always glad you're with me this emotion will be gone before you know time changed, we're different but my mind still says redundant things, can i not think? will you love this part of me? my lover is a day i can't forget furthering my distance from you realistically, i can't leave now but i’m okay as long as you keep me from going crazy keep me from going crazy, girl time changed, we're different but my mind still says redundant things, can i not think? will you love this part of me? my lover is a day i can't forget furthering my distance from you realistically, i can't leave now but i’m okay as long as you keep me from going crazy keep me from going crazy //june 25, 2020 // 2:13am //
I could not agree more, I just want someone to know me like I do and I really wanna share my life with someone but it is so scary in this day and age everyone cheats on each other and I don't wanna go through that, I know what you mean I want to fall in love too.
@@lucan_nn same fear over hear the only thing we can do is try to be our best self and hope they except us for who we are thats it. I also am like really nervous around women that I like and thats another problem I need to solve.
This hits different when you realize something bittersweet For me, it was that my cat is completely blind now, and can't control where he uses the bathroom I don't know what to do, he's happy I can't put him down, I want him to live as long and happy as he can
Aw i'm sorry about that :( my aunts dog is also completely blind but he uses a collar type of thing to avoid bumping into stuff, but please don't put him down :c especially if he's happy because my aunts dog is not just blind, but he also has a lot other problems due to his age. He's an old dog now, he's a 10 year old chihuaha and he has been vomiting blood lately, my aunt was close to putting him down but she decided not to because she saw that he was feeling a little bit better. So please treasure your cats life for as long as you can. I hope he gets used to it soon so it's easier for him to know where he is going. gl ☘️
@@retsuko4673 thank you so much, he was actually scheduled to be put down today but decided not too since we actually discovered he had very little issues besides blindness. I wish you luck too! Poor little guy, hope he gets better soon
This song just make me think of all the mistake i make in the past, i have no interest in making any relationship at all, like, if i can't love myself what's the point of loving someone?
POV: You can’t sleep. You get up and start thinking about the times you and your crush hung out. You feel like it all might take an end because of the Corona. He/She doesn’t have a phone so you can’t talk to them. You talk to them everyday through a video game. You guys have a good time and you guys are friends. It makes you feel like they like you back. You feel like you aren’t good enough. So you keep dreaming how life would be with them. While this song is playing.
I had this song on repeat when I felt like my ex and I were coming to an end. Took me about a year to get better. I have someone who makes me happy now but this song will always remind me of those times of heartbreak and confusion
I first heard this song after my son Daniel passed away. I knew my whole world would be forever changed. And it has, I don’t even know how to move forward in life. Especially because now I recently lost my daughter. No parent should ever have to experience the loss of their children… I always waited to fall in love until my children were adults. Now I am so messed up in my head that, I just know I could never really have a healthy relationship. I guess that’s why I relate to this song… ❤ I guess I’m stuck on the day mijito died, because that when everything changed in our family never to be the same again…
Just know everything happens for a reason and if your son and daughter are in the heaven now and not with you instead than just know god has better plan for them and for you as well that's why they're in the heavens and you're here but that doesn't matter cuz god is with them and I'm sure he's taking a good care of them and they're happy wherever they're so why don't you just keep your heads up and move forward with a smile knowing that your kids are safe and they're in better place now and they're gonna be just fine and they would've wanted the same for you to be happy in your life and to be with those who loves you and care for you like your husband or your boyfriend so let them take care of you and move forward happily in your life with the help of your love one's and do not let them slip outta your hands just like that your kids would've wanted the same for you they always wanna see their mom happy and doing whatever she do the best in her life , don't you agree with me huh?? So do whatever you do the best and be happy in your life for once and all for your kids thats the least you could do to make them proud , happy and at peace !
I fell in love once, I can say I’m still in love. We got along pretty well from my perspective but I don’t know for sure. We had a strange relationship, we sexted and stuff like that, we never asked each other out or made any moves after that. And now they’re dating someone else, I don’t know what I did wrong maybe I was too late to confess that I enjoyed talking to them, and that I dreamed of always being there for them, I loved them more than this shallow lusting. I don’t know if they ever felt anything back, but all I know is that they rely on me wayyy too much and it hurts when the only reason is to make decisions in their relationship with their partner they come to me and ask “should I break up with her? She’s kinda dragging me down” and my heart screams “YES!!!” But my head makes the decision to tell them to not make me decide what to do with their life since it was their relationship. I feel like they’re taunting me I know they just want my approval and they show me what happens like a proud toddler, except it stings because it’s them flirting. I made it my personality to be a flirt, and I regret it so bad because I want them to know I love them more than “friends”. This is just a vent to strangers because I need to feel seen. I just don’t know what to do. They only come to me to vent their frustration and I feel so special yet they love someone else. I feel so lonely and I hate it I hate it I hate I hate it!!! I get butterflies every time I think of them nothing could change except for the fact that they could tell me they love me and I would dedicate my life to them forever. I’m so frustrated… edit: OMFG HE ASKED ME TO BE HIS GIRLFRIEND, WTF GOD HEARD MY PRAYERS AND I AM FLABBERGASTED, NOT EVEN A DAY AFTER LETTING THIS OFF MY CHEST.. WOW
i think its because the singing is more like a ramble and, well in my experience, when people ramble it kinda just feels short and then you realize they've been rambling for minutes? idk if i expressed myself properly whoops
this song makes my day, the rhythm and everything, I’m not depressed or anything this song is so calm and relaxing it’s just so good I can’t explain but only you know.
This song just makes me want someone. A bf to cuddle with and talk about the past. A gf to whisper about the future with. Even just a dog or cat, just someone to talk to and hug.
POV : Your walking in a dead garden and sit on an old bench, closing your eyes you listen to this song and cry while thinking about all the wonderful times you've had before your life went into pieces.
i’m 19 going thru a breakup of 4 and a half years so my high school sweetheart since we were kids we grew and matured together thru highschool and we made it offical yesterday was our last day seeing eachother and zero contact at all because we think it’s best to work on ourselves individually and i can’t help but feel every lyric when i listen to these types of songs so i’m getting home from therapy right now my world is completely empty and dark. like my brain cannot produce serotonin
This is exactly how my ex used to think of me and I know what he say to his friends isn't what he told me he cared about me almost obsessed and at the end "I didn't even like you I just went along with you" but he loved me and he knew if he didn't break up with me I would and that would hurt his ego, I loved him so much :/ And he dedicated this to me
Random stranger update: I listen to this song when I feel ignored or abandoned by my bf when were at his families function. So to say I don't 'fit in' with his family. Anxiety builds and I need him as a clutch but I'm afraid to be C L i N G Y, so I'd rather sit in a single chair listening to cuco ♡ and. The anxiety slowly melts away...
ok this reminds me of my best friend rather than my crush, i dont have feelings for her but i just cling to her since shes whats been keeping me going, no matter what she does i always choose her, and she also used to like this song. i wanna separate from her but shes also too important to me.
Time changed, we're different But my mind still says redundant things Can I not think? Will you love this part of me? My lover is a day I can't forget Furthering my distance from you Realistically I can't leave now But I'm okay as long as you Keep me from going crazy Keep me from going crazy Straight up ahead you'll find a sign That says you can't get by with a lie But if I stayed away by a thread from the glory path And made my life harder, lying 'bout the stupid shit I say Then you wouldn't know a single thing about How I feel about you And those really dumb things people feel I'll take the bumpy road, it'll probably break my legs As long as I don't show you what's ruining my head Funny thing about you is you read me pretty well But you haven't found me yet at the bottom of the well Annoying you with smoke signals, asking you for help 'Cause your immediate presence lifts me straight away from hell Me and Mr. Heart, we say the cutest things about you How you seem unreal and we'd probably die so quick without you Suffocated from the radiated air around us Full of happiness we don't have Brightness gone, so dark without you, girl Time changed, we're different But my mind still says redundant things Can I not think? Will you love this part of me? My lover is a day I can't forget Furthering my distance from you Realistically I can't leave now But I'm okay as long as you Keep me from going crazy Keep me from going crazy Family calls me crazy and my friends say I'm degenerate But you tell me I'm so generous and my self-worth isn't hideous This psychedelic canvas or the person I'm becoming Went from horror movie on TV to happy ending princess me Processing the information, transferred from your mind to me At light speed, like the Falcon from the original Star Wars trilogy Feeling like a free ol' me, when I was six and no worries Would stop me from reaching the stars, a million miles away from me Sick in the head for you and no cure has been discovered Like a plague hitting my body Except if I fall I'm just fallin' for you Conscious beyond knowledge alterations are acknowledged And the beauty you've inflicted is always in its action Lovely day today, perfect time to open up to you But I know that you're having fun, wouldn't wanna mess this up for you But I'm happy that you're happy, at least I do that much for you Always glad you're with me This emotion will be gone before you know Time changed, we're different But my mind still says redundant things Can I not think? Will you love this part of me? My lover is a day I can't forget Furthering my distance from you Realistically I can't leave now But I'm okay as long as you Keep me from going crazy Keep me from going crazy, girl Time changed, we're different But my mind still says redundant things Can I not think? Will you love this part of me? My lover is a day I can't forget Furthering my distance from you Realistically I can't leave now But I'm okay as long as you Keep me from going crazy Keep me from going crazy
when i can't sleep at night , i forcefully close my eyes and listen to this like for the whole entire song and i magically get transported in the morning
It's crazy how this song doesn't feel like 7 minutes I remember the first time I listened to this, it still felt familiar and brought some sort of sentimental nostolgia but not the sappy kind. It's a weird feeling to explain Maybe just summer bike ride vibes idk
This song is beautiful everyone listens to the same song but they think of something different but similar in a way Whether it's bringing back painful or pleasant memories to enjoying the things in life.
After more than 2 years i listen this song, i realize this song it’s related with my self, every lyric it’s related with me , i listen this song over and over again. Everyday i listen this song. Every mood .. and the lyric its crazy .. cuco its amazing
It's like I don't give a damn to anyone and suddenly crush appears in head and I couldn't fathom the relation between this song and that person. ...like I would like if this song was about me,cause I'm vibing :) Not about the person who doesn't even care about my existence. Idk man! The song is too nice💛
Still brings me to tears today as it did months ago when I heard it for the first time, the day my cat of 14 years died, I don't ever think this song would ever not draw out such emotional feelings from me, it's such a beautiful and perfectly sang song I don't think I will ever hear anything else like it.
When I first heard this song I was 15 and I was at the beginning of my depression every night I'd come home and sit in my living room alone with the lights off and just layed there thinking about everything, now I'm older and those bad days are gone and now I have a lover but I still have mental health issues so I relate to this song even more
