「Nightcore」→ Hate Myself - NF (Lyrics) 

NF: I hate myself Me: Relatable therestofmyfamilyreadingthiscomment: **crying in dissapointment**

if you found me, I hope you have a great life and I wish you luck on everything in your future (:

"The loneliest people are the kindest" "The saddest people is the brightest* The broken people are the wisest" They do this because they don't want other people to suffer the same thing Pls someone else wrote this comment I just wanna spread it, keep spreading it plz thx

At school: acting fun At Home: smiling In bed: *crying*

I dont wanna die, I just wanna get relief

i can relate with this because my "friends" tell me they would help me with anything and i would tell them my problems with sad stuff and they would say "get over it, its not hard, freak." thanks if you read this

“No one is ugly we are just born into a judge mental society,”- RM, Leader of BTS”

This is me with my 'BFF'. I don't know if she calls me that anymore. Yesterday she wanted to talk, and she said she felt we are drifting apart. I didn't realize it. It's been five years since we've met. I said I didn't realize it, and we started yelling. We both were yelling, and eventually she said, "I'm done with this." And left. I've been thinking about it all day yesterday and today. I'm sorry Paige. I hate me, too.

"And i wish i could help But it's hard when i hate myself" Me to all of my friends suffering from depression, wish i could help you guys.

When NF refers to an anonymous 'you' I feel like he's talking about the world

. . . Do you want to know my past? When i was a kid,no one accepted me,my parents didn't even let me go to school,i couldn't learn,i couldn't get friends,now i am here as a young-adult,still not know as much as most of the people,then i met a person,he was so kind,he helped me,but i couldn't stop,he tried to help me,but he gave up,after that,i became more depressed. *Nothing can change me. .* *Only i can change myself. .*

" I don't wanna die, I just want relief. " That hits differently.

I’m leaving my school because of people being fake and being happier when I’m not around. I just want one real friend. A friend I can tell everything to. Someone who actually cares, I don’t actually think I have any friends. Right now I’m sat with people who I classed as friends once. And they are all turned away from me talking and they don’t notice me trying not to cry. I just want a friend. Thanks for the people who bothered to read this.

Me : in Lockdown, feeling depressed, crying every night because school work is stressing and pressuring me way too much, constantly hating myself, wanting to find true love, wanting to have good grades but having no motivation for anything except watching anime and laying in bed

just here in my bed, listening to this ,crying myself to sleep remembering all the things ive been through for all these years....

I can fake a smile I can force a laugh But I cant hide my tears...

I feel this. At this moment. And all i can say is... Its so fucking hard to keep myself together, be strong, and have literally no one left to turn to.

"And i wish i could help but it's hard when I HATE MYSELF" 💔 DEPRESSED

I'm sorry for being a bad daughter I'm sorry for being a bad friend I'm sorry for being a bad sister I'm sorry for being a bad student I'm sorry for being not strong enough I'm sorry for failing I'm sorry for giving up I'm sorry for not being able to tell you I'm sorry for telling you like this I'm sorry for not seeing another solutions I'm sorry for not believing you that you love me I'm sorry for my mind, don't letting me sleep for weeks I'm sorry for not being there, when you need it I'm sorry for complaining I'm sorry for being weak I'm sorry for being not worth it I'm sorry for being so stupid I'm sorry for thinking I could do it I'm sorry for even trying I'm sorry for being to sad I'm sorry for being to happy I'm sorry for lying I'm sorry for the nights you wasted to me I'm sorry for blaming you I'm sorry for not being able to clean up in my head I'm sorry for saying I love you I'm sorry for everything I'm sorry for my mind I'm sorry for the things I said I'm sorry for wasting your time I'm sorry for being late I'm sorry for wasting Money I'm sorry for seeking attention I'm sorry for begging I'm sorry for being a mess I'm sorry for my thoughts I'm sorry for being lazy I'm sorry for being loud In sorry for loving I'm sorry for hating I'm sorry for being annoying I'm sorry for being to jealous I'm sorry for comparing I'm sorry for stop trying I'm sorry for existing I'm sorry for breathing I'm sorry for living I'm sorry I can't stop saying sorry I'm so sorry

*"If this is it then I feel hopeless"* . . . I'm autistic, ignored, or made fun of by peers, still fighting binge-eating disorder, and going through a depressive episode. I tried reaching out to my best friend, as I felt I couldn't tell my parents. . . . . . . . . She didn't listen at all . . . If this is it, then yeah, I feel hopeless.

Who else has a friend that laughs at you cause you're depressed and they say... "You're faking” So all I do is smile.... But... It’s hard Edit: thank you all for your comments! love you all and thanks for the support Edit: Thanks yall- this was 2 months ago and we have grown apart- I told her I didn't want to be her friend if she doesn't believe me... but...She hates me heh... She was a fake friend- tbh I don't miss her- all she did was talk about her. She never asked if I was ok...now I only have one friend- my cousin... But I'm super scared I might lose her due to my Aunt going threw a divorce... I'm alone at school ... I still fake smile... I push threw it tho- Here I am blabbing about my life- but most importantly, I'm sorry for some of y'all who go threw harder times than me- people say "push threw it" "it will be OK" "you're fine"... • • • Depression wont go away with a hug or a hand.. It takes *time* Luv u all♡♡♡ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Y'all can use my comment to vent- and get things off your chest.... ♡ Edit: Goodness.... I appreciate all the caring comments ♡ Ok ok last edit- I hate how many times I've came back to this video and my comments at the top and I edited it ≻👄≻ Anyways, I wanna take the edits away but I'm to lazy, um anyways~ 'Just wanna say my life is better now and I appreciate chatting with y'all in the comments- we at 433 comments now and the limit is 500 so- if I come back and this is at max and you can't vent or let things go I'm so very sorry, just know I love and care about you- also, have a great day/afternoon/night ♡♡♡♡♡ Dang this was a long comment huh..... OOp

When you try to help everyone but they never think of helping you

NF is one of the only things keeping me alive Stay strong🖤

I’ve not cried for a while and this song hit me so hard 😭 ❤️

When you take care of others more than you take care of yourself. Yeah.. I've been doing that for a long time. I'm tired. I feel like no one cares anymore. My help means nothing, I always want to help others, but it's so hard. I just feel too broken to do anything. I already have too many problems, I can't deal with it anymore... I sometimes don't even feel anything. I try to have feelings, but it's hard when I "hate myself"...

I hate myself tbh i see my friends happier when im gone.... I guess

Is it just me or does anybody else have a bunch of fake friends that judge you for everything so you have to fake smile everyday but it hurts inside

"I can't stand who I am, but it don't matter" That hit me hard

This song is a description of my life...

"Pray to God with my arms open. If this is it then I feel hopeless." This is the part of the song that reminds me of the day I lost my best friend who was my dog... I listened to this song the day I found out that he had died... I prayed hoping my mom telling me that he died was just a lie... I thought that if I lived without him I would feel so hopeless and I do... I thought we'd die and he buried together but he was old... Very old... I sometimes pray to God hoping that I'll meet him if he gets reincarnated or in the afterlife when I die.... At night I cry alone in my room thinking about how his death could've been my fault but now I'm kinda just hating the fact that I can't ever be happy the way I used to... Some days I end up hating myself for silently crying alone in my room but I just can't help it.... 2020 is the first full year without him... I really miss him...

As someone with Avoidant personality disorder.. this song hits me. To everyone who is struggling with something. YOU F-ING MATTER!!! Don't ever let someone tell you that you don't. If you don't feel loved or can't love your own self yet, I'll be here loving you. 😘 I don't gotta know you to love and believe in you. 💕

NF always sounds so good as nightcore❤️🥺

It hit me hard....... like it pierce through my heart, that's why I wanna learn to love myself even just a little.... nice song T^T

This song is so perfect for the people who are the therapist to there friends and family but are suffering in silence themselves

Fake friends are like a shadow Never there when you need them the most But there for the victory...

I initially listened to this right around when it dropped, I was at such a strange point in my life and this exact song perfectly explained to me why I was in such a bad place. I haven't stopped hating myself but I've gotten to a point where it no longer affects my life and instead I use that hate as a way to better myself. NF is the only rapper who I've connected with so deeply and I'm forever grateful

For the ones who are having a difficult time, remember: Everything's gonna be alright. I don't know you, but I love you, so you aren't alone. Everything is temporary, such as the hard things you guys are passing through. I know it's hard, I know it sucks and it's soffucating, but you are strong. You are amazing to keep trying everyday, so don't give up know, after all you've pass through. It's okay to feel sad, it's okay to cry, and you aren't week because you cry. You are just too strong to endure all those feelings 'til you cry them out. Cry helps too, to relief yourself. You are not alone, and you will find people who love you, treasure you. But everything has their time; it's frustaring, but you are almost there. If your situations is really bad, than talk to someone. Anyone, but ask for help. It doesn't matter who, talk so that you can take those feelings out and ask for help. Now, congratulations from enduring this much. From facing all this. I'm pround of you, so keep your head up, 'cuz you can do it. (I'm sorry if i did any grammatical errors, i'm actually not eng u see~)

NF: I hate myself Me: *S A M E*

One of my favourite songs, it still brings back memories that I don't want to remember but also am glad I still remember. Brings me to tears...

*"We scream to be free, but I stay captured"*

I can relate so damn much. I've gotten to the point where my inner demons just sit next to me, sometimes they give me a scare or a pull... Now i'm just numb towards people I care about, and when I see myself in the mirror, i breakdown so much. To the point where i can no longer breathe.

*"Hands out tryin' to ask for love but when I get it I just pass it up and think about it later like searching through the trash for drugs."* I relate to this so much because I want people to care about me but when it happens I just end up feeling like I don't deserve it so I push it away.... Yea I know nobody cares and im sooooo late but i don't really care but good job Kenke, keep up the awesome nightcores

Little Girl: What's on your arm? Me: They're battle scars. Little Girl: You fought in a war? Me: Yeah. A long and hard one. Little Girl: That's so cool! Can I get one? Me: No. Please do not ever get any. But I'll tell you what. Whenever you see someone else with battle scars, I want you to go give them a hug, okay? Can you promise me? Little Girl: Yes, I promise. A few days later we went to a short shopping spree. Suddenly the little girl let go of my hand and ran up to another random teenager. Teen: Why are you hugging me? Little girl: Because... points you have battle scars just like my babysitter. The teen looks up at me, and I roll up my sleeve to show her. With tears in her eyes, she says one thing to me... Teen: My war is far from being finished yet, but I'm not done with the fighting. She bends down at eye level at the little girl Teen: Thanks for giving me the strength to keep fighting. You are forever my war hero. (NOT MINE)

When I'm at school I can't do any of it properly since I'm caught up in different thoughts. No-one understands. They say: "Oh I'm so depressed" -perfect life at home with happy parents "Ugh I hate myself" -beautiful bodies and great personalities "I just want to die" -lies They don't understand the true feeling of when your parents are divorced and hate eachothers guts. When your sister calls you a "Spoiled brat" Every day. When you eat all your feelings away and you feel like a mess of a person thanks to the amount of weight gained. When you mentally curse at yourself for every single mistake you do even though you know that it just happens sometimes. Yet the people who are actually hurting reply with "I'm okay." "Nothing is wrong." "I'm not hungry! You eat it really.." "Yup! I got a great nights sleep.." "Don't worry about me!" They put on a fake smile and cover up there negative emotions.. even though deep down they want to die. They can't bring themselves to commit. They know that if they stay strong people can help them fight the war they face. They know all of this. Yet. still tell these lies instead of speaking up and letting someone know how you feel.. Make someones day! Smile bright compliment someone who seems down tell them that you're there for them any little act of kindness helps! Just know that whoever has taken the time to read this message. You're beautiful and unique in your own ways don't let anyone take that away from you. You deserve everything and anything that anyone else on this planet does! We love you and wish you the best of luck for your future. I'm just a basic 12 year old who wants to help make someones day! No matter how old and young. We will support you! :]💗💗💗

When you relate to much

I love it thats a sad nightcore but its amazing for me😊😊

1stKid at school: *points at me* "Oh look! It's the Joker!" *laughs* Me, with black rings around my eyes: *it's fine...* 2nd kid: "Just take off the makeup if you want us to stop laughing!" Me: *snaps* "You think this is makeup?" *grabs wipe from bag and wipes the bags under my eyes* "It's not! It's something called depression!" 1st kid: "Depression isn't a personality trait you know?" Me: *walks away knowing that as long as I hate myself and others, no one will care* I'm tired of people not understanding that you don't have to be sexually or physically abused to have depression. Depression doesn't apply to certain types of people, it could be anyone. I'm tired people saying that "I'm acting" or "You don't have depression, your just an attention seeker" when I try to ask for help. I'm tired of not being able to have a voice because of my age. Just because your an adult doesn't mean you are feeling what we feel. Yeah, you may have experience, but you don't have the thoughts or pain that we mentally and physically feel.

"But I feel like you don't need me." I cried so hard when I first heard this line because it reminded me of my ex. I was always ignored, always reluctant he would yell at me, always scared. I thought love was hopeless for me, I thought love was fake. Until I met this guy. Not tall, not handsome, not egotistical. He was perfect. We've been together for 4 years now and I've been the happiest I've ever been in years. Never give up on love.

“I dont see you like i should” Your depressed and you dont see people the same or a friend is starting to get depressed too “You look so misunderstood” You see your friend as them but everyone sees them differently “And i wish i could help.. but its hard when i hate myself” You so badly want to help with something but you break yourself down so much that its hard for you. Or you want to help your friend get out of the same situation that you are going through but you cant because you cant find out how to break free and you hate yourself for it witch makes it hard to help even more “Pray to god with my arms open” You pray that you and everyone else can get out of this mess or you pray for people to get out of the state for the risk of your life changing to make your suffering worse “If this is it then i feel hopeless” One of the last stages of your state where you will most likely end it off because you have tried everything.. praying. encouragement. Trying your best but always failing making you feel so hopeless and you just cant do anything about it. Your scared to get help because they might not be trustworthy so you decide to help yourself Im not going through depression but i know a friend who did and told me to not help them cause i might make it worse... they got to the last stage of it and they didn’t make it out

the only time i remember that i wanna die is when i'm surrounded by happy people, and i'm an introvert who's NOT BEING LEFT ALONE. so yeah that's my story on why on suicidal! :)

"I don't wanna die i just wanna get relief" Damn so relatable ^^

These kind of videos are so helpful to be able to see that’s others are going through the same thing as you and know you not alone

Only those I really trust know me better than anybody, i'm glad. Yesterday I graduated Primary school and a girl in my class wrote on my bear (We sign eachother's bears and share a message)' We don't talk much but you seem like a nice person' It's quite true, I only show my real self to my friends. But when around others who aren't my friends, I tend to hide my face behind my hair and stay silent My friend, she backstabbed me but I forgave her because I knew she wasn't thinking straight. We now put that behind and are the best of friends again, Though I still hate myself because When I wan't to stay something, I hesitate because i'm afraid of how they'll respond. When I try to be pretty, I then take it off because I knew the others would judge me cause of it. I fit in better when I just hide my face. When one of my friends are upset, I help. When someone I don't know is upset, I hesitate to help because i'm scared. Sometimes I get anxiety, I don't feel like eating, I can't sleep. But trust me, under this bundle of tears and depression, I'm still shining, I keep my smile. I'm grateful for my life, I have a loving family. I couldn't ask for anything else. I don't tell my family about my issues I don't want to worry them So I smile and get over it I also try not to take my depression on others. Nobody really believes that I could ever be depressed. I get as much love as most of my friends want. But I don't have to have family issues, bullying or anything like that to be depressed I'm just me. *Spread these words to help a depressed person* Hey you! Yes you, I get it. My words will not be able to help whatever you're going through but all I can say is hang on! I'd be happy to be your friend, You are *Not* here to be hated or have this type of life. If you want it to get better, stop letting those things pull you down to deeper darkness. Pull yourself up and make it better, I believe you could make a change.

Who hides there depression in front of there friends but when you get home you start to cry

Bruhhh, i got caught crying in class cause of this song!! This song hits Hardin my feelings

Read this if you have ever felt alone, depressed, suicidal, lost, scared, worthless, abandoned, or anything of that nature, this is for you You Are Beautiful. You Are Wanted. You Are Wonderful. Don't quit on yourself. Don't hurt yourself. You are worth the world and nobody wants to see you suffering. This is not the end. The way you feel right now will pass. Peoples minds will change. Things WILL get better. We love you and are always here for you. Do NOT do something permanent over something temporary. You're better than that. All stars need to see darkness before the light. And always remember, Don't change so people will like you. Be yourself & the right people will find and love the real you. Your own unique Mindset always trys to engage in the right ways Now read the first letter of every word You Matter! no matter what other people may say. Always know this is true. It helps. You are worth my time to write this. I do care.

im supporting nightcore for life keep it up

"I wish I could when I hate myself" "Don't wanna die, just want relief" This speaks to me so much. I just want the opportunity to be good and the chance to help, but the circumstances makes it hard to deal with.(..)

I don't wanna die I just wanna get relief man this gets me in the feels

This was one of the songs I listened to when I was depressed.. It gets better guys, lemme be your silver lining, the one you deserve

[Chorus] I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself [Verse 1] Yeah, late nights are the worst for me They bring out the worst in me Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me All the core beliefs And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace I go to Hell, walk up to the corpse of me Look at the body like, "You ain't nothin' but poor and weak" It's kinda weird Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink That's more deceit, more defeat Is this really what I'm born to be? That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique So poor, but I'm so wealthy Need help, but you can't help me What else can the world sell me? Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' outta stock But it's not healthy [Chorus] I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself [Verse 2] Yeah, late nights get the best of me They know how to get to me Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful What is success when hope has left you? I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record Sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh! Come across like it's so easy But I feel like you don't need me When I feel like you don't need me Then I feel like you don't see me And my life has no meaning, drain me Hands out, tryna ask for love But when I get it, I just pass it up Throw it away and think about it later Diggin' through the trash for drugs Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't I'm scared because [Chorus] I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself [Verse 3] I walk through the ashes of my passions Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket Get lost in the questions I can't answer Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter We scream to be free, but I stay captured Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lacking Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it But I can't have it Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it But I can't have it Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it [Chorus] I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Hate myself But it's hard when I hate myself Hate myself But it's hard when I hate myself [Outro] When I hate myself It's kinda hard when I hate myself I hate myself It's hard when I hate myself

''and I wish I could help..., but it's hard when I hate myself''

NF's songs are so sad...but yet we still relate to them so much :(

The dislikes are probably people who never really felt this way

My friends: “Are you ok?” My family: “Are you ok?” My teachers: “Are you ok?” My peers: “Haha loser! You’re always so depressed just be happy! Outcast!” Me: “Yea i’m fine🙂” *Says that with tears in my eyes*

my mom: There's nothing wrong with you! Me: **Inhale** Personality disorders possibly depression hyper sensitiveness possibly PTSD

My Talent is hide my Sadness behind my smile🙂💔

new fav ty kenke

I remember a day at 7th grade when a friend was going to cut himself and listed knifes and I said the butterfly one. The two people across the table scolded me so I got quite and put myself down. Now I put myself down a lot I became suicidal after a while and I feel left out at school with my friends with anything.

Trop beau !

"we scream to be free but I stay captured" My life rn

I feel alone in this world with my speaking scars and deamons and this song does describe a small portion of my pain. But I can at least try not to be a monster and support people like you who try to make a change so keep up the great work and ill stay tuned in

I love it ^.^ Amazing

Damn this good

Did you know that you can’t breathe while smiling? Try it. I just wanted to make you smile. Fellow depressed person trying to help everyone and anyone. I love you ❤️💕

i just like the way my voice sounds when i sing along.

I relate to this a lot. As I type this I was listening to the words and I heard something that I actually feel all the time. I always get upset when people don’t accept my help.

No wonder why i love it... It tells my whole life!

i have not seen a better nightcore x Keep it up!

Love nf and your Channel thanks for uploading ^^

Amazing effects my friend 😍😘💖

"And i wish i could help But it's hard when i hate myself" How can I defend me if I can't even defend my friends.. I just want to be useful even if my friends are fake.

Sometimes we are so caught up in helping others we forget to help ourself. I love comment sections like this because we are all caring for each other and bringing each other up. We all think nobody cares about our problems but people here really care about each other because we all have the same experiences.

thank you soooo much!!!! I have finally found my true inner peace.

Love NF ♥️♥️

I LOVE THIS NIGHTCORE!!!! KENKE NIGHTCORE I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!!!!

Kenke you are very kind thank you for video

SONG BEAUTIFUL 😍

My big sister hear "but it's hard when i ate my soul" pwp

You gotta love relatable bangers

thanks for making this :P I love this song and I love the picture UwUz

This is hard to MEMORIZE😂😂😂😂

You have this one life. How do you want to spend it? Apologising? Regretting? Questioning? *Hating yourself?* Running after people who don’t see you? Be brave Believe in yourself Do what feels good Take risks You have this ONE life Make yourself proud

This is awesome and you killed it

Like it never stops

"u look so misunderstood " Me: How did u....... K... Now? Edit:omg how did I get 176 likes!! Thx everyone

Awesome amazing fantastic fabulous vvery good

omg i flippen love this song

i don't want to die, i just want to be relieved.. such a beautiful line😍💗💗💗