I feel like Japanese eyeshadow pigments are not strong. I recommend Makeup Revolution brand. It's cheap and very pigmented. And you can try apply it to your whole eyelid. I feel like it disappears because you have monolid eyelids. So you can try applying it on wider area. And if you use glitter near teardrop it will change the whole look. Make up is fun you can try so many things and every attempt will make you more used to it.