Seven years ago when I first listened to this song, I loved it because I related to it. Seven years later, as a university student, I relate to it even more than I did then. I hope one day I can confidently say that I do not relate to this song. One day things will get better.
As a University Student Myself and someone who knew the song about as long as you did, you can do it, we can do it! Just gotta put our best foot forward and see what life has to offer us and what we can gain for ourselves in life.
graduated, fell out of vocaloid around 2012 so i didn't know this song at all, got back into vocaloid during the pandemic when i graduated. it does get easier, however it ebbs and flows. somedays you will feel better, others you won't. just be gentle with yourself
I think this might be a destructive way of thinking, learning to accept loneliness when in reality you want someone to reach out to you. Instead, you put on a front and even deceiving yourself that you just like being alone. As an introvert myself, I still find the need for companionship every now and then and I really had trouble building connections but those that I was able to build, I'll cherish forever. I still thank my friends today for essentially "adopting" an introvert like me.
Yea I like being alone. It's so much more fun. I won't have to care about what others feel, what others think, what others say. I can cry in peace without people comforting me. Don't comfort me, it makes me feel weak.
Your comment was made 2 years ago, I was a highschool student and was in the similar state. I'm happy I'm getting better at socializing now, although I still need more to learn. I went as far as choosing a college 800km+ from my house and stayed in a dorm with no family anywhere, but I learned how to meet and talk to different people from various backgrounds than mine. I know it's easier to be said than done, but people won't get to know you if you never start opening up to others. I wish everyone who's now at the same state will meet people who can appreciate them and vice versa. Good luck! I'm rooting for you
@@laurinha2892 To be honest I don't know any easy solution for that. But one thing you must remember is that you're more capable than what your fear defines you. For me, I've been bullied the entire school years and my parents constantly abused and humiliated me, those narrowed my sight of how valuable I am as a person. So I challenged myself, as simple as asking for direction or talking to a shop merchant to buy something. And I do that almost every single day, just giving me the exposure I need. Your case may be different than mine. If you think you need a professional help, then please do it. Reach out to someone who can help you. I'm glad my dorm mates were really kind and supportive, I'm sure you will find people like them in your life too
Balsam is a flower used as a base for certain fragrances and medical and cosmetic preparations. Basically, she's like the most boring thing ever. A blank slate. I relate to it so much. It's truly a song for the loners.
@@t.p.9434 I don't think it's negative though. Sometimes, I like being alone. That doesn't mean I don't want friends, but I don't want to see myself getting pitied for being alone and friendless.
Impatiens balsamina is also a plant that has seed pods that explode when they're ripe. I kind of took this as the song meaning "don't touch me" like she sings at 2:01
ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴏsᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ɪᴍᴘᴀᴛɪᴇɴs ʙᴀʟsᴀᴍɪɴᴀ ɪs ᴀ ғʟᴏᴡᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴs "ᴛᴏᴜᴄʜ-ᴍᴇ-ɴᴏᴛ". . . . LoL I just learned that they are called that cuz the seeds explode
when I first listened to this song, I would always cry and think I should just die. I had bad friends, people who never cared about me and made me feel bad about myself, but I didn't had enough courage to leave them and be alone, I thought that being alone would make everyone pity me and hate me even more, I was so confused. I would think about suicide every night, but put that fake smile back on every morning. I would try to not make anyone mad or even disagree with them, just so I could have someone by my side, even if they were bad to me. I was so desperate. But now it has been 5 years. I finally have peace. I was just a child back then. I wish I could go back, hug my little self and just say that I did nothing wrong, that I was good, that everything that happened was not my fault, that I should not change for anyone, that people would still love me for who I was. I'm so happy now, being alive has paid off. I'm glad I am still here.
I may not have been through all of the same things, but when I was younger, I had the same fake friends, some were amazing, but a lot just weren't there for me... It got to the point where I begun to harm myself over this, and only stopped with the support of my family, though unpleasent thoughts still plague my mind at times; It means so much to see that not only does someone else understand this, especially on a higher level, but that they were capable to overcome it and to accept themselves as a person... I'm still struggling myself, to see who I am and what I'm worth, but it truly means a lot to know that others out there have been through similar things. Thank you for sharing your story.
@@plantaxiang reading this brought tears to my eyes, I'm so glad I could help in some way, please don't give up, I'm sure everything will work out and you'll be able to look back the same way I am able to look now. Live your best life, love everyone you can and to the people who were bad to you just ignore them, after a long time I've realized that the past was not worth suffering for, I am happy now and that is what really matters. I love you and please take care ❤️
@@hikkariemi Thank you so much. It's glad to know even strangers on the internet can be this kind and I'm glad I was able to make you happy. If anything, I needed the motivation from this reply this morning, sometime you just need to hear "I love you" from someone. I hope you stay safe during these hard times.
The first time I listened to this, which may have been a year or two since then, I felt understood. It was very comforting. I can’t further tell about the feeling, but this song has certainly been important to me. Thank you for choosing this song to cover. I wish this was on Spotify… I’d like to listen to it everyday even if I have my iPad locked ☺️
Remember listening to this song when i was 10-11 years old... I'm turning 19 next month. Now i don't think there's anything more nostalgic to me than this cover, thank you so much for this kyaami, thank you for cheering me up when i had a hard time transitioning to middle school, you made me feel understood and I will never forget it
Never heard this song before, but now that i have i'm completely in love with it! God this is lovely, and Yuki's voice is so soft and perfect. Thank You Kyaami!!! :3
I can’t stop listening to this beautiful song! There is something very different about the songs you tune. I can tell that you have lots of patience and you listen closely to make the song perfect. I can’t really put it all into words. You’re amazing. This is one of the longest comments I wrote, wow. I hope this made you happy!
now on December 22, 2018 From the first time I heard this song in 2014, my heart was very touched, A suitable song is sung with the voice of Kaai Yuki. Imortal songs are not consumed by time Thank you Uploaded this video
Ah~ Nothing I look forward to more than a new Kyaami upload~ Your work always brings me a smile. C: I think ever since you uploaded your Kire Ritsu cover of -ERROR I haven't even gone more than a week or two without listening to it. I'm still enthralled~ Thanks for taking the time to make and upload all of these for us! Though I do wish you'd share with RU-vid some of your Nico-only uploads. ;3
Six years later, this still speaks to me and gives me atleast three emotions at the same time. I still love your work to this day Kyaami, you're great.
I don't how many time I've listen to this song but everytime I listen to it... I do realize that this is not just a song but a confession from a loner.
Till this day i feel just as alone as i was when i was in school. I'm mostly isolated just me, myself and i full of anxieties. . It's not a good feeling to be this way even after my school days ended. I don't see anyone...
The tune of the music reminds me of the Efteling, it's a amusement park in Holland and it also has those cute little dingeding sound (I have no idea how to explain it otherwise) anyway, if you're going to the Netherlands, you should go to that amusement park (that is ofcourse of you're into that kind of thing). It's really cute and has nature surrounding it (unlike other amusement parks :)) Also, can we just talk about how cute yuki is? Asdfghjkl I can't...
whenever I listen to this song it takes me back to that time when I was so so lonely. I would listen to this song so much. It feels cold somehow. I guess because I would listen to it on those frosty days outside.
I remember seeing this song in a dream a couple of weeks ago, it gave me shivers when i say it in my recommendations, i thought i had dreamt it and that the song didn't actually exist. Glad it does because this song is amazing :3
AHHHH YOU COVERED THIS SONG. I've been in love with this song so much lately...I actually want to cover it with my own voice ; u ; Will you be releasing the VSQ?
Very awesome work with Kaai Yuki! :D This is best cover what I have ever heard from her! Yuki is quite tricky to use very well because voicer is real 9-years-old girl. It's very hard believe that someone can use her so well! ;v;/ *cries 4 awesome*
I really like this cover. It's way better than Yukari's version. Your Yuki tuning sounds soo nice ; v ; And I would do anything to get this .vsq! I would even pay for it *cries*
I believe that the name Balsam refers to something colorless or unprepared, that is, someone without color in relation to others, to himself and to his identity or personality. It took me 2 years to see it this way, it's a bit sad... I thought so because it's a flower used to make cosmetics or a process where cosmetics are considered useful. I discovered that this plant or flower is also known to explode when it is touched, so that explains why it doesn't want to be touched, it could also be a representation of the plant in a person, such as a person that is lonely due to its nature. Я считаю, что имя Бальзам относится к чему-то бесцветному или без подготовки, то есть к кому-то без цвета по отношению к другим, к себе и к своей личности или личности. Мне потребовалось 2 года, чтобы увидеть это таким образом, это довольно грустно...... Я подумал об этом, потому что это используется для производства косметики или процесса, в котором косметика считается полезной. Мне очень нравится эта песня. [just now that I noticed that even her chair looks different from others]
OMG yuki sounds so good!! and my gosh this song really suits her ^.^ it's really perfect seeing as she's a "school girl" and she's not a very popular vocaloid LOVE IT
I didn't realize you had Yuki! I'm really happy about that, she's a wonderful voicebank not often appreciated. With your talents, you really make her shine! Wonderful job.
