【KAITO】 1/4 【Vocaloid Original】 

>Circus. >You've_been_growing_and_developing_as_an_artist. >But_this_track_has_been_such_an_exponential_leap_of_progress_regarding_lyrical_prose,_music_composition,_and_painstakingly_attentive_tuning_compared_to_everything_you've_done_before. >I_am_so_proud_of_you. >I_am_so_amazed_by_you. >You_are_wonderful. >Please_keep_gracing_us_with_more_of_your_work.

"The worst part? ...I always knew" CIRCUS, STOP BREAKING MY HEART EVERYTIME YOU RELEASE A NEW SONG.

i want vocacircus to use kaito more

I love this so much. especially since Kaito singing in low/normal tone is rare. usually people make him sing super high notes. and this song makes me feel but it's gorgeous

You make Kaito English sound so good!

It might be 1/4 but it get's 4/4 of my attention ;D

This song is so painfully relatable. I had a girlfriend about four and a half years ago, and I loved her to death. She was my everything. And then, without warning, she broke up with me. I never got over it...until I heard this song. The part from "I remember now all your fire," to the very end made me realise that she wasn't really a great girlfriend. She was manipulative, she was aggressive, and she was only using me to bring me down into the deep whole of depression that she was in because, as the saying goes, "Misery loves company." One day, despite me begging her not to, she cut herself, and then sent me pictures of the cuts. She knew I was sensitive that stuff because I really struggled with cutting myself. I didn't realise until I heard this song how emotionally abusive she was. And the lyrics "Here's my final fuck you" helped me get over her. When I heard that, I said to myself "You know what? Yea. Fuck you." She's the reason I was a complete wreck for so long. But after giving her "my final fuck you," it hit me that I don't need her anymore. So thank you, VocaCircus, for helping me get over a girl that I clung to for way too long.

That illlustration is so badass... I love it... Kaito is so different here... XD

YAY IT'S UP Thank you again for letting me work on this video, it was super super fun ;w;

I CLICKED ON IT AS SOON AS I SAW KAITO AND VOCA CIRCUS

omg I've been hype about this song for, like, a million years now, it's so good.

*_Lyrics:_* Watch my heart beat out of my chest We've done something wrong Was it you? or Am I the one here taking the blame? Feel my throat sink deeper and deeper i'm gasping for air Is it me? or Are you not feeling this feeling this feeling the same? _(Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh) (Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh)_ I've done everything perfect to instruction _(Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh) (Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh)_ Tell my you're trying, tell me I'm lying _(Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh) (Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh)_ I've done everything perfect for destruction _(Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh) (Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh)_ I can't be alone with this feeling Am I the only one That's holding on for far too long? Was it all just a dream? Am I wrong? Was there no you and me? Scream and call me hopeless Shout out that you have nothing left Something, just say anything Don't end this with words left unsaid _(ooh)_ Don't you hear me crying out for you As you turn away? Is it true or Are you not feeling this feeling this feeling the same? _(Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh) (Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh)_ I've done everything perfect to instruction _(Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh) (Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh)_ Tell my you're kidding, it's the beginning _(Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh) (Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh)_ I've done everything perfect for destruction _(Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh) (Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh)_ I can't be alone in my grieving Am I the only one That's holding on for far too long? Was it all just a dream? Am I wrong? Was there no you and me? Scream and call me worthless Shout out that you have nothing left Something, just say anything I can't push on with emptiness _(various lyrics)_ Am I the only one? That can't feel anything at all? All the guilt and all the lies All the times I gave it my best try. I'll be real, I am tired I remember now, all your fire And all the things that you put me through Tore my heart into two Was I supposed to just me okay With everything that you did? I was broken, I was hurting But I'm meant to forgive? You cut me to pieces It's your fault I'm a complete wreck And I guess I didn't matter to you The worst part? I always knew So here's my final "Fxxk you".

FIVE SECONDS IN AND I'M IN LOVE.

That last line tho Damn

Dude, you can hear the hurt in his voice. I pray to the gods that this is the reply song to Lie and I (love) because if it is, Kaito has had enough. I love it because this song legitimately just described what I'm feeling and going through right now. Ever since I heard the rumor that he was gonna sing the next song, I got excited 💜. Your songs are always //so// relatable and I love it.

KAITO deserves more love than he gets. My fave vocaloid at any time.

Who came here without planning to get addicted?

"i'll be real, i am tired" me everyday

Circus really loves his Woah-oh-woah-ohs.

It's never gonna be the "last Fxxxck you" if I keep repeating this song...

Finally a Kaito song where he doesn't sound like Kermit the Frog!

i didn't know it was possible to be this dead

The rage in his eyes, masked by the rest of him screaming out for help through a tough time..... I didn't think I could ever feel an image more than I do right now.

珍しいKAITOの英語の曲！この曲の意味が知りたくてもっと英語を学びました！ KAITOの英語が思ったよりカッコよくて驚きました。曲の内容も感動しました。

that "f##k you" was unexpected lol

AGGHH... your songs are always very relatable because they're about something personal but it's vague enough to apply it to anyone's life. i hope to mix as great as you do one day ;-;

日本人です！！！ この曲大好きで、投稿された日からずっと聞いてます！！ 大好きです！これからも頑張ってください！！

今日初めて聴いたけど海外のKAITO様イケメンすぎん？いや日本もイケメンだけどあと日本以外でもボカロが愛されていて僕はうれしいよ

-unholy screeching intensifies-

IT'S UP ON YOUR CHANNEL YEEEEEEEEE This is so good god bless everyone who worked on this. (oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh)

this song's so sad!!! when i saw kaito crying i just want to travel through screen and give him a huge hug!!!!

Can people stop with the "Finally a Kaito song where he doesn't sound like Kermit the Frog!" comments? It's literally under every Kaito song, and if all his songs doesn't sound like that.... maybe it's bc he doesn't sound like that in the first place? I know it's hard to find producers who uses Kaito, but give him a chance and listen more songs of his! You'll be surprised on how many amazing songs he has

I almost thought it wasn't Kaito! This is so incredible!!

this needs more views

最初は興味本位で聞いてみたけど、自分の心に刺さって今でも聞いてます。

The sad thing is.. If this is truly the final song of the _Love_ trilogy, then Kaito is the one that suffered the most Luka (if Circus Monster is in line with the trilogy) commits suicide without ever giving Kaito a closure. So Kaito can only cry and cry because he thought he was abandoned without any reason whatsoever. And he KNEW that Luka didnt love him, but never knew WHO Luka actually loves. Such a sad trilogy. Circus.. you broke so many hearts

Americans be reading it like: One Fourth British be reading it like: One quarter

I literally yelled out "Holy f*ck" just in the first minute and a half alone when I listened to the lyrics because just like all other songs, either by Gumi, Miku or others, this one hits way too close. Relating to this song means oh so much and my feels can't handle this.

うおおお、KAITOにぃ英語歌えてたのか知らなかった！ しかも、超かっけぇぇ

この曲大好きで、定期的に聞きに来ます。 KAITOの発声も、イラストの表情も、歌詞も、切実で。胸が締め付けられるようです。でも、何故か分からないけど、ものすごい色気を感じます…。 魅力的。惹かれる。 わかってくれる人いるかな？？

Do my eyes deceive me? Has Circus used Kaito? My god! It has happened! Edit: My god does this hit me in the feels like a truck!

Holy shit I've never heard Kaito like this before! How??

I didn't knew Kaito could sound THAT emotional. I've got goosebumps. VERY well done, Circus.

友達に勧められて聴きに来ました めちゃくちゃカッコイイやん､､､毎日聴こ､､､✨

thank you again circus. I remember hearing this song before... and back then I was only like, half a fourth from recovering from a past relationship. now its been a few months and im glad to say I'm progressing so much more. I'm glad to say I'm 3/4s from myself again love you man, we all appreciate you so much dude

awesome kaito's voice is just so f**k*ng purrfect 💙👌👌

今日も聞きに来た、最高

soo heres my final fuuuuck youuuu... Finally Kaito FINALLY

my reaction to seeing this in my sub box: oooOOOOOOoooooOOOOOoooooOO YeS PleaSE

When will Circus punch me in the face?

it's been five years but this is still fantastic! i think you're one of the few producers that can skillfully make kaito's english legible while nice sounding, amazing job!

Hello, I'm Japanese! I love you and let me comment ...! ! I'm sorry if there's something weird because I use this trick ...! ! I love all the songs by Voca Circus. But I may like this song best! You can sympathize in various ways, and it will have a positive effect on your heart when you listen. I also like Circus Monster ...! ! I will continue to support you. I still love it.（ ⑉´ᯅ`⑉ ）💖

OMG THIS SONG IT IS PERFECT I AM CRY DUDE I CANT HELP BUT SCREAM THANKYOU FOR MAKING THIS I AM LITERALLY SOBBING dude... /replays 100000000000000000000 more times/

Omg this is so good!!! The tuning is literally perfection. I think this is the best use of Kaito English I've ever heard. This is my new favorite song..

This amazing song will always be so significant to me...as a kid when it first came out, it was a big favorite to help me out of a terrible, super dark place. Thank you so much

この曲聴いてると切なくなってくる… 大好きな曲です😌

Hey!! It's finally up on your channel! Nice! Cool new profile pic, by the way!!

This song has a special place for me. The "fuck you" at the end gets me all the time. Circus, what we've been through has been tough, but we'll stay strong. Thank you for teaching me this. Song of the years.

I initially saw the guy in the video as Joker from Persona 5, and now I can't unsee it. Welp.

Holy shit okay not gonna lie, I've seen this song a bunch of times pop up on my recommendations but I've never listened to it until now bUT OMG DO I EVER REGRET THAT, THIS IS A MASTER PIECE. Kaito sounds so good! Not many artists can do that honestly, this is hands down the best English Kaito song I've ever heard Update: Just finished listening to the entire song and I'm crying

My mom was about to call a shaman since she thought i was possessed by a certain ghost because i was screaming hysterically after i saw the notification and play the video

物凄く良い...かっこよい... 歌詞もとても切ない...

ずっとこの曲を聴いています…あなたのつくる曲が本当にずっと好きです。これからも応援しています💘🥰

大好きですありがとうございます

ほんと好きです

When you think the KAITO song of the Love series is finally out

おわぁぁぁぁ！！？？ガッゴイ"イ"ィ"！！！英語の発音が綺麗すぎる！！V3かな？

好きです！

did kaito just say the... the... the fuck word?!?!?!

GODLIKE TUNIG OMG

Amazing...how come I didn't know such a good kaito song exist?

Omg I love this song because it helps with the past for me

Such a beautiful song; I love the lyrics! Kaito sounds amazing with this god tier tuning.

is this finally the elusive sequel to lie and I (love)? mother of god....

相変わらずいい声してるよ兄さん

I have been waiting so long for you to grace us with a song using Kaito! Finally, my favourite vocaloid artist and my favourite vocaloid coming together in sheer perfection

日本語字幕も完備されていたのか…有難い…この曲に概ねリアタイで出会ってから まるで上昇した気がしないクソザコ英語力じゃ全容を把握できなかったんだ…

Am I the only one who hears some Deja Vu during parts of the song?

Dude, you okay? Please stay in this world, so many people love your work... I relate to your pain from a time when I wanted to die, I hope this was a good outlet for you...

CIRCUS, YOU H A V E TO USE KAITO MORE-

KAITOEnglishもいいな～かっこいい

ive never clicked faster in my life

I always hated the way kaito sounded, but you make him sound, like, amazing. I love this so much- and not just the fact that kaito sounds *GOOD FOR ONCE* (actually amazing)- but the meaning behind it. I love this, I'm in love with this song. Ah

THIS IS ONE OF THE VERY FEW KAITO SONGS THAT ACTUALLY SOUNDS GOOD AND THE ENGLISH IS FAIRLY HEARABLE WOW THIS IS AN AMAZING SONNGGGGG

It be cool if they add this song to Project Sekai ngl

The way he says "hurting" is so hauntingly beautiful. It always gets me 💔💔💔

かっこいい！好きです✨😳❤️❤️

It's scary how much i actually relate to this song.

Yay! a song with Kaito! grat song btw (I can relate alot with the lyrics)

Oh, another song to cry too! How fun, I'll use this quite a bit! Very nice use of Kaito :)

Poor Kaito... this just makes me want to hug him. But seriously, though... I really love this song! Excellent work, like always, Circus!

I keep coming back to this song even three years later. I doubt anyone will see this, but here goes. About five years ago, I was a part of a martial arts school. The school had two instructors, and I absolutely adored them. I loved them, wanted to be them, they were my super heroes. I drew them pictures of them as super heroes and always tried to be a good student. But it wasn’t until a year after I left the dojo until I realized what was actually happening. They were abusive, so abusive. “Scream and call me worthless” felt like it was taken from my experience completely. They would degrade and tear me apart. They blamed me for everything. There was name calling, humiliation in front of everyone, and worst of all when I’d be alone with them. But my adoration blinded me to it all. And they knew it. They used it all against me. Told me I needed to change. This went on for two years- and at times I was at the dojo more then I was at school. My parents finally caught wind of (some) of the abuse after my instructor told me he had left out razor blades for me to harm myself on. I finally told them a part of the situation, and they pulled me out. I’m 19 now. This all happened from ages 11-14. And I did change like they told me to. They changed me. I was finally diagnosed with PTSD after attempting to take my life due to the flashbacks last year in September. I just finally have begun the journey of telling the whole story, instead of doing what they forced of me; to hide and bear it on my own. Now there’s so much anger- not even an ounce of sadness or love. Just an enormous rage. They got off scot free and I’m stuck with a brain that changed because of them. A brain that makes me relive the trauma like it’s 2015 again. One day, I want to share my experience. With the world, to raise awareness and hopefully find closure. But for now, the anger is blinding my heart. One day I will, but for now I’ll stick with the comments. I hope to one day, very soon, finally say my final “Fuck you”.

This art so beautifull

*Sees Kaito* OH HECC

KAITO is my favorite Vocaloid and this is one of those songs that go so well with his voice. I love all of your works, and this is one of my favorites.

Kaito’s English sounds so so nice here! What a beautiful song

why are kaito songs so beautiful even if they're sad

It's been a decade I heard someone tuned kaito's english vb so well... I'm speechless.😵😵😵

One of my favorite producers workimg with my favorite vocaloids. I am so happy that I might actually start crying. The song is so amazing. My baby sounds so amazing.

"I was broken I was hurting, but I'm meant to forgive?" "And I guess I didn't matter to you / The worst part? I always knew" hit like a brick!