In terms of performance, I feel the same way! but I want you to also pay attention to her.(^^)↓ ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-NRGG7AbLssU.html
Starting to play a musical instrument is fantastic, your passion is admirable. I've heard that the oboe can be challenging, so I think the clarinet is a good choice.