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thank u so much for the upload! ❤️

I'm not depressed anymore. But I always come back to this channel just to see how far I've come. I am at peace.

u know that feeling...? ...you have like..thousand people around you the whole day. ... and you come home.. and you have this hurting feeling inside your chest... and suddenly you feel alone.. and it hurts.. it hurts so damn much. I dont know what is wrong with me... Why did i let it come so far, What have i let come so far. Why am i in pain. you feel like you want to crawl in a ball on your bed. and you count down the hours before you need to get up again for work or school. and when some one comes up to you and asks how you've been. you say, ''good''

I’m scared I’m not making all the memories I’m supposed to.

They always tell me they’re sad, but they never ask how I am. Ever.

Who hurt you umbrella?

I'm missing out on a lot of my childhood from depression. Do you ever just sit in your room at 3 am and for no reason get this really bad hurting feeling in your chest and feel like your going to explode and your heart and head hurts so much and you have the strongest urge to cry? And you feel like your world is tearing apart and you're alone. I just feel like i want to cry all the time and i know it wont solve anything and i know i cant do anything about it. I always feel really weak and have to remind myself all the time "Dont cry in public" because i dont want people staring at me or judging me.

For those out there with troubles or anything...... Know what your going through or what happened or why your listening, or ur just listening for chill but anyway, I hope everything gets well, also if your depressed, help someone it makes me forget about the pain and seeing someone smile makes me forget as well, -stay alive frens

I fall in love, but scared of falling in love at the same time the times I feel anxious and numbness by my past relationships and the rejection knowing it’ll be a mistake all over again

this channel is really helping me through a break up. love this so much. helps me feel calm.

No one is gonna read this and that's okay. I'm so happy right now. I don't know why. Nothing is any better in my life than it has been, but I'm so happy. I don't want the feeling to end

Thank you strangers, your comments are helping me more than anyone has.

I don't feel alone, or sad, but peacefully relaxed. This kind of music help to escape reality, to carry you on another world. *Dream, think, melancoly, tiredness, bored of this society, ...* All that. I want to sleep indefinitely, to stop time during a late night, where i'm alone. i keep asking questions about life. Theses can't be solved, we know nothing about this world. We're all completely lost. When you think about it, non-sense is everywhere. (???)

Have you ever been alone for so long that you subtly break through the exhaustion and the loneliness and all of a sudden, everything is soft, and there's bright sunshine or a nice lamp light, and you get this warm feeling in your chest and it goes up to your head and you can't stop smiling.... that's true happiness.

i think i've finally gained some sort of confidence. i'm first chair trombone in my schools top band. i don't really know why that helps. (maybe because everyone except me and second chair are shit, lmao) but for real. i feel more confident, i can teach this guy who just picked up trombone in beginning jazz band. he's not half bad now. literally picked up an instrument(not just trombone literally any instrument ever) about a week and a half ago, and now he's able to play a full jazz scale and keep in time with everything. being able to teach others, to help them, even though i can't really help myself. it helps, its a good feeling. i don't know why specifically trombone/piano/euphonium is my outlet but it helps, a lot. all of you guys should try picking up something, just to keep you busy, something that other people are interested in. that's not why i picked i trombone and piano. but it's a good reason to. if you like cooking or chemistry or whatever you hobby is, dancing, drawing, _making music_ , photography, etc... being able to show someone how to do something they're interested in. and them them doing it, and you knowing that one day they might do the same. i think its the idea of leaving an impact on the world. a positive reminder that you were there, that there was a least some sort of purpose for you to exist. "opinions don't mean shit. action means something." - Mark Fischbach(markiplier), 2018. take action, leave a _mark._ it'll help, believe me. yes i just made a markiplier pun don't judge me.

i only could spend time with you for 4 months, but oh god you made those 4 months so unique. my memories of those days will truly last forever, you changed my life entirely and i couldn't be more thankful for that. i probably won't see you again, but i just want you to know that deep in my heart i will always love you. ♥

Brings back thoughts of someone I care about and how they make me feel when I'm around them

i havent felt anything in months. the life of apathy is miserable but I cant get out of it. i have no reason to do anything, i dont WANT to do anything. i only know fake people and i just want to forget about them and go with that, but i cant... only knowing fake people and living in apathy is horrible... i dont know... i just dont know...

love this

That feeling of being attached to the feeling of being alone. That feeling when you are attracted to the feeling of pain inside your chest and mind. I feel like I want to just lay down and let everything go, but when time comes. I will be back here, willing to suffer, willing to feel frustrated, willing to die..

I hate falling... falling over the same person over and over and over again. Why am I like this?

I always like these videos before watching cuz I already know it’s gonna be good

Knowing that she won't ever come back and that's your new reality

thinking bout him. needing him right now. he is sleeping while i’m wide awake. thinking about him.

this is just so peaceful and perfect

You know I waited five years for him to notice me. I watched him kiss my best friend and tell her he loved her, but I was just happy to be there for him when she dumped him for someone else. That was back when I wasn't a depressed lump of nothing. When he finally noticed me I was so depressed I didn't think I deserved someone like him he didn't need to see me sad, he needed someone who could have made him happy. I'm stupid...I miss him...

take me away no, you already took me away make me smile no, you already make me smile i had a dream about you and all the things i love flowers, sunshine, and flying doves you were there laughing like you always do your head in my lap oh, what did i do to deserve you? i'm on my bed reminiscing that time when you were happy and everything was fine i can hear the rain from outside the drips and drops of a moment i start to cry are they all worn out and broken? i can't wait to see you again you're brighter than my future crap, it's already 3 o'clock but these memories make me soother hold me close no, you already hold me close don't let go no, you go with the flow i like a lot of things sure, it might sound poetic i mean it from the bottom of my heart you're my *aesthetic*

Poor umbrella...

this music heal my depresion

Just thinking about her again..

The "I can't go" part of this song is from a Final Fantasy 10 cutscene where Yuna is saying she can't go to a place the main character is from

My mother died in my arms in October 2018. I missed her so much... I remember that a few days after her death I heard what was happening from the minute 4:33 and my feelings were identified with the melody of this sound. I saw myself, needing that last hug that she didn't give me. and at the same time I felt represented by the umbrella... immobile, damaged, decayed and just letting the rain get me wet. This melody works very hard in my mind with the memory of it. 😢

Getting ready for college....This is going to be one long year.

f e e l i n g t h e v i b e s . . . .

Wasn't expecting Yuna from FFX at 12:35, gave me goosebumps when I heard that haha. Honestly my favourite game of all time and reminds me of all the childhood days I spent playing it... Now I'm feeling very ＮＯＳＴＡＬＧＩＣ :P Awesome mix :)

Guys, my mind is my worst enemy

Thank you so much for this! Its helping me unwind after working 3rd shift!! I love it so much!

Another beutiful background for that beutiful music

made me feel something that's for sure

Oddly comforting and anxious at the same time.

Remember those times when you were younger? When you would smile and laugh til' you're older. You wouldn't worry about life. You would play everyday. Your mommy would read you a story til' you fell asleep. But now those times are over. Now you are lost, and get caught in your sad thoughts. You cry everyday til' your hearts empty. No more smiles, no more laughs, your heart breaks to pieces every now and then. Goodbye childhood, I miss you very much.

I had very deep feelings for this one person for over a decade.. and even though they finally told me how they felt and that I should move on, I’m feeling it all now and it hurts...

am crying just wow

Music is so powerful... it can cure a broken heart.

I need go to sleep... but its too relaxing ♥

old feeling are fading slowly

I keep pulling away, segregating myself from you , but you keep coming back. No matter how hard I try abandon you, you always find a way back in my life. You know that's cruel, you clearly don't feel the same , the way I feel about you. And I try to separate myself, to move on from misery but you never let me go. Even though I suffer with you. You truly are a cruel one.

Falling to the death

Good night from France !

am I always gonna feel this way?

Low key can’t stop listening to this. And I can’t stop thinking about that person. 😤😤

Why do I love more than I’m loved . I’m tired of getting hurt I’m just done with make relationships with people . I just want to be alone

最近天氣變得惡劣，刮大風，暴風雨。大雨將至，讓心情又再次沈澱。

Just finished cowboy bebop and now I am listening to this, perfect ingredients for a week long depression.

This summer has so long time , 3 years 💔

you are the best

This is like warm hands massaging my mind. How very simple & lovely.

i love it already ❤

So relaxing...

Ugh feel like crying now

This is so beautiful!!! I love it!!! ❤❤❤

Замечательно!!! Спасибо! Теперь усну спокойно)) 🌛

She never told me why she left, she doesn't deserve that closure.

Please excuse me as I collapse through life without purpose.

S O S A D T O L I V E

I feel like I should be doing more. like im not doing enough with my life. im doing almost everything I can but idk

This is the only thing that makes me fall asleep. I dont really know whats wrong with me and the fucking world I live in that is slowly consuming my personality. Changes need to be made.

beautiful

This reminds me of my crush... She has beautiful curly ginger hair. She lightens my day every time I see her. But I never really know what's behind her eyes. Is it ever loving happiness? Or is sorrow deep down, trying to let out. She's like the 'emo' friend. (Not really, we play around because she wears all black.) But I never know if she actually hates herself, wants to die, wants to float away and disappear. Sometimes I catch her huddled... Somewhere. It doesn't matter.

Name a community more supportive, calm, not-toxic and friendly that the comment section of lo-fi videos, I'll wait..

I just want somebody to love me...

Its a new way of communication in a sense, I feel like these noises can be words man #mutecity

Dont let me fall... please....

Love it

Falling.. fading..down down down I go..

Reminds me of aqua falling to darkness for Terra and ven

i’m getting addicted to this . 😍 thanks , this relaxes me .

Nice to feel free in lockdown.....thank you 😘

nice songs! keep up the vibes!

Catch my falling feelings Hold still my e-motions I will see you tomorrow So soon but to far

Another beautiful mix

and dark memories are fading into dust like ashes that we pass on throughout life and its challenges us humans are like DANDELIONS after we get older we all fade into sunset and as we fade we are all connected into one WHOLE ............

If you fly too high you'll end up with burned wings, so I'm falling deep down for rebouncing to space.

The best YT Channel ever!!! MUITO OBRIGADO!

Relaxing songs that help me concentrate while studying. Thanks

I feel myself falling again and I don't know if I should fly or sink further.

Good works, love u

thanks for the relaxing music

Amazing !! Also very aesthetic background!

In my head..I thought it'd go a lot better..I thought..we could fix things. You rarely being able to do anything because of your work and..we basically werent even dating as you were gone every day, 7 days a week. And on your rare break day.. You basically disappeared then too.. Were you cheating? Or were you actually just busy?.... Ive now fallen..so far down the rabbit hole..theres possibly no chance of getting back up and I feel so helpless despite having so much help around me.. I feel so lonely and empty despite all the friends around me idk what to do.. Falling this much makes me feel like I'm just..falling forever.

Falling just like my life

Omg so many ads and some of them are three minutes long I had to get out of the shower to skip a damn add

First song is from Life is Strange: Before the Storm

The first guitar melody reminds of a Silverstein's song called my heroine.

💔

Love it!🤤

Hawwwn so Coool ! 🔆💤

I keep pulling away. but you keep coming back to me, even though you don't feel the same about me. why do you keep coming back, and making me more miserable everyday when I have moved on. you drag me to the same misery again, by coming back to me. you truly are a cruel one.

♡ - 18:02-19:52 beautiful ♡

My sister left me, and ...you know i feel like i've lost my best friend. She doesn't want to come back, not because of me, but still, it means that she doesn't care about me. I feel like i don't need anyone now even if i feel lonely . There are everyone , and there is me. Who am i?