This is one reason why even through most people hate on the anime protagonists or other prevalent people in life and stories, keep in mind, every time you feel like you have been defeated, you have not! you take a break, and return stronger, because all it has done is burned out your energy! which can be gained back. and you will be amazed at what you can now with hold and the next time this happens you will understand it will make you stronger each and every time it returns. you are like the ocean wave constantly crashing agains the rock break you up but you return to your form and try again until that rock breaks down into sand and floats to the bottom of your sea!
To older people: this will sound childish to you, but either way- I’m only 19, but life seems something so heavy to carry on my shoulders. I am scared of the future. I want to explore, grow up and become independent, but at the same time, I want to stay in my comfort zone and never grow up. Adults have adult problems to stress about, and they forget that they also used to be like us, stressing about the unknown future ahead of them, telling us “you’re still young, don’t think about it.” Taking it as something “foolish” and saying “you haven’t experienced what’s really stressful”. Sure that’s true, but I bet that they were once just like us as well. Life is tiring sometimes for everyone, perhaps even kids. I am tired. Tired of having to make choices, parting with people dear to me and think about the infinite possibilities awaiting for me. How will my future be? That’s an unanswerable question. Life is changing, it’s not light hearted like it used to be anymore, it’s not free from worries such as “what will I do now?” Because everything felt like granted. This is the age of changes, we are growing up, our parents getting old. All those changes make me feel lost, insecure and tired. But hey, giving up is never an option, not for me at least.
What you said is ok, understandable, and totally reasonable, I'm sure you'll make it, you've already made it this far, 19 years is a lot, the world has changed, so dont listen to what older people have to say all of the time, they can be helpful but the world is much different than what it was when they were your age, own your time and dont worry too hard, there are times when you have to be mature and focus in on your life for a minute, but that doesnt mean you cant have fun doing so, have fun, be happy and strong, get crazy and fun friends, you are right at that age where you can be independent and still enjoy life, so do it, and try not to worry about what other people think too often
i can feel you really deep. i have anxiety every night by thinking what will happen in the future, what will happen to me, what will happen to my family, to my more deep beloved ones? every night i wonder that. i want to grow up, become independent, do a lot of stuff that i want to do, fulfill my dreams and goals of life, help my family... but if i can't do it? i always have this shit in my mind every fucking night, but maybe it's just me being too exaggerated, i have 17 yo, but even though, i'm worried. just i want to say one more thing, you're not alone, we are struggling with the same thing too, and i know we can move forward and do it.
i've more or less recently turned 20. i'm from japan, but moved to America when i was 13. i really don't know why my parents decided to push me to a college here. i'm living in an apartment in the middle of east austin, in texas, alone with my brother because they both died about a year ago in a crash. dumbass me decided that because i was already in university here that i might as well stay. it's way too difficult trying to manage working at a burger joint, as internal tech support for a jewelry company, and doing whatever side jobs i can volunteer for to be able to pay for college, feeding myself and my brother, all the apartment bills and rent, a morphine prescription that i feel like i've been getting addicted to lately, and whatever the hell might also come my way. it's bullshit
I hope things get better for you! It alright to feel stuck at times. And it will pass one day. A thing that might help is to look at how far you’ve come and much shit you’ve had to face. You got through it. And you can get through whatever is going on now.
@@Dracula_rvrs O kind stranger, whose soul has kindly turned my disgrace, your words will be much so appreceated and cherished so. And worry I shan't, for we are all to die, one beatiful day.
this is actually what i have been stuck with almost 3 years, i dont want to live but death is not a option either, it would be just so easy to stop disappear or just if i could become emotionless that would make it easier but nah, all i want to do is live my life as i want but everything just fucks up...
*might delete this later* This video was made two weeks ago, but I feel like I should say this, because of recent events that have affected me to some degree. If you know someone needs help and you're their friend, never give up on them. Never. Even if that means they end up hating you, let them. Atleast you'll know you have done everything in your power. I don't blame anyone for anything, I just feel like this a good advice to keep in mind.
had this friend ive known since i was 5 or 6 and we stayed close for a long time but drifted apart every couple years but we always gravitated back to each other. This year things got more romantic between us, i truly fell in love with him unlike any kind of love ive felt for another being, it felt like he was the other part of my soul and i missed him so fucking much when he wasn't around. He started ghosting me for weeks at a time when things got serious between us but id forgive him everytime he came back with what felt like a fake apology i didn't even care i loved him so much. But about 5 weeks ago he ghosted me again but this time felt different, it felt like the last time id ever speak to him again and i was absolutely heart broken and i had just had surgery so i couldn't get out of the house to clear my mind. He messaged me a few nights ago with a shitty apology but left me on read when i responded. I feel like he's a soulmate and he taught me the lessons i was supposed to learn and now i need to walk away but my heart is fucking broken.
I'm sorry you have to endure that pain, peach. You don't deserve to be treated like that. But you seem very intelligent and that you are learning what you can from the experience. There is a saying that goes something like, "Doing is learning, and the best way of learning is making mistakes." We all make mistakes. What sets apart the wheat from the chaff is those who learn from the mistakes, and those who do not. Thank-you so much for sharing your experience. It helps so many more people than click a like or reply; just to know they are not alone. Thank-you QP
It hurts when you know what you want and that you can't have it. It's real. Yeah, a guy like that who isn't sure about whatever reasons shouldn't be with you and a relationship with him wouldn't lead to happiness. But you won't find what you want from him anywhere else. It's the hard truth. The one I'm living with every day. Also pills
I am physically tired of society not knowing how to value and not knowing that you suffer. I can't trust anyone to speak, not even my parents because then they use it against you, the only thing left for me is to vent with this music and paint my thoughts blurred. I need someone to help me..
The title fits so well with these tunes! I too am so tired and tense, but when I listened to the first seconds, I noticed how my shoulders just relaxed. I had no idea that my back and shoulders were flexing all this time!
Hello, Can I share something? I ve wasted it all with him. But finally I can't blame myself Neither can I blame him It's just that I can't trust any male Since so much disappointment So much violence I just can't trust any male anymore So yeah, I've wasted it all with this one guy This one amazing smiling guy But I tried, I tried, I tried And thats the proof That hope is still here That's the proof That there is still a light Far away, in the darkness of my soul Someday, I will be able to give my trust again Someday..
As a man, I know the toxicity we carry. We burden women with its overwhelming anger and frustration. I am guilty of this. I encourage any man seeing this to not lose all hope. Keep digging until you find the best man you can possibly be. This poem isn’t meant to tear us down, it’s meant to build everyone up, men and women. We can be better for women and for us.
I’ve never felt more worthless in my life.... I have no idea what I’m even here for... what am I supposed to do... Every decision I ever make on my own seems to be wrong... I haven’t truly been happy in so long... I’m so lost.
Damn this mix is chill af thanks yugen.. and to anyone feeling tired or run down i hope u know u are not unappreciated.. happy 4rth everyone be safe in these hard times. We gotta stick together and really be there for each other... much love...
my life is great, im just the only thing holding me back to talk to people, to go places, to do simple things as showering and brushing my teeth, making my food, why cant i just- let go and be free yk? to finally break the leash im on
I miss you Yet I'm so confused Lost in my ways Stuck in an endless day Will this ever change? Trying again Don't know what else to say I'm hurt So filled with terror I don't see day from night The darkness creeps in like a forceful wind its dark so dark Where do i even start? To whoever read this far hey I'm practically nobody at this point and want to say "hey" There it was said Cya have a good one
You're not a nobody. I know you as m Four. I'm positive others know you by other names. I may not know much about you, but I know enough to know you're someone. You have a heart however hurt. You have an eye for poetry and you're here with us to listen to some nice music and figure out your feelings. You might feel like you've got them figured out. You might not. Yet here with us you are as we all traverse this life to learn more about the exact same thing. Or perhaps to try to not think about them. Whatever it may be, one thing remains consistent in this. We're all here. Together. Held by an endless distance that has seemingly no distance at all. It makes us no less real... Or any less together...
I'm only 19, but I'm so tired of pretending I'm fine, of running away from fear, of not being able to have a perspective on life and not even a purpose, of feeling like shit for not having a perspective on life. Although many ask me "what are you going to do with your life?" and I can't answer with sincerity because I don't know either. I have asked myself so many questions and I don't always get an answer, and since I became an adult I have remembered so many memories and so many mistakes that I made since I was a simple child. I have moments when I would like to give up everything, but I remember the only reason, I am alive not to make my mother and family sad (although some of them hurt and hurt me) when I was still innocent), even after 6 years everything seems the same sadness, the lack of interest in life and seeing life pass through the lifeless eyes. Anyway, that was just venting a random place.
4 года назад
A lot of people feel that way, I hope you feel better after getting it off your chest.
@ I try, but it is so hard to do it even more when you have no friends present and telling the family what I take with me will probably cause a lot of fighting between the family and also because I cannot say it. When I try my mind goes blank
hey! how old are you? wow and you have made it this far? good job! i accept you and im proud of you!! how is life? huh.. seems interesting i hope you have a good life dear. i love you dont give up. 💕
I can identify Gavv's work in a fraction of a second. I already was looking for a lofi mix, seen her art made me know exactly the vibe I was gonna get I don't regret clicking on this video
There are people in this world who only wish for the hate of others and its just tiring to sit with them and go through it and feel the way you do.. This playlist really develops the feeling of What we can only call depression or the side of the mind we hate the most, Either it be ourselves or what others did to us. This feeling Sticks in us long after were sad its apart of us and we can never let go, Again thank you for this playlist and thank you for making me feel just a little better about myself :')
and after all that ive done, i left myself out to dry ive grown tired and weary with each passing day of helping people only for them to turn on me it was nothing but the best intentions but, perception is greater than reality yeah, im tired now, if only i could ever rest easy
sometimes it's hard to stay strong no matter what you do no matter how hard you try it's hard isn't it... feels like things always end up the same... and no matter what you do everything feels useless... the constant yelling and downgrading, the constant feeling of weakness, the constant feeling of unworthiness, but things might get better it doesn't matter what was in the past, do anything for yourself to achieve greater step over people if you have to know you are worth it know you are one of a kind know you have a way out of things all the time *su1c1de isn't the answer... *
You know, I can't always say things will be easy. They won't. But the only thing we can really do is keep moving. Even when we feel like we're stuck, we'll see that light eventually. I know how that feels. Please keep moving with me, lets do it together.
Aye bro back as always Tbh I learn to reflect from each moment. Each mix is its own mood and vibe. Something I have really grown to love. To the one with all my heart -Four M
I’m just another corrupted soul, wondering aimlessly just looking for a reason to keep me going. But at the end of the day, We’re all like that. Don’t you agree?
From what i can tell everyone is so much older than me in the comments but it feels like i relate so much. Im 15 and quite suicidal with a lot of chaotic thoughts. People say its just "teen things" and that may be true but that doesnt give them the right to disregard my feelings. Im so tired. Constantly.. i want to sleep and never wake up, i want to close my eyes and be stress, drama and anxiety free. I hate it here i didnt ask for this. Everything is falling apart and its my fault. Everyone is falling apart and i had something to do with it. Ive ruined friendships and relationships and ive ruined my own too. I just want it all to end..
I wish I could say it gets easier, but that wouldn't necessarily be true. I have an extra 25 years to your 15. Just turned 40 and it's a trip. You grab onto what gives you strength. You do what is right. And love those that love you. But also do that which brings you happiness. That is by far the most important thing. By loving yourself and enjoying small things, you will find love and happiness. I promise that if you allow it time to happen What I can tell you is when you learn, grow, adjust and adapt in the many years you have in front of you... You will find your place. And as cheesy as it sounds... Every day find one or two things that brings happiness. Even in the smallest way. Dwell on the good. Life is just a test of finding what happiness means to you.
Sometimes I just want to be alone walking in a park or sitting in a bench alone were nobody gudges cause of my looks or say I'm ugly or y'know just alone were I could be safe
I've been through so much lately an need the biggest break ..lost so much an so many ion known is life is really worth the battle to live it .. Constant struggle's of impossible feats ... My soul is tired an in need of rest 😩😩😩😩
Man... I'm just burnt out I enrolled into college because I was pressured even if I was tired I was struggling with emotions at the time aswell now I'm regretting going to it instead of taking time to sort out the mess in my head and my heart I just want to rest to lay down and fall asleep for a long while without worrying about responsibilities and I have no time for myself, my emotions or anything. I keep flunking things and instead of people encouraging me to focus on what I can or trying to help they just add to the stress, mostly my family and I keep loosing my grip I can't focus I'm trying to do too many things at once while having too many problems which I keep sweeping under the carpet and yet in scared to quit I can't quit it feels like if I fail it's going to be the end up scared if failing of losing because that's how I was raised why can't I just take a break
I don't have anyone to talk to about it either because I'm scared of being a failure I have a constant feeling that if I talk to anyone about it they'll just leave me as if I'm not worth anything anymore. Sometimes it's hard to even be myself a feeling it experience I can hardly explain it's like zoning out and not controling yourself but watching someone else steer and decide loosing grip on reality just a horrible feeling of if I let go of the wheel I'll just dissapear and no one will notice
I don't even know what I want to be or who I want to be where I want to go but even more so I don't know who I am now or what I'm doing or where I am it's a perpetual cycle of mild torture just bad enough to break you but just barely
Food and water are starting to be disgusting it's almost as if my body is rejecting it yet I have to force myself because not eating or drinking i know it's unhealthy and it'll just make stuff worse. Most food is starting to taste bland and mushy while water feels slimy and just not consumable I wake up in the middle of the night because my mouth feels dry even then drinking water is horrible
Even now I'm having a breakdown at 1am even tho I have to wake up early to do an exam I feel like puking my mouth is dry I'm hungry but food is disgusting I can't stand it I want to sleep but I just can't no matter how much I drink the feeling of thirst is there I just really need a hug and someone who's going to tell me it's all gonna be ok that it'll all buff out in the end that I can rest after that and take my time to sort out my problems and to think
As a kid I was neglected by everyone even my parents for the time cuz I had worse grades than my brother I felt like I had no value that aslong as someone interacted with me or had any use of me I had value that I was something and only after getting better grades had I started being noticed by my parents so that's how it all started I guess I had a twisted vision of being worth something only if I had good grades or tried my best so I ended up with close to no friends trying to bump up my grades to feel like I'm worth something I burnt myself out on that high
I feel so damn tired i cant feel nothing but pain i wonder why god made me this way. Every day its nothing i do nothing i say nothing, its been more then 18 months now i have no friends nobody to talk to just myself.
Late night I cant sleep Well surely nobody will care about this but meh let´s try it It´s not depression at all I mean kind of but not at all, I have the love of my family, my parents and my brother, I am still alive for them, nobody more than them. I just feel bored in my entire life, feeling that the time it´s just going and vanishing forever, I cant feel enything at all even when I try to cry none a single tear drops, I just dont have anything in my chest just a hole, a void nothing it´s indide despite emptyness, I just feel empty in my life like nothing to do and nosense When my parents ask me, how are u i just say, Im ok mom thanks for asking but the reality is that I am not good at all. I've lost most of the friends I had, nowadays I dont have anyone to talk to, someone to whom I can tell my problems sometimes just with the presence of someone who listens to you it´s enough for me, but I am also afraid to do so because I do not want to worry the few people that I have left, no one to talk to and no one talks to me, irl or whatsapp just I feel that I have no one. Sometimes there are days when I just need a hug but I have no one, the feeling of loneliness it´s so deep for me Thanks if you have read this
At this point I'm just an animal dying. Tear ducts dried up so there's no more crying No point anymore in trying Won't eat won't drink don't wanna breath I'm eliminating everything I need and all that I will be I'm so calloused, tired of everything I see And I know even after there's no light for me
hi yugen. probably won't see this but your music playlists has helped me get through some shit more than once. i, from the deepest pits of my heart, thank you for everything. i don't really know how i could properly thank you because i'd kill myself 5 times over to have to show you how much you've done. so i'm leaving a comment in some probably hopeless thought you might read it someday. anyway, thank you
I'm tired. But of what? Of me, I guess. But what about me? Maybe, I'm tired of trying? Or maybe, I'm tired of lying to myself. About how everything is fine. I'm tired. But of what? Of life, I guess. But what about life? Maybe about how hard it gets. Or maybe, how draining it feels to live. How it steals and takes. I'm tired. Of me, Of life, Of everything.
