Guys, this will be the last video where I use visuals of the simpsons, this is due to copyright problems, from now on I will use different kind of visual art with my type of editing. Also now I upload a weekly video. I hope you understand, greetings! ♥
Isolated. This is how I feel right now. I've come to terms with the fact that a friend of mine who I loved like a sister is no longer close to me anymore, and I have to let her go and move on. It's so hard to let go of someone who means so much to you, who you genuinely loved like family, but I'm so tired of being so emotionally invested when she just... isn't. I'm so tired...
Going through something like this too, trying to come to term with it and wanting to move on. She was my best friend, but then, treated it me like an afterthough, as if I didn't exist. As she said it, I just became another tool for her to use. Even after a year, it still pains me, and makes me feel so isolated.
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To be honest, most of my past was me sitting alone with absolutely no friends. All starting from pre-k. Kids rejected me and I was never treated like anyone else was. I wasn't wanted by my classmates so I was always the silent one who would remain alone and seem useless to everyone. 3rd grade was when I met a few friends but I was still treated poorly. Till 8th grade I've felt the same and my friends feel that I'm okay but sometimes, I'm not. Sometimes I'll cry at night or sometimes I'll think about the past of how lonely I am. How I'll most likely be nowhere in the future and that my friends will be gone to handle their own life. I'm currently dating a boy around my age who is honestly sweet, and he's shy and somewhat like me. He may not always be romantic, but he's still very sweet and I love him, but even if I got some friends and someone I love a lot, I still have all these current and past memories that wander and swirl in my head. *E n d l e s s l y .*
This is officially the end of Simpsonswave neotic was the best at it it's only right that you end it thank you for all the great visuals and mixes blessings
Everyone your heart your soul is pure brighter then the stars that are right above you beautiful people you may not belive me but the sadness make just cover the bright pure soul you have but guess what the sadness is reading leaving the streams of light coming through when the sadness is gone the treasure will be there for you
the lycris of the beginning: Come along with me And the butterflies and bees We can wander through the forest And do so as we please Come along with me To a cliff under a tree Where we'll gaze upon the water As an everlasting dream All of my affections I give them all to you Maybe by next summer We won't have changed our tunes 'Cause we'll want to be In this town beside the sea Making up new numbers And living so merrily All of my affections Give them all to you I'll be here for you always And always be for you Come along with me And the butterflies and bees We can wander through the forest And do so as we please Living so merrily :)
I’ve enjoyed all the time we spent together, more than you can imagine. But I have to end what we are doing in honor of our original agreement that we would remain friends with benefits. This is nothing of your own accord, I just can’t seem to enjoy myself anymore and I believe that is in part due to my inability to distinguish my feelings from this relationship. All I think about now is you and her and how I can’t compete. As previously mentioned, it isn’t your fault, I’m an insecure person, and in that way I was probably never meant for a setup like this. You’re an amazing guy and everything with you has felt right. So right in fact, that I’ve found myself emotionally invested in you in a way I know will break me when I find out you don’t feel the same. You are the closest I’ve ever felt to love, I know this because in spite of all the hatred and bitterness I should feel towards you for not feeling the same, I want the best for you, I want you to be happy and believe you are worth something, too succeed. I hope for your sake, she changes her mind, so you can have that.
the second song destroyed me. it make me remember when i was a kid and i thougth that i could do or be whatever that i want, i want to think like that again... but cant
Love your stuff neotic! You're the channel that inspired me to make mine, even though I've stopped making mixes now, I wouldn't be here with you, in fact, I wouldn't even know about lofi hip hop if it wasn't for you, so thanks
Hey Guys i m Outside in the cold and lonely Night. walking around thinking what Should i do with My life everything i do. for work feels wrong and i troubles me i dont Even know how to explain it ..... i just want to feel free and enjoy life...thats all i want
Hmm picture Lying down on nice grazing grass utop the cliff that looks down on the tall trees below that create a masterpiece of a forest . The night sky shimmers with thousands of wonderful stars. And the moon in all of its glory staring right back at you. You’re chest heaves to the sound of your heart beat, as you inhale deeply- placing your mind on that one drifting cloud. Everything seems to stop all at once. Life gives itself to you and only you. Until you realize that life has no meaning therefore you do not matter and everything you’ve ever had a revelation to has not been worth anything. Devotion is unnecessary and useless and as time flies so does your patience and admiration for living out your soul. Depression consumes your flesh and bone until you finally reside back to your hollow self as you find that this is more suiting. By then you’ve also realized that anxiety will never leave you but the haunting feeling of it’s upcoming pushes you deeper down inside your mind. When light shows no face and dark surrounds you like a warm blanket, you decide to finally let go as your heart gives out and your faith slowly melts into the ground beneath you. You’ve passed onto the next life where a repeated cycle of the same trauma continues to wear you down.
