neotic, I used to listen to this video in my previous job, but recently I see that you removed a song from the first ones (to be exact the second, could you help me with the name?
When i was a kid, i want to grow up fast, but now that i am a grown up man. I don't know anymore, i just want the good ol' days to come back. I want the days where it was simple and fun.
Being a kid without responsibilities or care in the world is literally the biggest privilege we all took for granted so If there are any kids 9-12 years old reading this please don’t rush it be a kid while you still can and enjoy it. Because honestly I didn't know what I had until I lost it Edit: MAN THIS COMMENT IS 3YO!!??!? The kids are now 12-15 yrs lol, anyway I appreciate all the positive reply’s, God bless you people.
When I look at younger me i remember how upset i got at the age of 8 when i realized that you have to grow up and stop running around without a care in the world, 14 now and taking all the chances i can get to savor childhood memories and make ones that will be remembered. The pandemic stole the last few real years i had so this summer will be one full of friends and freedom and happiness, if i can.. i hope..
@@typhoon0425 Lol i was 9 and i just stared in the sky and remembered saying " When your older you will be wanting to be me right now " lol ( im 14 now :- )
I remember my bestie always came home, we used to play, watch tv, go to the main plaza, and even eat "Nice cream" and things in the tiny shop next to my house were at much 40(insert my country coin). ah, i still miss those days, hopefully in my country things go better.. stay safe everywone.
@@JapaneseSoomi dam bro look in the sky and say that again im 19 and i even miss the times when i was 14 i know for a fact it will get even worse and i should probably also look in the sky and say when your older you will wanna be me but shit thats life
I agree. Something was special back then, but I can’t place it. It’s like everything was so far gone that it was what it was, yet I’m glad that it isn’t current
TheManic10 ikr! The internet is so weird and I love and hate it. The comment section here is full of people just ranting about life and their problems and I think it's nice because there are people trying to reassure each other that it's going to be okay and not to worry because everything will make sense and you'll look back and see how far you've come
Just think about how his life must be like, if he feels the need to write something like that. I feel deeply sorry, because it seems he cannot connect with us.
The fact that we never run into the same strangers on the Internet twice and we say 'I love you' and 'You're feelings matter' hurts the most because some people you know in real life will never say those things no matter how many times you run into them.
Hey, bro, u got this, no matter what, there’s little things in ur day that brighten you up, and these things will get brighter and brighter until your life and mindset changes, ....look I don’t know if I’m just speaking pointlessly but dude, stay strong, I’m here for you.
By looking into the now and making them the good days. We don't look for what we do not think about at first until someone brings it to your belief system and begins to spark the curiosity that never should of been :) the good days are everyday if you choose it
This reminds me of a time when I was about 13, and I was going to a sleep over with these really chill and sweet girls. My parents were extremely strict, so experiences like this were EXTREMELY hard to come by. The girls and I stayed up most of the night running and playing on the streets in the moonlight. Once we returned to their home, we ate snacks and really just chilled, something I had never done. I ended up alone in the youngest girl's bedroom. Her floor was covered with a thick layer of clothes and stuffed animals. The lights were off and the room was freezing cold. I remember falling asleep watching adult swim. I don't think that I've ever been happier in my entire life than I was in that moment.
I just came back to this video and read your comment again EDIT: I realized this isn’t the original one, what would you get from doing this? This isn’t your experience though
It might be because some people are addicticted to negativity or depression because its a default setting for them. Maybe because they had a childhood that was hard and tough and they grew up with a dysfunctional family and so it makes us feel more in place with ourselves
For those of you who are interested: The video is made with AfterEffects and he used the plugin "RedGiant Universe" for this cool glitch effect. I think he used these effects: Glitch and VHS.
Nostalgia can be either painful or heartwarming but it is nice to rethink the past. Just remember all the fun times with friends, running down the streets, playing tag. All life is wonderful, just always know things will be great in the end and how much more of your life you have to live. But take this advice, time flies so live life to its fullest.
I met my best friend playing tag. I asked her at recess, "hey, do you want to play tag?" She said sure, and we had a playdate the following week. The last time I talked to her was an email during the beginning of 7th grade, asking if she ever got Pokemon moon
I'm 16, and I've started to really miss when my life was more simple, when I didn't get so worried about everything, when I could actually feel my emotions and have fun without something crawling up my back, when I didn't have anxiety about everything around me, when I didn't feel like a disappointment to myself and everyone around me, when I didn't have to worry about growing up and so on. Now that I've grown up more, part of me just feels "empty" seeing the world around me in it's current state and just thinking about all the things I was expecting to be as a kid. I just feel like I "lost" a part of me somewhere over the past few years. And now that I'm only a couple years from finishing high school, I just don't know what to do with my life and where to go next.
You will probably get this feeling at more points in your life. You change, even though a central part of you is always with you, you're still so different than just a few years ago, it feels like a different planet!
It's okay. It's a part of growing up. You're just realizing that with age comes expectations and responsibilities you couldn't have possibly understood as a kid. Instead, focus on what you can do to put yourself where you want to be. It may take work, but with work comes reward, and those are pretty sweet when you know you've earned it. Realize that everyone goes through the high school doldrums, and most kids your age have no clue either.
I'm 18 and I don't know where my life is going, I wish I could be a kid again, back to simpler times always happy and smiling but now it's becoming so hard to be positive knowing all the things I once loved are slowly leaving me and my life is changing and I'm growing up and seeing the world so differently to how it was when I was a kid. Time is the worst enemy. I love you all.
Matteo Pesci I absolutely fucking feel you. I can't stand existing right now. My life is going absolutely no where. Feel like a puppet just being controlled by society and my family.
Back when we didnt have to worry about anything, when we felt okay, felt happy, felt.. alive? Yes we're alive now but. Back then it was so much more believable.
I miss the good days when I was 11 years old when I didn’t have to worry about school shit or anything was just happy and enjoying everything… sadly life doesn’t work that way anymore, I’m currently 13 years old I’ve felt extremely weak and empty… I miss my whole childhood
My mum died 4 years ago and from that moment i never felt happy again, i can't smile like i did before, i can't come home knowing that she's there for anything, my father is with another woman and my brother thinks at his own things. I'm alone in this world, i just wish she could be with me just for a moment...listening to this song reminds me of the times when she smiled, she cried, she was angry at me...sorry comment section for this pathetic comment.
Marco Cipriano awww let me hug you. My parents divorced then my dad is married a woman, my older brother passed away and i have no one else besides myself.
Sometimes I just think about when we used to wake up early on saturday or sunday mornings, watching cartoons waiting for everybody to get up...I wish I could wake up tomorrow and be in one of those days, just for once...
i remember waiting for school break to stay up late and watch the old cartoons, fuck ironic how as childs the thing we wanted the most was to grow up...
growing up fucks me up. i'm about to be a freshman in high school and i feel so empty. what happened to me? where did my happiness end? i don't know. what is all this bullshit? i feel like everyone has left me behind. even my old best friend. i remember when we met in the fourth grade. elementary school was so peaceful compared to this bullshit now. anytime i think about this stuff for even one second, it just makes me want to lay down and cry forever. i need someone. i'm not suicidal. just empty. i just feel so... off all the time. all i want to do is go back.
this makes me think of when i was younger, at a carnival with the person i'd loved at the time, and it was the first time i'd ever really gone on a rollercoaster. i mean, it wasn't even a very big one, but i was still scared out of my mind. when we were at the very top, and i was on the verge of freaking out, i looked over, saw them, and it felt like time stopped. i looked at her face full of pure joy, eyes closed with just the purple and orange of the setting sun in the background. for a moment, just a second, it was just me and her, alone together. now, i always feel safest on rollercoasters.
this isn't v good, but i felt inspired to hastily re-write your comment with my own take on it: Sometimes I think of her. Not always because of the sadness she left me with, sometimes I’m grateful for the memories. But always I miss her. I vividly remember the night I realized I was in love with her. We were fifteen, and we’d went on a date together to the annual fair. It was an unusually chilly autumn evening, the air smelled strongly of buttered popcorn and the leaves changing. She held my hand with sureness, we laughed and she sang the song about rain loud into the electric night. I held her eyes in my soul, for that night she was the rain. I’d never been on a rollercoaster before, and she convinced me to try it, just once. My heart was racing, palms sweating, I was an anxious wreck. She held my face in her hands and kissed the tip of my nose. She smelt of lavender and life, and her rainy eyes and melodic voice assured me all was well. I was terrified, the anticipation as we climbed to the top overtook me. As we reached the apex of the ride, I looked over at her. And I can assure you, I’ve never seen a sight so beautiful in all my days. It felt as if time itself stopped and trapped us in its firm, infinite grip. Her smile was glowing, her hair fluttering like a songbird in the wind. She was pure joy as the sun set in rusty oranges and bright, lilac purples behind her. For a moment, just a second, it was merely her and I, alone together, in a painless, perfect world where we loved and never stopped. Now, I feel the safest on roller coasters.
it might sound dumb but my reasons to live are 1. My girlfriend 2. My family 3. Play overwatch with my friends they might sound like very obvious things but the truth is that those things make me feel complete in a way
Im so happy the internet brought me back to this beauty, haven’t heard it since I was in highschool sophomore year. That was 6 years ago. Can you all believe that. I just graduated with my bachelors :’) how time flies
I was listening to this in the back of my friends car last night after getting high. I was laying down and looking at the ceiling, and how the street lights flashed against it every 5 seconds. Every turn made the stars spin. I thought about how happy life was when I was little. Rolling down grassy hills in overalls. Blowing bubbles. I was smiling with joy, staring at those spinning stars. Then at the same time I wanted to cry my eyes out because of the mess my life had become.
this reminds me of one time in the summer when i was 14, me and my friends snuck out on a warm summer night and were walking around, we started hearing loud music nearby and fireworks so we tried to find the place to maybe hang out at or to see whats going on. When walking to find the location of the music a cop car pulled around and started heading toward us so we ran. and I just remember running with all my friends on a warm summer night with the song rocket man playing all around us and fireworks going off, and zoning out when we were hiding, to enjoy the moment. It was one of the most fun nights of my life.
Damn dude, kinda same for me, back in like 2013 me and my friends would always sneak out at night and legit just walk around the town and whenever we saw cops we would run and hide, had some of my best memories during those times, so sad we can't go back anymore.
Reminds me of when me and my sister hid from the police bcuz we were ding dong ditching(ddd) and ig the lady had her shotgun and i ran even tho we were in a great spot right next to the hiuse and in bushes and idk but it reminds me of the good old days..
i love how this comment section gets along so well, whether it's telling stories about the past or current things that are happening. There's only love and no hatred and we're all here listening to eachother. It's truly amazing
I'm from Brazil and I've listened to this song for years almost every day, it reminds me of elementary school, a time when I had an active social life and people who seemed to care about me, currently I'm completely alone and I'm learning to live without depending on nobody
Same, it reminds me of elementary school too. Don’t worry, I was hopeless for years then hope came out of nowhere. Things will get better. Just use this time to find yourself. Only you can make yourself happy, don’t rely on others
High school just ended, entire friend group split in half after a big fight, I'm going in to the Navy along with a couple other friends, and everyone else is going their separate ways. All I can think about is how much I want to go back to late night LAN parties or movie marathons back in Freshman year. Those days are gone.
I miss riding around in my friends cars summer after sophomore year listening to super chill music, sometimes hype music depending on how we were feeling, late night trips to mcdonalds and cookout, watching the same movies every weekend and making our own little inside jokes, sometimes throwing it back and okaying some ps2 of n64, walking up and down my street at night with the cool summer breeze... man
This got me lowkey in tears bro i miss playing some zombies with my homies at 6am on day of finals back in like year 10 when nothing mattered. High school just ended for me too dude and all i can think of is that i won't ever get to experience those laughs anymore because we all grew up. I miss being able to have fun. Hope you and your friendship group make up after their fight dude, nothings worse than losing friends.
I'm kinda jealous of the people writing about their past, even if the stories are sad or seemed like the worst thing to ever happen at the time. I feel like i experienced far too little in my life, it's just empty. I don't have any storys to tell. I've never had a relationship, not even a kiss. And talking to people, especially in class is extremely hard. I have social anxiety and even after 1 whole year in my new school i'm still nervous going there, sweating my ass off everyday. It's summer holidays in Germany right now and I spend my time alone in my room, asking myself: "When will I meet people who truly like me or when will I experience things worth talking about if not now?". I just feel like I'm wasting my time.
NANON this is me right here every little thing I don't have it hard but it ain't easy too I'm just bored of life not tired but bored and I know I can change that but even if I say it's this or my anxiety too I know deep down it's me I always welcome new experiences but never go out of my comfort zone and all I know is that this ain't the life I want it's all tiring and I'm just wasting my time
I have been there, too. It will get better. It is always going to. But you also have to work for it. I know that even the simplest things can be incredibely hard to do, especially concerning social skills. Start with small, little, steps, and eventually it will get easier. Develop yourself, exercise (that right here is the best tip i can give you, and again: start small, have achievable goals, but dream big), respect yourself, and do what you love.
Just reading through the comments makes me think The internet aint all that bad We’ve all had tough times We’ve all had times we’ve regretted We’ve all had times where we’ve just wanted some one to speak to We’ve all had times where we’ve felt lonely If your reading this I hope it somehow Made your day
I wanna find someone that appreciates this music as I do. So we can lay awake late at night listening to this talking about the mysteries of the universe.
Ever since my childhood ended i feel less exited about life and i see it more as a endless sad loop. Im glad there are people on the internet to talk to.
Time goes by faster and faster it seems, the older I get the more disappointed I was but it was because my time was wasted focusing on the wrong things or goals.... monetary goals and career goals can be daunting and sometimes defeating but when I focused on my family and putting good friends around me outside work, everything came to balance. EVERYTHING will be gone one day, we're floating on a spec of dust in an ever expanding universe, life is what you make it and choose to do with time.. irreplaceable...keep your chin up...you can live how ever you want
i wanna go back to the time when i was 7 years old. when i had nothing in the world to worry about. i didn't have to worry about being alone,didn't have to worry about what i looked like,and i didn't have to worry about what other people thought of me. i was free.
god its been 5 years already... glad i got to better place mentally, i remember listening to these all day just to escape, anyways i just wanted to thank this channel for bringing this genre of music to my attetion it helped me beyond words. I wish all the best for everyone and for anyone who needs to hear this.. remember that it get better! just keep on marching on🖤🖤
No one’s asking but I grew up in the 90s so the music I listened to escaping the teen angst or whatever was alt rock/punk/grunge stuff and now Im older and listens to this genre. Crazy how different our eras were but fond of similar music in different times of our lives
Ikr. This commment section is just as depressing as it is uplifting, it's like multiple people sharing their saddest thoughts while other people share their sad experiences to make eachother feel better. It's kind of sweet when you think about it
I feel like I'm going in circles. I feel like with every choice I make, more doors shut. I don't know where I'm going and I don't know which path to take there. I have so many options, yet with every passing day, I have less. If I don't choose something soon, my life won't have amounted to anything at all. But if I make the wrong choice, my life won't have been worth anything at all. I'm paralyzed by the future and I'm afraid to remember the past. So I continue to stay put, living this moment and this moment only.
Just do something bro. That is my advice. I have been lost sometimes and you have to take a choice, maybe you think that is not the best choice but finally it's your way and you have to be proud of it. Then maybe you will feel better because of the course that your choice is taking and in that moment you can start better things which you really believe in. I leave in here my thoughts, I hope it will be helpful for you.
Simply amazing. I don't know why this genre of videos make me feel so strange, but is a strange feeling, like a mix of relax, nostalgia, ...like a trip, or the feelings when you're smoking cannabis, and all of this is the real present, i feel like without any thoughts, my mind is free, empty, and the groove, the music and the pictures fill it...beautiful
Stefandreus it's the soulful jazz music brothaaa, all love n soul goes into those samples. Plus vinyl feels more wholesome cause it sounds like you're hearing it irl.
Oh, the nostalgia I used to spend hours at the uni library studying for exams, listening to the these videos. I graduated uni 1 year, and I haven’t touched these videos ever since. So, listening to this now instantly takes me back. Thanks for the memories ❤
Most RU-vid comment sections are full of trolls and hate and people insulting other people, and I really love how this kind of music really brings everybody together. You guys are truly awesome.
7 years ago!? I refuse to believe that Lofi and simpsonwave are already that old! What a journey though, I always return to these videos. Once upon I was experimenting with many psychedelics and this was the only type of music that could appease me during my trips.
"I don't want to die" Said 7 year old me. Scary thought I had, that realisation hit me hard. I accept it now though, cause it's a part of life, but sometimes I think back to it and think to myself "If only I could live longer in this universe. Who knows what people I'll meet if that was possible?"
If you ever miss your childhood, just think.. It's not over yet.. Say in about 20 years later from now you'll miss this time.. :) Create more! Work may suck, but so did school at times when we were young. Our childhood was just the beginning of creating beautiful memories they just make room for new ones! So dont dwell on the past, keep having fun.
Congrats 💜💜💜 & honestly same this song used to make me think about a past I thought inescapable and now I feel like I evolved so much. I just come back to feel peaceful
Fucking hell I need to write this all down someone remind me in a bit but I have memories of times I spent with my old neighbour and an old babysitter and old tv shows and it all seems so obscure now how could those things ever have happened in the same life I’m in now
I’ve been with Neotic for a pretty long time now, I’ve really liked his growth. I personally feel like he was able to overcome something over these past few years and is now trying to help us thru whatever we’re dealing with
Im lying in my bed, the room is dark, just this little monitor like a portal to this world where we're all together and we can talk to each other is shining on my face.
My teacher once said “one day you’ll wake up and be 50 and not know where the time went” I didn’t get it when he first said it but now it makes me lowkey sad that I understand
Reminds me of Ben Afflecks quote in "Good will hunting" with Matt Damon and Robin Williams (R.I.P) "Fuck you, you don't owe it to yourself man, you owe it to me. Cuz tomorrow I'm gonna wake up and I'll be 50, and I'll still be doin' this shit. And that's all right. That's fine. I mean, you're sittin' on a winnin' lottery ticket. And you're too much of a pussy to cash it in, and that's bullshit. 'Cause I'd do fuckin' anything to have what you got. So would any of these fuckin' guys. It'd be an insult to us if you're still here in 20 years. Hangin' around here is a fuckin' waste of your time.”
I don't know how is this happening, but somehow reading all of your comments makes me feel connected with all of you guys, we all are here for a reason in common, and i just wanna let every single person who read this comment that he or she is not alone.
Man, listening to this now brings back memories. This made me feel nostalgic the first time i heard it back in 2017. But now, it's making me reminisce about that moment in time when I first listened to this.
I loved childhood.. Playing old games, hanging out with friends.. Those good times. Too bad they don’t last forever :( Edit: Thanks for the likes.. yey For all yall.. Stay strong! :)
This type of music makes me think at night. So many emotions flourish in my mind. It makes me want to run wild in the city at night with my friends and meet new people. The sense of exploration. The sense to fall in love with someone special.
Yeah, it's weird. Even when I get my old gang back together, it's not quite the same. We all have responsibilities, families, etc. There's always that consideration that gets in the way of just hanging out like we used to.
I miss the days when I was a little bit younger and had my dad with me, I want the days that I spent time with my dad in our special room in the house when we were on the computers and just spent time together listening to the music that he played, but now that he is gone and I can’t spend any time with him any more, I look back at those memories of that time with him and smile but a sad/happy smile that I made memories with him. Who ever sees this spend more time with your parents if they’re over 40 you only have a short time with them because you never know when that time is up.
when i first heard this playlist i was in love with a girl. i slept at her home once, and we sat on her bed. it was so calm, we were laughing and talking. then i just laid and she went in my arms and we fell asleep like this, listening to your mix. it probably was one of my favorite moments ever, i felt so safe there, i heard her heart beating and mine even more. we stayed this way for the whole mix. i remember everything and i cant thank you enough for this moment.
Why do I feel as happy for a random user as this kind of stuff actually happen to me? I love silently hating people but it looks like I live with others happiness.
zipHyperap :3 sometimes it’s easier to hate people when we dont wanna get hurt. i kinda used to hate people because i hate myself, and i realized the only way to get out of this shitty vicious circle is to take risks, get out of our safe zone. even if we dont wanna suffer, even if we dont wanna hurt others, its apart of the game and all we got to do is deal with it (btw sorry for my english! i do my best)
@@calypsem8784 take risks, you said? Getting out of this vicious circle? I actually did it. Exactly one week ago, a little after you wrote your reply, I started a long distance relationship with a girl. I'm totally sure this is the biggest risk I'll take in my whole life. Wish me luck with it, as the first time I'll be able to physically see her is gonna be in _at least_ five years time. Take care.
zipHyperap :3 long distance relationships are never easy. i experienced it two times and i don’t think i (personnally) can handle it. i wish you happiness and love, be courageous, im so proud of you. i wish you the best.
I was a depressed, lonely student in high school when I first started listening to this playlist... Now I'm a loner in Medical school but much happier. This playlist pushed me through some very sad times in my adolescence, so I hold a dear fondness to it.
Imagine this: Its around 2 AM, you're laying on your bed, eyes closed and half asleep. In your arms is around your partner, sleeping soundly all snuggled up to you. The room is warm with the scent of your favorite candle drifting through the air. You have fairy lights on, the soft, warm glow being the only light in the room. Its pouring rain outside, the thunder only ceasing for few moments at a time. Your phone is bluetooth connected to a speaker, and this video is whats playing. The atmosphere is what you can only describe as safe and comforting. Its like heaven on earth. With one final small smile, you kiss your partners cheek and drift off to sleep as well.
それはだだまされてはいけない - Yeah maybe, i cannot predict the future I find really good peoples in my life, but still, there is something profoundly mysterious to be alone and just walk at late night wondering about existential questions. Being alone with the Universe .. that feeling ..
Can't believe it was 6 years already. Last time I listened to this is when I was in highschool. Now I am an adult who don't seem to know how to live in this world.
Romeo Eckley Me too... me too... Sometimes though, not as much as we might think... We have music, and people out there who feel the same way, and sometimes someone to talk to. We'll get through this. :) (Sorry, just wanted to offer some comfort, plus I think I needed to say it to myself as well :P)
You know what's strange, I've always thought that I'm alone, and now that I think about it, I realize that I have so many people who care about me, and want me to be happy and are there for me whenever I need them
I am alone - but not lonely. That's a huge difference. I can normally interact with people, but whenever i let someone closer to me, they disappoint me, so i decided to stay "alone".
