𓂀 Shadow Work 𓂀 

I grew up with parents who raised me on quantum physics, Neville Goddard & Stephen Hawking were huge influencers in our home. Every time I would get mad, sad etc. my parents would have me write out how I was feeling then why I was feeling that way and then they would ask me why I was clinging on to the thing that made me feel that way. I learned from early on that what they were teaching me was shadow work. It can be really hard to work thru at times but the feeling is almost instantaneous and freeing 🦋🙏🏻

the moment she said that her relationship with her mom got better, the light in her room suddenly brightened like whoa..

She talks about negative things : light dims She talks about experience after shadow work : light brightens WoW

The key to heal your shadows is to bring them to the light. When light shines over darkness, it gets transmuted into the light. In other words, when you bring awareness to negative emotions, those negative emotions will be transmuted into better emotions. The more awareness that you develop, naturally more shadows will begin to come up to the surface, which will raise your vibration in the long run. Thanks for your energy as always Gem Goddess. Much Love to you :) 🙏

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I literally cried so much like an hour ago because I realized that I am subconsciously afraid of change and unable of letting go. This video has truly a perfect timing. Thank you so so so much. I am going to cry tears of joy now💘

I kid you not gem, but last night I was searching for ways to befriend my shadow self and now I wake up to this video... thank you ✨💫

I used to stop wearing too much pink because people kept saying it's too much. But I can't stop wearing colours cause it affects my mood and it makes me happy. Over time I grew confident and accept that this is who I am. My friends now love the fact that I stayed true to myself and love my positive vibe. Be yourself 😙💖

"At the end of the day, we all want to be liked but the only person that we need approval from is ourselves." - The Gem Goddess ❤️

It's easier to blame the situation than to own up to the fact that you made that choice. That hit me HARD. Thank you so much for this video Gem.

*Grabs tea, grabs dog plushie and ready to take notes* A very interesting topic! I will surely remember this, thank you. Please stay safe! Have a lovely day ✨ ~ 🌼🐱

This is my favorite video you ever made. I feel like you connected with us at a different level. I really appreciate you sharing your story. ❤

This is a wonderful video. When you said “Grab your tea” I immediately paused the video and got myself a cup of cinnamon and apple (I am addicted to tea) and got myself comfortable. I need to start doing some shadow work during this time.

I lost my father at 14. Sending you love, Gem.

I can’t believe how much i can relate to both of the situations you’ve been through. I cried my eyes out during this whole video this was heavily relatable to me. i haven’t cried this much since forever i needed this

Gem... I lost my mum 2 Wednesdays ago... the pain is horrible... look at you so strong now tho... he is proud of you babe i am sure x

awwwwwww I love you so much it made me cry hearing what you’ve gone through. I’m 14 right now and I couldn’t imagine how hurt you must of been. Thank you so much for educating all of us on how we can improve our life and dig deep into our shadows and also teach us about spirituality. You’ve always been giving us advice and staying positive constantly. 💞

As far as I know, the shadow self is not necessarily a negative side of us, but any side of us that we repressed. For example, my shadow self is the kind-hearted little girl who loved and helped everybody, but was abused and rejected because of that behavior. So I have to learn how to be this good girl again and feel safe and protected at the same time! 😊 Love Your work! 🙏❤

In your early twenties? Girl I thought you were like 23. Great video, I could see it was tough speaking on your father, thank you for being vulnerable and sharing that with us. ❤

My dad also passed away of cancer and I was 16. I really felt that.. I did spend every second I could with him and I still don’t feel that it was enough.. So it’s exactly how you say, you never feel that you’ve had enough time with him even if u did spend alot of time together..🌹❤️

Who else clicked as soon as they saw the notification?!

sirens in the background while talking about your dad - a moment of deep honesty, thank you

The universe is always on time. Pay attention to the signs, friends. Thanks for passing on the messages 🙏🏼😌 Your content is always on point.

Oh Dear Don't be sad I think that your dad is allwayes with He loves you and gives you power I SEND YOU LOVE AND GOD BLESS 😇😇😇

Those 4 👎🏻 felt really called out and weren’t ready to face their ego.

Hey thanks for sharing vulnerable moments. You’re a brave soul with such a radiant spirit !

I'm actually crying while watching this, because I struggle A LOT LOT with terrible social anxiety, low self-esteem and lack of self confidence. It's actually becoming chronic lol. It is so annoying and embarrassing. I don't want to enter the new year with the same attitude/ behavior. I want it to completely disappear.

I remember when I kind of "explode" during a class , went to the bathroom and cried for a while, after that A teacher asked if I was okay and if I wanted I could talk to him. I told him that I felt kinda sad because I didn't feel like I fit anywhere, that I am always worried about how people feel about me. I can't remember the whole conversation 'cause it was last year, but I do remember one of the things he told me: "You cannot control how people feel or think about you, but you can choose how YOU feel about that and how you confront/see/take a situation". It helped me so much, it still does. Whenever I feel insecure, I remember this... so instead of suffering and torturing myself, I chose to accept myself and love myself for who I am.

Around 9:35-10:50 when you start telling more of your truth and more about your dad... The background became softer. YOU started to glow 😊 The sun was shining ☀️ I believe your dad was in that moment❤️

i needed this omg 🥺

I can empathize with you. My dad passed away from pancreatic cancer. I had to deal with it myself and still be strong for my mom and I . I think your mom was trying to protect you in some way. Your dad is always around to guide you. Thank you for sharing your personal experience. We all appreciate you for that

Wow. Wasn’t expecting the depth of this video, but thank you so much for sharing those parts of you with us. Sending love to your heart with your dad’s transition 💕 your transparency is appreciated and even helped me look inward while watching. some of the topics were super relatable. Thanks again for showing up! This was a great vid ✨

I remember the first time I saw this video; it was the start of lockdown in our area, and I got the covid. I only watched it for the first few minutes because I felt like I didn't need this. 'If I have money, I'm happy' was and is still my mantra. Now, my current self is lost and isn't able to feel happy although I am grateful for everything I have. Watching this whole made me feel regretting that I didn't continue watching this 3 years ago 😢

I lost my mom at the age of 21 and lost my father (my rock) at 23. I never knew I had so much shadow work to work on until I found this video. I blame myself for a lot. Thank you for this video ! I knew I found you for a reason ! 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

This is probably the best shadow work videos I’ve seen honestly

Everytime I watch you, I think about how beautiful you are, I never would have thought you had those issues with social anxiety. The way we feel is on us, but sometimes the issues are other people, I wonder if they were jealous of you and projecting that on to you, or you picked up on something subconsciously. Really sorry about what happened with your dad, hearing you speak about it made me cry. It great that you managed to make up with your mom. xx

You can never prepare for your parents passing--no matter how old you are. I am happy that your forgave yourself and your Mom. it is really hard to come to that realization. I can relate to this. Thank you for sharing.

No matter how much time you spend with a loved one before they pass it will never feel like enough. So true😭 I beat myself up for not spending more time with my baby nephew before he passed but you’re right - I still wouldn’t feel like it’s enough and I never would have felt ready to let him go 💔 thank you for opening my eyes to that.

There was a point she became emotional.. Oh girl.. Such a strong woman you are❤

Can you do a tarot reading about 'what is your life's purpose' please? Btw you're really beautiful and Ily ❤️

I just want to say... you shouldn't blame yourself either... you were a child.... you were protecting yourself the best way you could Thank you for sharing this very hard experience, you are brave and beautiful.

I was doing shadow work earlier on today via journaling.

I had a best friend 2-3 months ago. Before her, I was not seeking validation but for years she manipulated me and in these days I'm seeking validation to every people that I met. So I'm here for dealing with this. And I believe myself. Thanks for this beautiful video by the way.

I also wanted to tell you I teared up when you talked about your dear dad! He shines through you Gem I wish I could meet you oneday! You have changed my life for the better! Your dad truly is amazing!! He raised the best girl in the universe!! Gem I love you soo much keep doing what your doing your THE BEST!! Consider me one of your best friends!! I will always want the best for you!!👍🤝❤🧡💛💚💙💙💜

Your first story made me cry. Hard. I could intensely feel your pain. Also, I got reminded of one big shadow I‘ve had, with my mom. I used to have an eating disorder, and subconsciously I knew I was harming myself. My brother got very concerned and talked to my mom about it, and she was like „oh I was like that too at that age, and it probably wouldn‘t help if we tried to make her change it“. In retrospect she was absolutely right. I wouldn‘t listen to people telling me I was undereating. I had to make the change myself, and I did, but I blamed her for letting me hurt myself for a while.

Omg I am SO SORRY you went through that! Loss is Really hard, Especially when you are young. I had the same problem because I had many people die when I was young. Thank you for being so open, and THANK YOU for doing this video. I've been praying the last few days that I could learn how to do more shadow work. Thank you!

Awesome seeing you vulnerable when you speak of your dad. Thank you for being human

My dad died when I was 14 too. He wasn’t really a strong figure in my life he was pretty abusive but I feel I could understand the resentment you wouldn’t have towards your family members for doing that to you. Also me and my mom fight a lot too over small things she just annoys the crap out of me . But she’s not very spiritual so at least you had that as a plus.

So trueee when I start thinking about why I'm feeling this way, negative feelings just go away....like that's my way to deal with negative thoughts

I do shadow work when I’m not distracted or busy on some kind of mission. I want to say to you I haven’t heard of shadow work I would call it understanding why I allowed somethings to go the way they did and realizing free will can cause regret but hey that’s how we all live and learn. Just try to not repeat a situation we have regretted. I’m sure your father knows your heart ❤️ and fully understands what happened. He wouldn’t want nothing but the best for you. He’s with you in spirit and soul that will never die. Talking about your shadows your working on helps with healing for sure 👍🏻🇺🇸🤔 🥂

started crying while you were talking about your situation. thank you for sharing .

Got this notification while on the toilet, I wonder what the universe is trying to tell me now 😅 😹😹🧘🏻‍♀️

I am now heading into my 50s and I have been doing shadow work my whole life. I Remember being a kid and exploring why I was having a reaction or why I had certain anxieties. The work has never stopped. I had an extremely difficult and abusive beginning to my life and have worked through most of it. I have found though, that there is still work to be done with regard to my relationship with my mother. She moved into my house a few years ago and it has trigger stuff in me I thought I had already worked through. So I have rolled up my sleeves and have been working on it. It is never easy, and I have starts and stops. I am ready though to bring it all to light and transform these energies. I am so ready for the next step. So ready to release and evolve to my next stage. Sending light and love. Thank you for sharing your story.

I can see my shadow flipping me off right now. Is that normal?

Wow... she literally breaks down and some people still disliked the video🥺 you're an amazing witch 🧙‍♀️ and I look to you for growth on my spiritual journey ✨ 🙏 ☪️👁✡

Yay she came through 😆😆

I'm abit "late" for this video cause I wasnt in a mental state to do shadow work 5months ago, I'm ready now and I find myself in you with some of your experiences.. I'm in my late 20s and I'm still working on my self confidence and anger management. Thank you so much for sharing your personal experience and honestly I cried so much at the first part 🤍

love you! Please stay safe!

The moment she started feeling so emotional, the only thing I wanted do was to give her a big hug :(

Thanks for being so vulnerable wow, I love when you make spirituality videos!!

I just landed to your channel first time and I am so impressed by your content. I am a 48 yr old single mum and have always been listening to channels to the well known masters in rather old age with loads of experience and I wouldn’t expect to learn and inspired from a young girl like you, honestly. You are so powerful and brave to share your deep feeling and experience esp what happened with your dad. Thank you so much and I will continue to watch your videos . You are such an angel 😇 ❤❤❤

I admire the effort and passion you invested into this video Gem :) :) :) :) :) :)

I sat and cried watching this video I can relate so much I have a lot of shadow work to do😞

Aww babe, so heartbreaking to see you talk with so much emotion about your dad ☹️ Just remember he’s always with you. Sending lots of love your way ❤️❤️

Couldn't be easy to make this video.Thank you.I had something similar last year,I stopped looking at myself through my parents eyes.I'm less angry and more happy and free if that makes sense.Well turning 40does that to you I guess.I'm still getting comments from them,but only from them it doesn't play in my head on the loop anymore.I'm great full even in this difficult time.Love and blessings to whoever reads and needs this

😳😳😳Wow, When you started getting emotional and teary eyed, I saw & felt your dad was there giving you a hug, you'll notice it because the lighting gets brighter at that moment.. amazing to catch that & your dad does say it's not your fault - don't blame yourself no reason to be angry, he's at peace and ok with it

I have been doing that for a year already but now I know what the right word for this is. I always called it self-reflection and self improvement. It made me understand myself better.

wow ive never been this early but super excited for this vid!

Hello Gem Goddess, Thank you so very much for your video on Shadow Work here. Thank you very much for revealing to us your vulnerable shadow work experiences. You are a beautiful soul as I'm sure you've heard many say already. Just to let you know, I have been struggling to do shadow work these past two days to forgive the circumstances and people that have let me down and even ultimately God in some cases. I am in a position now where God has asked me to test him and prove himself within the next few days in a miraculous way. While I do not know what to expect, I have been shown that I need to deal with forgiving my partner for a very recent emotional breakup which honestly was meant for us to have a spiritual awakening. It's super inconvenient because I have to get up and go to work in the morning and it's after midnight. But spirit seems to be halting my life until I heal this issue to the core so I can move on with my life and be prepared for welcoming in a new abundant energy. Anyway, thank you tremendously for sharing your wisdom and insight into this healing modality.

I can feel your emotions through my screen stay strong ❤️ and stay safe

You really are a Gem! I have been working on myself for several years without realizing it was called shadow work. I used to get so angry at my mom for everything. I never understood why she didn't seem to care about me. It finally dawned on me one day that she was doing the best she could with what she knew from how she was raised. I finally let it all go and we can have conversations without her raising my blood pressure most of the time.

This was a whole new side of you, you let your viewers in on of you. I just want to say thank you, thank you from me and thank you from other viewers I'm sure. Your such an inspiration and your so wise for a young person. Thank you again! Great video

Girl your story about your dad.....I feel you.....trust me. Sending you much love! I am with you ❤️

I'm so glad I listened to the whole thing. First I have to say that seeing you opening up was very touching and liberating. Showing your vulnerability is so tough in life and I felt like if you could do it, then I could too. Then I want to share my experience with shadow work: As someone who has had recurrent suicidal thoughts, I always blamed it on my life. Lately, I came to realize that these thoughts were actually a way to protect myself from feeling painful emotions, such as abandon, because when you are suicidal, that's usually when people worry thus care the more about you. I then realized that my depression and anxiety were mostly all just a way to try to avoid the pain and the discomfort and that, by making myself unconsciously believe that something was wrong with me, I would then have an excuse to not face social situations or life obligations. To sum up, even if it's hard and painful staying grounded and present is very beneficial in the long term if you are ready to really become the person you are.

I’m sorry that you had to relive something so difficult to do this video but I’m thankful that you used it as an example. During a time when a lot of people are reassessing their attitudes and reactions to current events, this is extremely timely

Hello there Ms. Gem Goddess! I just wanted to personally come back and thank you for your predictions. My twin flame just came back to me just like you predicted he would. Even Down to the very day you said. You said it would take place on the night of a new moon and while the moon was in Aries, it did! You are totally awesome and thank you for all your help. ❤❤❤

Baby girl it’s gonna be okay!!!! My dad died August 15th, 2008 when I was ten. It was his birthday two days ago, I didn’t sing happy birthday till about an hour ago. Might not be everyone’s cup of tea but I’ve found a lot of healing in calling out to my dad(I’m a witch) I have some of his grave dirt and a photo of him on a table where I light candles for him and play this music box that plays the “my sunshine” lullaby. He comes and talks sometimes, Float in Love forever Warren Lee Hill

Kudos to you! It must have been really hard to re-live those experiences by sharing, but it just goes to show how much you’ve overcome those shadows by being able to share it so freely with the world. Major props!

I saw your video with Graenolf. I love both of you and watch both of you. I feel like I'm dreaming.

the timing of this was unbelievable, thank you! sending love and peace to all

I just felt your pain when you talked about your dad. I feel it in my root chakra when someone is in pain it’s so crazy . But I was crying with you . Sending love ! you are so strong ❤️ my role model

Perfect timing, we all need to do this self reflection 💕💕💕

I am an empath who has had a very similar experience with my dad before he passed. I had very much guilt. The thing that has helped me these days is knowing that I was the person I was then because that is all I knew how to be. If I would have known what I do now. I would have been different. Time helps, growth helps!

THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I NEEDED at the perfect time!!! Thank you for this very needed video! I have so much anxiety/shyness and i am breaking out of people's labels of me

When you speak about your dad, I hate to say this but either your or his guides may have actually been pushing it to be that way to protect you... Like he definitely knew you saw him as your protector, and he felt like he was almost letting you down by allowing you to see him that way. Just a little divine intervention. I do think it is so beautiful that we confront those feeling. But I got a really deep tinge in my gut when you said he was so out of it from the cancer drugs and morphine that it was actually meant to be that way. He didn't want you to be there as much because your memory would lock onto seeing him at his weakest, not his strongest. Your guides knew you were strong enough to work through the anger your held towards yourself afterwards. SO AMAZING you can be so candid with it.

seeing you be so vulnerable and real by sharing your personal stories is beautiful thank you ✨💖✨ i relate to your second example. crazy thing is i didn’t even realize i was doing it until you mentioned it, it was just so natural for me. you helped me out tremendously by seeing this. thank you!!!! love and many blessings 🤍

You sweet, beautiful woman. I am so sorry you had that experience with your father. You deserved to know the truth. You are so strong for being able to work through that.

Aww feel that pain !! Shadow work is beautiful! One love 💕

i came here after a recent tarot reading of gem... (message from future self ig) my pile said my future self wanted me to be myself. They mentioned shadow work so i wanted to know abt it (and i ended up here) . And this is the moment i realised i had/have many masks that i forgot who i was or never got a chance to know who i really was... Good luck to me on this journey of finding myself (finding nemo lol) .I hope everyone learns its ok to be ourselves.... ending with 'love yourself. speak yourself .face yourself . be yourself ' (the inner army just couldnt stop herself) Anyways good day to you💜

Omgoshh gem ❤️. I loveeeee this video! Thank you so much I needed this!! My video suggestion is what you eat in a day... i wanna see what the hype is all about with you and lentil soup!! Plus i need some motivation to eat the healthy live food that you talk about

plz make a video on ‘whether success is coming my way or not’🥺🥺

So helpful and thank you for being vulnerable

My father went to prison for 10 years when I was 14. I did not lose him entirely but in many ways I did. I feel so much transformative energy from this. Thank you, love 💕💕💕✨ Its truly an honor to receive your voice and your message and I’m so thankful I found your channel. All my love 💜💜

I absolutely love ur videos

There are so many things that you’ve been through are so close to everything I’ve gone through. I was born with these things that I have been trying to work on to this day. I couldn’t even finish freshman/sophomore year & I never got to graduate but I didn’t want to, because I had one friend in my entire school. You’ve helped me so much to understand my abilities etc. thank you for existing- I believe my spirit guides brought you to me.

You are such a light girl! Thank you for this★

I hope that you read this Gem Goddess ... I think you’ve triggered some kind of deeper awakening in me than I’ve had in the past. It started only one week ago with your shadow work video (I know because I left a comment here!) where I invited my guide to help me through a childhood trauma. That unfolded into me asking who my guide really is which led me to your Tarot Reading about meeting your guide. Then, you mentioned Joe Dispenza so I started poking around at his work. I’ve started leaning into my future like he says which led me to meditation. I did one of Joe’s meditations last nights before bed and I had a CRAZY experience. It was a 20 minute meditation and around the 15 minute mark he said to “Experience the energy around you and change the souls perspective to witnessing your day instead of being the one to experience your day.” When I “left my physical body” to witness my day I felt dancing fingers on my left arm starting at the elbow and going up to my shoulder. It startled me and honestly scared me! I snapped right out of meditation and it stopped. Do you have any idea what that was? My intuition was saying it was my guide and they were playfully saying “You’re in our realm now, where I can be with you”

the second example really touched me. you explained everything. i needed this. thank you.

I don’t know this beautiful women, but she helped me so much to solve my issues and overcome them. A huge thank you to this beautiful beeing 😁

I was literally thinking about this topic all day and explaining to my mom an hour ago what shadow work was and this was the first notification i opened to! wow thank you :)