update: I don't think I love him (my old best friend) .. well he was my first love, and I do remember those nights when I couldn't stop thinking about him, I remember how my heart would race every time I saw him, hugged him, and even talked to him. It does make me sad to say that he was my first love. I know that I don't love him anymore; every time I listen to these types of songs, especially perfect would remind me of him and our most significant moments. do I miss him? probably not I just ignored what I wanted him to be. Don't think things will last forever because if you do and that doesn't happen you're going to have the greatest pain of heartbreak. I learned from my mistakes. I still remember the time when I walked away crying after hearing what he said abt our relationship. I remember the night I cried because I thought I lost my best friend forever and I did. It does not mean that u should lose hope or just give up, stay positive, and find who's worth it, find someone who's going to give u the same love. anyways, I wish everyone reading this that one day we will get the love that we deserve and we are going to be with that person forever.
it's late night and i'm studying, and i've come to this playlos. heard the first song - which i didn't know about - and absolutely fell in love. this man never fails making me love music.
