𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐚 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐲. 

Never gave myself to anybody because I knew I’d get hurt. Gave her a chance, let her in, loved her, gave her flowers and her favourite snacks and drinks, told her my secrets, picked her up at 6am so she wouldn’t get late to work because her car was broken, wrote love letters to her and made her my top priority. She cheated on me and gave me an STD. Denied it after as well. I’m better alone as I have always been. Fuck love.

"We are someone else's memory, if only could we remember"

I'm writing this comment while eating my dinner alone, far away from home and my family and friends, all because of a wrong decision that I allegedly made without evwn having to authority to choose but All I can say is that not the end I'll probably be better person in the years to come hopefully I mean. I have been through many stages in life, and I have overcome most of them. but these hard times nowadays are much more difficult than it was before. There have been many that I had no one to talk to, and so broke that I would save the meal for 3 days. Thank God those days have passed

She broke up with me just last week and found a new man a few days after thanks...

It hurts that she found someone else..

Her method of dumping me was ghosting me for 3 days. I only found out she had dumped me after I went to her house. Her cousin confirmed the news. So my ex didn’t have the guts to dump me properly.

I’m surrounded by love yet I feel lonely. I want companionship that’s what’s missing and yet I can’t seem to find that person for me dunno why but I linger about it every night.

It's gonna be fine, Is hard time will pass

Why I have to be alone ? , there is no difference between being good or bad, nothing matters here

im trapped in my mind ⛈️

Either I’m a memory or a second option

I’m not a memory, I’m forgotten

I am a just joke for people They laugh and forget

when you actually realize that the only enemy was your mind all that time

i wont even be a memory

whats the first one called? if anyone knows.

Real

.. its been 33 years now jhonboy where are you now... with out me ur a liar u said u never lie.......

It's hurt to read a comments...

what song is at 42:30?

Bro thank I feeling die 😑

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