It's impossible to express in words what this genre of music does to me. I feel like I'm in the most serene location, and each image they choose for their videos tells a narrative.
To you who are reading this comment: Give me the strength to no longer be afraid of anything or anyone. Allow me to be the calm and happy spectator of life as it is. Thank you for wishing this for me.
I just started prep school 2 days ago, I want to stop it already, it's very hard, and I feel like they lied Everyone around me want me to wait and even do my whole year but it's not what I wanted, it's politic, geography, history, latin, litterature, I want to *write* and *draw* I feel like I got betrayed. By what is supposed to be my teachers.
Pretty sad. I'm sorry that some stuff like that makes you feel that way. Unfortunately there are bad teachers that only bring you down. My advise, I know that is really draining the process, but what helped me to get through it was thinking that no one except me can destroy what I want, so try to think that this stage of your life won't last forever, just wait in free time and hold on until you are graduated and proud of kooking forward in the hard times doing what you wanted 💯. Hope you feel better along this new year, don't worry that always there always be people behind your back 🫂. Thank you if you read this, peace✌🏻
Almost 12 hours ago I ended a relationship with a man with whom I had been together for 2 years. I feel lousy, as if a piece of my soul was torn out without anesthesia. It was my first relationship. We had similar interests, we grew up together, overcame difficulties, spent a lot of time together at first, I thought it wiil beforever. But spending more time together began to understand that we were not on the same path. For the last six months we argued a lot, for various reasons. As a result, he felt less and less feelings for me, and I felt that I was no longer needed. We came to the conclusion that we have different values in life, different visions of love and care. We argued a lot over the last week or two and today I wrote that we need to break up. I am very grateful to this man for everything, he showed me how to love and be loved, I am grateful for the time spent together, all the ups and downs. I really hope that everything will be fine for him in life. But without me.
You only have so many hours remaining. Use them wisely. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength, resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (series)
I've come to the point of trying to find comfort in a YT music playlist title and I've found more than I've found today anywhere else, I'm on a new low...
I started my first year in med school 5 days ago and I just can't, I mean I can't focus and I'm always tired, my brain cannot. I started few days ago and I'm late in the program. Everyone is far ahead from me. I feel so guilty and I don't know what to do. I know it's also because of my health problem that I'm tired all the time but I can't not succeed this year which is a year of competition cause just 10 per cent of the studients can succeed and I want to succeed and I know that I can but now I'm stuck.
Move, God damnit,move! It hurts and that's the point. Pushing yourself through this this will be the stark reminder to yourself in the future, looking back and thinking the comparison of how the now is so much easier then back then. You have the power. You have the potential. Freaking move, my friend and do't you dae stop.
