One day we will be free from this one day we will smile again one day we will love again one day we will be happy that we didn't do anything stupid after meeting some beautiful people one day its all gonna happen just hold on just a little longer
"i cant wait to be older" the kid said to his big brother "....kiddo, let me tell you something. No matter how hard you think your life is right now, it'll only get worse as you age. One day you'll cry yourself to sleep so much you'll never be able to cry again, one day you'll look at the world around you and think nothing except how much its hurt you buddy. When that day comes, I want you to think back to this day, and think of how far you've come. How much time has passed, how much pain you've been through, how much you've lost and all the tears you've cried well losing it. Then I want you to think of how you've lived through it all and your still going. I love you kiddo, and i am so...so proud of you" his brother said
I miss when the only thing I worried about was getting her out of bed and how i could make her day better...and now i dont want to get out of bed cause im still with her when i lay here in my sleep...i miss smiling with her i miss her fingers running through my hair when im stressed and now its just me scratching until my head hurts..i just miss her and im gettin tired of it im gettin tired of telling myself ill find someone else...who wants something broken...no one but i cant end it cause of my family...but theres only so many nights like this i can handle
I feel you... I'm going through the same every single day... What's killing me the most is that I'm the reason for breaking up... I did it for both of us But... What's the point What's the point of this all If the only one who can fix our wounds is each other I've took a dump decision And I don't have the nerve to talk again... I'm just .. I feel shy I'm an extra introvert I have panic attacks whenever I talk to people.. Whenever I walk into a place filled with people I lost all my friends (they where only one btw & that one was him) Maybe I'm the reason why people avoid talking to me I'm just the reason... I don't know why am I writing all of this now ... Maybe it's the music ._. Hope you'll feel better soon 🫂
Provavelmente vcs gringos não vao entender o que eu estou falando mas ta ok, bem eu sou um cara que todo mundo tem bastante expectativa em mim pq eu nasci dotado de uma grande inteligência, eu sempre aprendi as coisas muito rápido, sempre tive facilidade com resolver problemas e sempre fui muito independente, eu fui me enchendo de conhecimentos através dos anos, atualmente eu falo 3 línguas, sei de tudo sobre nutrição dentre outros diversos assuntos da área da saúde, porém me sinto um lixo quando eu tento ser uma pessoa normal, eu sou super social e tenho facilidade em fazer amigos, mas quando eu faço um erro por menor que seja as pessoas ficam tão desapontadas comigo que eu simplesmente tô deixando de viver minha vida por causa das esperanças deles em mim, ficam me dizendo que dariam tudo pra ser como eu, sendo que na realidade nem eu gosto ser assim. Those words really come from the inside of my heart
Sos una gran persona, porque nadie hace lo que vos, nadie piensa como vos, y que si se decepciona esa gente que no ve el valor verdadero que uno pone día tras día, como yo trabajando 16hs... 18hs 8hs 16hs otra vez llegando a casa llorando y aveces sin comer... y así con ganas de ser mejor, no muchos lo notan pero... uno mismo sabe las cosas que pasa y soporta; no te rindas nunca. :) 📈💪
my mind has become so contradictory that it's simply stupid, the fact that I need to tell myself every day, all day long, that I don't need anyone and that I'm fine alone, just exposes more and more how much I I feel so fucking alone, lying to myself repeatedly has become painful at this point
I’m in the same situation I have friends but I only talk to them 1 time a month if I’m lucky, every time I talk to anyone I feel like I’m being too open so I shut out my self and start to act not myself I just want a friend that knows what it’s like to fabricate a fake personality just so I can talk to someone without feeling like running away.
@@WillowTheCat-vr it's the hardest thing to find someone that deeply understands how we are felling, also one of the most valuable things, i feel the same, sorry that i dont know how to contact you so we could talk more, you look like a lovely person
@@WillowTheCat-vr honestly i am even surprised of how close our problems are, i really understand how bad it is to feel that you can't show too much because i feel like if people know me deeply they'll start to hate me, because is what normally happens
“I can’t wait to be older.” I remember the exact day, setting, situation, weather of that day. All I can say is how wrong I was. I don’t want to be older, I yearn to be at the time in my life when all my worries was when I had to decide what to wear that day for school. What my worry was if I’d get to see my friend at school tomorrow, if he was allowed to sleepover. If I could stay up late on the weekends. I miss it all. If only I could go back, go and see how in love my parents were before they divorced, when they didn’t fight and yell at each other, when I didn’t have to put the pillow over my head to drown out their yelling so I could sleep, when I didn’t have to wonder if the water or the lights were being shut off this month, when I was a happy kid filled with empathy and love. Not hate for the world and its cruelty. I just want to be told it’ll be okay. I want someone to walk up to me and look me in my eyes and say “I know you’re not fine, I know you’re hurting.” I want someone, anyone, just someone to recognize I’m hurting and desperately fighting to stay alive.
I'm here once again, alone, sad, and I don't know what else to do. I've already occupied my mind by working, studying and going to the gym. I don't know what I can do now
We spent over a year and a half in a grouphome together we talked all the time and even when she moved away we spoke everyday all day she had a kid and i got even more attached to the both of them i love them both so much i loved seeing her smile and his little smiles when he'd see me i tried to protect her but i guess i shouldn't have cause now she wont speak to me she made me want to live and now that shes gone i dont know how much longer i can push myself everyday just feels like hell without her i don't want to be here anymore without her
Sometimes we know what truth is but we never accept it The day you do, you win coz that day you get everything you seek. That emptiness finally gets filled by the real called love. Definition of love is very underrated
مزاجي الخاص يصبح رائع حينما اسمع هذه الاغنيه اشعر اني لست كما انا عليه الان انا جيد نعم انا جيد بكل شي ولكن الحياه لا تعطيني ما استحقه لذلك الي الان اعمل على ذلك وبعون لله وبجهدي سوفا انال كل ما استحق ولن اجعل للحزن مكان بقلبي🤍🔥🖤.
я просто не понимаю что со мной, я не понимаю себя, я не понимаю этот мир, я не знаю зачем я здесь, я жива но провожу свою жизнь просто чтобы прожить, нет цели и нет смысла, я просто заполняю пустоту сном и соц сетями, делаб то что не хочу боюсь делать то что хочу, и еще на это нет сил, из-за чувства бессмысленности и потомучто нужно очень много стараться чтобы хоть что то получилось, я боюсь одиночества, боюсь серой жизни, боюсь умереть, боюсь и жить, пожалуйста, если ты это читаешь, постарацся выбраться из этого, найти цель и начать жить , я постараюсь тоже, но позже сейчас нет сил
Все будет хорошо. Найдите Бога. Причина, по которой мы чувствуем себя опустошенными, в том, что мы не знаем, в чем наше истинное предназначение. Найдите Бога, найдите цель.
She just left me after 5 years i always support her because she were lonely and after i become lonely too her new friends didn't like me so she broke up with me and im totally alone nw .. it really hurts my biggest problem that i still love her and couldn't sleep for 4 days while she already moved on..
Ik this is late but hold on bro, don't fall for losing Ur girl I have lost a girl before after 1 year cause she was cheating on me WITH MY HOMIES f*ck life bro it's messed up and just remember people care about u
Choose to be with God he does not hate you nor has he forgotten. You are loved just let him LOVE you! We have been stiff-necked and have hardened our hearts, he’s here for you if you just let him in. He’s changed me my brothers :) God bless
My cat died today, i found her as a rescue and ever since then ive had her in my house. When i wasn’t there she passed. I was at work. My mom called after she checked on her and she had vomited and spit up blood, she loved neck scratches. Rip yoruichi
Anhedonia Lifeless, tasteless, emotionless. A world without color. No will to survive. A shell of the man I once was. Going through the motions everyday. A machine without a purpose. No will, no drive, just endless mechanical movement. That which I used to strive for seems pointless. Entertaining hobbies have become nothing more than dull habits. Nothing to look forward to. Nothing to wake up for. I wish I had a goal. A purpose. I wish I could see the light at the end of the tunnel so that I could run towards it. I’m in the dark grasping for a sense of direction. I’m drowning while reaching for something to swim for. But there’s no land in sight. Nothing that gives me the strength to keep going. Nothing to endure the pain for. There’s nothing to care for. Nothing to feel. I’m numb. And yet there she stands. A ray of light in an endless void. A beacon shining tall above the turbulent waters of a vicious sea. A drip of color in this monochromatic world. A reason to endure. The hope that the next day might be a little better. The hope that one day I might see color once more. The hope that I might be just a bit less cold. She is hope. My hope.
One day, our precious bodies will return to nature it will become a sea foam or soil that future generations step into. Just like now, you may not know you're stepping into our ancestors' soiled bodies, or resting into a tree that grows in their graves. So, Live your life no matter how hard it is, be proud you exist for a short period of time.
A sensação de tudo que era bom passou De que só queria poder voltar no tempo e aproveitar mais um pouquinho Brincar mais, estudar mais, ser mais gentil e para de dar importância a coisas erradas. Eu queria tanto poder brincar com vcs de novo, sinto que estou me tornando uma pessoa ruim, estou pecando muito, desobediente, tenho pensamentos horríveis, já não consigo controlar meus sentimentos como antes. 12-01-2024 Eu quero volta ser boa o suficiente... Perdão mamãe e papai Eu vou conseguir volta eu espero ❤
Saiba que um dia vc vai conseguir voltar novamente e fazer diferente pq vc pode ser diferente, apenas seja forte ao ponto de mostrar pra si mesma que vc e capaz de chegar lá vc e poderosa e forte, essa música e de fuder com os pensamentos ksks mas e boa pra relaxar, bom confie em si mesma faça tudo por quem vc ama e siga em frente
@@Smokken1 nossa mn Valeu mesmo de verdade ❤️ Eu espero poder voltar Antigamente eu ouvia só pra relaxar só que as coisas estavam piorando kkkk Obrigada me ajudou bastante Vou tirar plint kkkkk amei ❤️
all we have to do now is pray and hope god will set us free from this hell hole but not all is bad remember the good times u had with family and friends remember the people u love the people that loved u and and remember me and everybody else in this comment section will always remember u have a good night ladies and gentlemen. 🤗
I've been broken way to many times i can't keep going anymore.Everything in my life is falling apart i don't know what to do anymore everyone i love is leaving i just wish things were different.
Man I’m lonely asf. I have no friends, I can’t do the one thing I like to do skateboard because my ankle is sprained and I’m grounded cuz I’m failing school. I have nothing.
Man my mental health sucks ive been betrayed by everyone even my own family, i've witnessed death, i've been taken away from my family once and a lot more and im the disappointment child.... i miss being 6 and having no anxiety,depression or any worry
If this comment finds anyone just know probably things will be better. I really do not feel good about my life right now and I hope and pray it gets better and I get to live the life that I really want to. A day where I wake up I'm happy to be living this beautiful thing call life. Sometimes I wish I wasn't living in this world instead chilling in heaven and seeing upon all those poor souls fighting, struggling battling everyone and against everything and that to for what? For a better life? Nah pls I don't want to do that. I hope things get better. Anyway I'll go now.
I thought that maybe I had found the one, but he was just another fraud. How can someone be so cruel even when knowing my past? My trauma? I hate it here so much. I must move on but how can I.
I'm just gonna smoke some weed while listening to this, I've haven't been happy since 2019 n I was only 18 years old started happy life but then two years later everything went down south, I'm trynna forget bout life bc of her, she was being abusive n shit n yes I almost got out the hand most time but still put me down just think bout it I just wish I've never met that girl
Crying won’t fix it you’re right, but if you do what you truly want to do and fail (possibly many times) when you do get it (not if but when) you will find you were never broken in the first place just incomplete, i hope you find and attain what you need in life and i know you will. .keep your chin up, don’t take life too seriously, and do what makes you happy
I’m no longer sure of there being an afterlife. Maybe my dead family members are just sitting in a dark void when they pass. Even if they are I only hope their minds are ok in that place and state. Thanks though
Sadece yok olmak istiyorum hayat beni gereğimden fazla yordu taşıyacak gücüm kalmadı yenildim dünya beni yendi ne motivasyonum ne de sevdiğim bir şey kaldı ben tanrının yalnız bıraktığı adamım yaşamayı başaramadım isteklerim büyük şeyler değildi hiçbirini elde edemedim şimdiyse sadece yok olmak istiyorum umarım siz başarırsınız
Brother one day we will have time to reflect on our life’s before we die and after but even beforehand will be happy with what we had let alone when we stand before our maker trust in God brother
Why? This wondering made me empty. Why do i have to suffer about all these pains alone? Am i depressed?. Am i hurting myself?. Nobody wil know about my pains. I will face it alone. Then i will give up to free life Life withot suffering Life has feelings. Bye
@@Tokubochi0001also I don't know about you, but when I started taking care of myself and started exercising, it started to get better, but in the end I didn't get rid of this feeling.
I yearn to have me back, I feel so empty nowadays and i don't know why, I'm in college, im studying culinary, and I'm gonna start an internship soon, i should be excited, but I'm not. I just wanna stop time completely, I'm in so much pain that I've practically gone numb and it's driving me insane
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