Hey guuuys I just discovered this song a few days ago and I haven’t felt this much for a song in a very long time so…. Enjoy :) Hope u love it as much as I do *NOT MY SONG. LINK TO THE ORIGINAL SONG: • RAYE - Escapism. Ft. 0... *
Sleazin' and teasin', I'm sittin' on him All of my diamonds are drippin' on him I met him at the bar, it was twelve or somethin' I ordered two more wines, 'cause tonight I want him A little context if you care to listen I find myself in this shit position The man that I love sat me down last night And he told me that it's over, dumb decision And I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin' Fact, I don't wanna feel, so I stick to sippin' And I'm out on the town with a simple mission In my little black dress and this shit is sittin' Just a heart broke bitch High heels six inch In the back of the nightclub, sipping champagne I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with In the back of the taxi sniffing cocaine Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex I was looking for a man who's on the same page Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night I don't wanna feel how I did last night Doctor, doctor, anything, please Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me Take this pain away You're asking me my symptoms, doctor I don't wanna feel Took this joint how I'm blowing this steam Back to my ways like 2019 Not 24 hours since my ex did dead it I got a new man on me, it's about to get sweaty Last night really was the cherry on the cake Been some dark days lately and I'm findin' it cripplin' Excuse my state I'm as high as your hopes that you'll make it on my bed Get me hot and sizzlin' If I take a step back to see the glass half full At least it's the Prada two-piece that I'm trippin' in And I'm already actin' like a dick Know what I mean? So you might as well stick it in Just a heart broke bitch High heels six inch In the back of the nightclub, sipping champagne I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with In the back of the taxi sniffing cocaine Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex I was looking for a man who's on the same page Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night I don't wanna feel how I did last night Doctor, doctor, anything, please Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me Take this pain away You're asking me my symptoms, doctor I don't wanna feel (What?) 'Cause I don't wanna feel like I felt last night I don't wanna feel like I felt last night Be at peace with the things you can't change (Last night) I'll be naked when I leave and I was naked when I came, yeah Out of reach, out of touch, too numb, I don't feel no way Toast up, so what, street small but it go both ways So, you'll run, but you'll never escape Sunset in the maze (You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel) I don't wanna feel how I did last night I don't wanna feel how I did last night, oh Doctor, doctor, anything, please Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me You're asking me my symptoms, doctor I don't wanna feel I don't wanna feel how I did last night I don't wanna feel how I did last night I don't, I don't- how I did last night Mhmm lipstick smudged like modern art I don't know where the fuck I am Or who's driving the fucking car Speeding down the highway sippin' Mixing pills with the liquor 'Cause fuck these feelings I left everyone I love on read (Uh-uh) Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed (Uh-uh) I remember nothing so there's nothing to regret (Uh-uh) Last line: other than this four four kick drum pounding in my head, hm
2:50 is the best This song is soo relatable the lines a little context if you care to listen i find my self in shit position And the i you are asking me my symptoms doctor i don't wanna feel is ❤️🪦
im honestly feeling like this song at the moment :') been trying to find this man on the same page since EVER and im pretty sure it will never come. I really can't see a future where i get happy sentimentally. Ever since i've become an adult, Im sometimes afraid of getting stuck into a 'only work' loop, scared of loneliness and not being able to make it. This is just a personal vent on how things are going on at the moment and i hope, so badly for a different ending before i get to the ending point.
me listening to this but from the perspective of a heartbroken daughter because my mum called me a burden and worthless last night - “i don’t wanna feel how i did last night” hits different knowing i went out last night and got sloshed so i can forget. i don’t wanna feel.. how i do inside.
Lyrics: Sleazin' and teasin', I'm sittin' on him All of my diamonds are drippin' on him I met him at the bar, it was 12 or somethin' I ordered two more wines, 'cause tonight, I want him A little context if you care to listen I find myself in a shit position The man that I love sat me down last night And he told me that it's over, dumb decision And I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin' In fact, I don't wanna feel, so I stick to sippin' And I'm out on the town with a simple mission In my little black dress, and this shit is sittin' Just a heart broke bitch, high heels, six inch In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night I don't wanna feel how I did last night Doctor, doctor, anything, please Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me, take this pain away You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel Toke this joint how I'm blowin' this steam Back to my ways like 2019 Not 24 hours since my ex did dead it I got a new man on me, it's about to get sweaty Last night really was the cherry on the cake Been some dark days lately and I'm finding it cripplin' Excuse my state, I'm as high as your hopes That you'll make it to my bed, get me hot and sizzlin' If I take a step back to see the glass half full At least it's the Prada two-piece that I'm trippin' in And I'm already actin' like a dick, know what I mean? So you might as well stick it in Just a heart broke bitch, high heels, six inch In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways 'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night I don't wanna feel how I did last night Doctor, doctor, anything, please Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me, take this pain away You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel, mm (what?) 'Cause I don't wanna feel like I felt last night I don't wanna feel like I felt last night Be at peace with the things you can't change (last night) I'll be naked when I leave and I was naked when I came, yeah Out of reach, out of touch, too numb, I don't feel no way Toast up, so what? Street small, but it go both ways So, you'll run, yeah, but you'll never escape Sunset in the maze (you're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel) I don't wanna feel how I did last night I don't wanna feel how I did last night, oh Doctor, doctor, anything, please Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel I don't wanna feel how I did last night I don't wanna feel how I did last night How I did, how I did, how I did last night Mm, lipstick smudged like modern art I don't know where the fuck I am or who's drivin' the fuckin' car Speedin' down the highway, sippin' Mixin' pills with the liquor 'cah fuck these feelings I left everyone I love on read (uh-huh) Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed (uh-huh) I remember nothing, so there's nothing to regret (uh-huh) Other than this 4-4 kick drum poundin' in my head (mm)
