👵 Grandma Sweater ~ Original Demo 

I looks like I’m 12 here. Anyway I did all this on my phone ignore that pretend this is like a VEVO HD video ooooooo
Lyrics //
I don’t want to end up alone with no soul in a shelter
Tapes and diaries rotting in the dusty cellar
I just want a sweet home with a floor that’s tiled & checkered
But I panic at the warm touch of you through my grandma sweater
I just love falling in love
But I’m afraid to look in the eyes of someone
And seeing myself come undone
It’s self sabotage
I see all the people made of laughter and sweet honey
The one thing I crave the most, I fear; isn’t that funny?
The way it works in my head, I suppose this bed is comfy
If you like wasting time believing that you’re nothing
I just love falling in love
But I’m afraid to look in the eyes of someone
And seeing myself come undone
It’s self sabotage
I just love falling in love
But I’m afraid to chase because it’s never enough
And when you left I finally got sick of
Feeling like I’m nothing
(Feeling like I’m nothing)
(Well let me tell you something)
I just want something that’s real
Not the man who refused me love to feel.
I just love falling in love
But I’m afraid to look in the eyes of someone
And seeing myself come undone
It’s self sabotage
I just love falling in love
But I’m afraid to look in the eyes of someone
Seeing him come undone -
Can one inherit
Self sabotage?
Thxxxx come again