The last thing my wife said to me after being together 10 years was, "You're useless and are never going to find another person to put up with you." I look back and see all the red flags and how toxic she was... it's been 2 years and I'm beginning to think she was right... the person who told me that they loved me for so long, couldnt stand to be around me. I'm broken.
never give in. people are always looking to tear you down, but i know you will find the right person for you that will be willing to share with you and help you carry your burdens. it gets better. keep your head up man
My husband just up and left .m he always does and pretends we're still together so he can have a fail safe... The pain is unbearable. We were together ten years also..
I couldn't say it right, she wouldn't listen. I've never wanted anything till I met her and I messed it up. I'd be fine if she was happy but I know she's not. Broken.
My wife is the Same….we have a wonderful daughter….she is 3 now…..and from the begin….befor we married…. Sehe told me im useless….but i dont do it for my wife….i do it my daughter….i feel with you Bro
honestly i really love this and hate it, only because i think about who i am, or was as a person, ive broken promises, ive lied, ive done things to make me feel "different" ALOT, i always tell myself im going to change, but always find myself going back to the same mess i caused and became. But this helps me to realize that change can happen. it takes time, but things to change and can become better. Much love to anyone else going through hard times, we got this, and don't stop trying.
Yeah but then I smile then i chuckle and start laughing because thats my own illusion until I am finally dead until my lungs loose all their breath j willcontinue to strive and so must you a wrecked story is the birth of a new anti hero with a revenge story get revenge on your former self make yourself so fucking amazing that your younger self is jealous make simply eating breakfast one of life's best pleasures
I look back at my old self and wish I could go back in time, wasn't really happy but better than I am now,my thoughts get the best of me and wish I never became paralyzed because so true "you don't belong anywhere" hit me and just wish I was gone from this world already
I give all my energy to people so that they are happy, I checkup on everyone in my dms regularly and help celebrate their birthday or spend time with them when I can. Yet when I stop and think nobody has ever done it for me. If I stopped with everyone I would literally have nobody that even bats an eye in my direction as if I don't exist. Sometimes I honestly fight the urge to stop existing but I always talk myself out of it. Life is lonely and I hate it, no matter how many "friends" i try and make I am the only one putting effort in the friendship. What's the point of it all. Here I am writing about my thoughts on a RU-vid video. I really walked into the deepest part of the forest and became so lost that there is no point in even trying to hope to get out.
Don't let it get to you there are some people like you who are selfless. It's cos you're pure at heart, and want the best for people. For everyone around you. It makes you an extraordinary person. It's not you, it's the way the world is. Don't expect people to change. I like to find happiness in the fact that I'd always help people without expecting anything in return. If someone doesn't want to help me back fine, if someone tries to take advantage of it, I just cut them out of my life, but I don't change who I am, I don't let the world get to me. Don't let the world get to you bro, be the wholesome being you are. You are one of the kind souls lost in this selfish world. Come to think of it, it's not you who is lost, it's them.
@@vanishpheonix6713 I just hate liars and fake people u don't care and no one cares that's truth so don't get someone's hope up cuz I know you I or anyone is fucking hopeless were all dead
You know this is my first time failing school im thinking of my parents right now, you know, how they had tons of faith in me prayed tht i pass and now what😕
This video a 💯. Love the meaning in it. That part it’s not the drug’s makeing you a bad person part it’s you🤣 love the video, great job on whole video.
I've been clean for 6 months because someone I ended up loving helped me, was there for me when I was at my lowest. . . 41:50 But I hate how almost every day I hear that I'll never amount more than just an addict... And sometimes I lose hope in everything- I ”live” for.
I'm still growing up but as I do I realize how much I've tried and failed and how lonely I am. My father was and is rarely around, if I do hangout with him its just him telling me what to do or trying to make me do something.
I have a hole in my heart that never fills no matter what i do. But my family keeps me going. May be some day when i don't feel like that anymore, I'll come back here and delete this comment. Until then, let it be hidden among the thousand others.
I am but a porcelain marionette, with broken skin, dull eyes, and nobody to hold me, let alone manipulate my strings, for the better, or worse. The repairman isn't coming again, so here I am, sitting on a shelf, wondering wether I should continue degrading, or if I should just fall and shatter.
Ya know, I spent to much time being hurt and cheated, now I have this lady who doesn’t tell me what she wants, I tell her what I want and what I want is her, but all that time is impossible to trust her because.. she acts like a girlfriend, but then reverts to just a friend, and it scares me and makes me mad and I can’t even understand why, she doesn’t do anything wrong, so am I the problem? Am I just a so broken I can’t trust, and she somehow can see that? So she’s not telling me “yes, I want you too”, or.. something, I’m sitting here listening to this after she just got upset, because she caught me on the inbetween of pretending to be happy and pretending to be happy, and I don’t know how to tell her that I’m just a piece of shit
I don’t understand people keep asking for some songs here including me (especially most of them ask about the first song) are all the songs not real? I mean where did you find them?
You ever taken so many drugs you forgot how to feel? How to be happy, genuinely? Or sad? I watch this shit cuz I used to feel something. Nostalgia is a bitch. I love you mom. I love you dad. But im still down... I'm a wheeping willow. I sustain from the creek, but my branches hang low. I need a friend. Someone who cares. We all do.
I wish the world wasn't shit and I loved my life but I don't I've figured out that the only way to happiness is faith in christ sure I'm still sad but I will have faith forever because one day I'll be saved from a world of misery and that's good enough for my sad soul
