And Im also one of them…. I know why this video came up in my feed ..a random one… i seriously was about to take some steps to sky high… but I didnt… Idk why….may be.. I have some reason to be here?
10. My friends call me when they need their work complete 9. I can't forget my mistake 8. I can never fit in 7. I have a broken left hand and and burnt right foot 6. I always get embarrased of my actions 5. It actually is 4. I am alone 3. Yes I am 2. Yes, I wanted to be someone else. Yet I'm here 1. I also don't know why am I alive
my dad told me, its a gift that i feel how i feel, im a very emotional person who holds onto emotions and feels them intensly now or later on. he made me realise that this is a gift and now when i have those feelings im greatful that i can refeel things because it reminds me im human, i make mistakes, i fail, but i have alot to improve on, id rsther feel intensely than be cold and shake things off
our dad's have so much wisdom but we just call them to help fix things, but never to help fix ourselves. Dad's are just always there and they are holding out on this gem of advice
You just saved me from myself today. Having a really rough time mentally and feeling all of the spectrum of emotion and disappointment mostly. Thank you for being there when there is no one else.
I don’t do this at all, I don’t comment on videos. But lately I’ve been having a real hard time, gone through heartbreak, I’ve learnt a lot about myself, my patterns and my behaviours. Faced a lot of regrets too. During that time I started an apprenticeship, I thought it was all coming together. But now I realised I’m not happy, this job doesn’t make me happy it doesn’t fulfil me, I feel like a total failure in love and life and I just turned 29 today. I have great friends and a supportive family and a great therapist but I can’t help but feel something is missing, at the end of the day I know the responsibility falls on me for change. There are many reasons to stay alive but the thought of pushing through and repeating the same mistakes and patterns that I can’t seem to break is often too much. I’m at a cross roads. I’m burnt out and I don’t know what to do anymore. Friends and family are what’s keeping me alive right now, it’s made me realise that money, a stable job or relationship means nothing if you can’t love and tend to yourself. I needed to hear this today, and I hope for better days and changes ahead. Peace be with you all who are struggling too.
Hello idk if you're ever gonna read this but I'm still gonna comment. I'm not even 16 yet and I probably won't be able to understand your feelings at all about this. But there is always a reason to stay :)!! you said you have great family and friends think about them!! I'm sure they think that you are great just like you think that they're great. You've been gifted with this life and live it with the best memories. Think of you're family. I'm sure they would be really sad :( . You are important and you're doing great in life. There are soooo many little reasons to stay. Just like being able to see the sunset, having a fun time with your family, laughing with your friends, petting a cute animal and more of them.i just want to say that you're doing great and keep going!! People care about you and I wanna tell that you're actually really strong by putting up with this. Have a great day ❤🩹❤🩹
Im going the same heartbreak and same ideas of work to do and patterns I fear could repeat, How are you now? Is there hope? Or time for me to throw up the peace sign?
I've been struggling for some time. this isn't the first time but no matter how many times you go through it, it's never easier. it's so easier to let go but i keep getting these thoughts that then what's the point of all that i went through, what's the point of all that i survived if i just give up now. this feels like a safe place, somewhere you don't have to pretend. thank you so much joey. you've helped me through a lot.
i haven't left my bed in 3 days now. got a mental breakdown, i'm tired, i didn't eat anything today. and then this video comes along. i'm still laying in bed, but bursting out in tears now.. thank you for reminding us that we kinda have a reason to be here, even if we didn't figure out yet which reason it is ❤
@@fleurhufflepuff2198 thank you for asking! going to work like usual but still very devastated to be honest.. somehow i'll make it i guess 🤍 happy you're here too 🤍
Hey there, everyone, I'm gonna give a few words for those who really need them, or even those who are just here for the video. Life doesn't always go to plan, hell there might not always be a plan, but plans are guidelines, not something set in stone I'd say... You can he anything but your mins says otherwise, things might not be ok right now, hell they might never be ok ya know? However.... the ability to keep going, seek help or anything like it is always there, just waiting for you, its just up to you to make the very very first step my friends... Have a good one everyone!
joey these help me. i’m only 13 and i’ve attempted once, and it failed. i’m going down that same track but this time with help of therapy. it’s helped some but since i’m in highschool with highschool classes, gpa, etc., it’s messed me up a bit. and my bf who i thought would be here for me, isn’t. i’ve considered trying again, but haven’t. thank you
you kinda added more days to my life..i wasn't really sure how long i could bear it all but after watching your video, all my reasons seem so insignificant because i feel that there is someone out there who's feeling the same but still choosing to live on..and that is so brave of you joey! this video really helped me change my perspective of seeing the negativity as and im thankful to you for that
Im going through a heartbreak and im feeling alone and not being good enough... and listening to you talking just helps me... I think you understand it❤
Your videos helped me in my dark times. Made me feel about myself so thanks for making videos like this. It seems important to stop and listen to you most days.
Literally crying my eyes out. It's been so hard lately. Thank you for reminding me that I DO want to live. I don't know why I do, but maybe I will find out
Thanks you really made me feel ok, I really appreciate your video. Thanks for making me not feel alone,, I truly felt it when you told I am not alone. Thanks❤️
Hey Joey, I have been watching your videos for years now if not from the beginning, and I have to say I love them all. You have meant so much for a lot of people including myself. We all love you!
struggling with my mental health right now and it doesn't help that my grandma has just died aswell, but this video has changed my train of thought to a more postitive side of myself i didnt even know, thank you so much for this
Just Wow. This video really touched me. I wonder what made you put so much thought into these aspects, and I hope you all are all right🤍 appreciate you!
Joey, I can’t even begin to explain how much I understand everything you said. I am here because I want to keep trying, because life is so beyond what I feel and see in the present moment. For a long time I didn’t want to be here that is a truth, but I’ve come to realice that there’s time. Today I may not be feeling my best but tomorrow can change. And one day you wake and feel this new air inside you and there it is. It changed. Thank you❤all the way from Argentina.
Can you imagine that the person that im in love with was the one who prevented me from killing myself .i used to think ' well nobody is gonna love a suicidal its like sleeping with an electric bomb . Maybe you wouldnt believe me but he was the one who fell in love with me first . We are in love for 7 years now and whenever im around him like jo says ' everything stops and i just think how am i gonna spend the rest of my life trying to make him happy ' . Well without you jo i wouldnt know the meaning of love or how does it feel when you are in love and im dead sure that we all love you joey ❤❤❤❤
30 seconds in im balling thank you Joey I have not watched your videos In a while n I clicked on this one because I’m going through it rn but we trying everyday
I been through ALOT in my life, Im juss 17 so ik alot of people finna think thats not possible. i been balling my eyes out but thank you for this video, the moment i started listening i calmed down a bit
Thank you for your honesty when there’s a world that that really exist feel like people just say things that they think sound good at the time but there’s no merit behind it. I don’t have any friends I don’t have any family I had a family and they all turned their back on me and I was never allowed to have friends so yeah Right now, just trying to maintain through my illness but I’m not gonna lie and say that beating cancer and all that entails would be so much easier if I did have friends and if I did have my family standing by my side but I don’t, that’s my reality. I have to deal with that. I can’t look for an easy way out because that’s not me, but in the same breath so tiredI’m really tired tired of clogging through the mud etc so thank you for this
whoa buddy, that’s a lot even for me. you good? Probably not. Well, i don’t know what to tell you since I’m going through shit too. But uh… there are people you can talk to if you need help. I think. That’s all i have to say for now. Please stay strong buddy.
I’ve only found your channel recently, but I feel it’s already helped me so much. I haven’t lived a live devoid of suffering, but I’ve learned that doesn’t necessarily make it any easier. I can’t tell why, but your videos have connected to me in ways that I didn’t know I needed. I’m going through a rough end to a relationship right now, and I’ve really struggled with picking myself back up at times. I know for sure that I mean this for so many more people than just myself, but thank you. Truly thank you for the content you make, and for sharing your passions in the way that you do. I hope you one day feel as supported as you help so many others to feel. ❤
2:01 Hey Joey ! No.6 I feel you so much for me I need meds to "fix" this. SSRI + Benzo as needed. No one can understand us if they never feel this themself.
Man i'm Anupom From Bangladesh. I'm just saying you're my fav youtuber rn i already watched 4 videos and it's not like that i watched your 4 videos and you're become my fav youtuber, TBH i realize that a person who giving me so much important things. Man Pray for Bangladesh! Best of luck
Im not good at commenting and speaking, and I doubt anyone will see this, so i'll keep it short. Thank you, so much Joey ❤ I felt at my lowest and you popped into my feed. Thank you for beiny here!
Whenever I feel like how I do right now I look up reasons to live. Whenever I do it shows things that won’t help and it makes me feel worse. But you. You actually helped me.
What if everything is just bad and the same bad things repeating in your life for years and years? I just really don’t think it’s worth it or there will be some happiness into it for me anymore. I have almost ended my life 5 years ago but regret not succeeding, I wouldn’t really miss anything.
I’m really struggling but I will keep rewatching this. Even when I get help I always spiral back down. I have more bad times than good and really struggle with living. I’m so lost
Thank you i needed this yesterday i almost did it thank you so much i was hurt for reasons i couldnt explain and i wouldnt forgive myself still its really a relatable video
I had such an embarrassing moment today where I felt so bad. Thank you, this helped me feel better. Here are mine so I can acknowledge them: 10. People won’t miss me 9. I have had so many times where I’ve been embarrassed, why have to live with that guilt and anxiety 8. I wouldn’t need to learn how to deal with myself 7. I don’t have self confidence or control 6. There are people who hate me. 5. I have so many things against me 4. I get called names 3. I get lectured and yelled at by people 2. I’m sensitive 1. I don’t know either After my experience I’ve learned that all of these things make me, me. And even if some of them aren’t great, nobody’s perfect. And I’ll get through the rough seas ahead. I already passed the ones behind me.
It was needed but sometimes u really don’t want to exists as you think you are not meant to be in this world. No one understands you and you cant even share coz u r afraid of being judged. Sometimes feeling like if we could not be understand by anyone then why are we even here and thinking is it necessary to be like everyone . Different is Special . Thank you for this.
Realizing that we all came up searching for this cause nobody in the people around us would actually tell us these things and give us support and motivation to live on.
I question my existence and its purpose everyday, and it’s becoming harder and harder for me to live with. Not knowing why we’re here or if we’re here for any reason at all is just too scary to deal with and it’s affecting my mental health greatly.
Thank you for this video. My whole life I’ve felt like an unlovable ghost that’s not worth anyone’s time. I honestly don’t know why I feel this way but it’s too much to bear sometimes.
I left clg midway and I missed the opportunity to become Officer at the age of 22 and make my parents and myself proud and now I think that will never happen, so I think I don't deserve to stay happy. Sometimes I feel world will be better without me. I joined clg again&graduated at 25 but that's seems like it's not worth it and it's too late, I don't know how to deal with that feeling.
Thank you for everything. I know im smart yes I do great in arts and everything else, yes I do have friends, yes I am the top 2 of my class, yes lots of people have a crush on me. Yes I am talented but I'm also a human, I'm no suicidal on the outside but on the inside everything just burns, like a never ending bonfire. Thank you for everything stranger. That was a hell of a campaign soldier! You were good son, real good. Maybe even the greatest -R.I.P Rick May , 2019
Ever since I hit puberty my body change a lot I mean like alooot , but I know that's not the real problem but the real problem is Im so insecurefor what puberty has done , my life is full of inequality and I don't have true friends ,and I got betrayal by my fake friend whom I thought we're going to best friend forever but I was wrong ,also after rejection from my crush it gone even worse ,I often get avoided just because I don't fit in their friend group,and Just because I don't use stuff life alcohol, smoking 🚭,and vaping I got avoided ,damm so unfair 😢😢😢😢
Tonight has been one of the roughest nights in a while. I've never really been suicidal, but lately... My childhood ttaumas have started resurfacing. Bad shit. It's just so rough. I have a loving mom, a brother, three amazing dogs and at least one friend who likes me. I can't leave them. I'm just so tired. I don't want to die. I just don't want to feel like this. Rn hugging my favourite dog and crying
i had an anxiety attack I've been through a lot in life and I'm working on myself right now but I had an unexpected anxiety attack in the middle of the night it continued for a few days I really wanted to end it but I'm going to keep fighting instead life is amazing and there is so much stuff you can do I understand that and sometimes I just ask myself what's the point but there is a point just live have fun fall in love go on adventures do whatever you want and after the all of that you will want to live
I don't know if I can take it anymore. I have struggled with mental health my entire adult life. My panic attacks are more intense than ever now. I live an isolated life, which I don't mind. I've never been in love or in a relationship, which I'm also okay with. But my circumstances and my home environment and my parents suck all the energy out of me. Every day, since I was 12 years old. Today I am 35. I have cried out for help time and time again but no one takes it seriously like I do. I do so much for others but no one does anything back for me. I am ready to move on from this planet. I just don't know how. I want to pass away with dignity. Nothing interests me any more. And never have. My next plan is to go to a country where they help you move on from this planet.
The 3rd one is very relatable. I never acknowledge anyone to help me when I need it. This made me realize how stupid I am, they are there but I just don't seek help.
I watched this to see if I could have some advice so that I could help remind my suicidal friend. And they have mentioned that us as their friends are the only reason they’ve made it so far, that they’ve lived so long. They struggle a lot with family problems which is the main cause of their suicidal thoughts, but they also struggle because they feel like they’re in the wrong body as they are agender and a therian. They’ve nearly attempted before and the only reason they didn’t was because the train slowed down too much. They come to us all the time and vent about their problems and talk to us and if they need it we remind them that they are never alone, and we are always their for them no matter what, and anyone who would leave aide of the situation are downright disgusting and disrespectful. I feel that us just being friends their for someone going through this and acting like it’s not their helps them a lot. Don’t always ask if they’re ok, ask if something wrong, or if they want to talk or do something, because if you always ask if their ok they will just say I’m fine, but if you ask other questions then they are more likely to answer better. remember for anyone going through suicidal or self harm or anything at all. I love you! You deserve everything! And so many people will always be there for you!
For me life is now work and survive I erased human connecting words like friendship family compassion love etc bcz humans are fake and comes only to fulfill their selfish intention I lost all my emotional value everyone Death will be my last pain But what really makes feel alive is after getting so much pain I still hope to be loved by my favorite person who I dream about and eager to meet soon Working
