always good to take a step back and re-evaluate , i've only been taking YT a bit more seriously since December last year, that pressure of trying to put out consistent videos (say every week) to varying degrees of success/views can take it's toll, especially when you're spending time trying to put something of quality together to try and inform/help people out i've got a full time job in music, so YT is a side thing i've been doing, ultimately for fun/learn new skills and to share information out there, that keeps the focus of why i'm doing it chase the reason why you want to do a video in the first place and have fun with it, there's a reason why people tune in to what you're doing
Congrats on the new job. It's okay to take a break and rethink how to tackle the next objective. You're a great guy and I value your company whenever I get to see you in person.