RU-vid needs to hurry with the subtitles. I haven’t got any patience! 😂 Today I find out my cancer markers to see where I am at with my throat cancer journey but the past few weeks have been really intense. My doctor is suspecting colon cancer and found something very abnormal in my blood which could be blood cancer. So I am trying to breathe and not think about the possibility of having more than one cancer. It’s just too much. I was born disabled, have suffered multiple chronic illnesses and autoimmune, and now just being threatened with multiple cancers while I already have cancer is just insane. Can you please send me your good vibes and rainbow warriors to me. I will do the same for you. 🌈❤️ Edit: so happy to hear that you took my advice to play with colour, and watercolour! So sorry that this week hasn’t turned out as expected. Nothing seems to be guaranteed in this life.
Okay sweetheart I just subscribed to your channel I don't know who you are but I'm looking forward to getting to know you I'm very sorry you're suffering😢😢 with this horrible disease the human curse is what it is I'm very sorry I will be putting you on my prayer list
@@thefightingfelter6456 thank you so much. So sorry to hear that you have stage 4 cancer. Wishing you all the best and sending you everything I have. ❤️🌈
Nicole … Now that’s one hell of a scary hospital experience…scary as 💩💩💩 Thankfully all turned out ok for you 🙏🙏 A week out in Jackson Hole will be the Best Medicine for both of you ! Relax & breathe in that mountain air ..& take in all the beauty that part part of the country has to offer …nothing like it to heal your Soul kiddo !!!!!! Have a wonderful & safe vacation …& will look forward to seeing your “ smiling face “ again next week !! Sending Big Hugs & Much Love to Both of You. 🤗❤️🤗❤️🤗❤️🤗❤️🤗
So very sorry for what you are going through. I wish we could just snap our fingers and make it go away. Happy birthday to your wife. Sending good vibes and juju your way ❤️🙏❤️
Despite having a scary week health wise I love your ability to still remain upbeat. Enjoy your time in Jackson and see you next Sunday . I look forward to watching you videos Nicole ❤️
Wow you are really a tough cookie. I am sorry you had to go through that. I hope and pray the next round does not go that way. Love you. ❤️🙏🏻 Love your pup.
The reaction to the treatment sounds terrifying. Life is precious and l don’t blame you for trying everything to have as much time with your wife that is possible.❤
Your ability to tell a story in such a captivating fashion and your beautiful outlook on life is astonishing ❤️ here’s to shitting rainbows xx thank you for allowing us into your space, sending so much love and prayers
You are amazing, my friend. So sorry you and your wife had to go through your bad reaction. Enjoy your time at Jackson. Sending love and light and a big hug for both.
Always happy to see your amazing smile. Sending all good vibes that the coming week blows the heck out of the previous week. You go girl. Enjoy the country.
Hi Nicole sorry you had to go through a rough time with radiation and your wife as well. Must be hard for her to. Love you have such a beautiful care team. Have a great time away. Your neighbour and your friends are also amazing. The pot and mushrooms will really help and give you a good laugh 😂 also open your mind to different experiences. ❤ from Australia.
Wow Nicole, what a terrifying experience 😢 Your bravery is unparalleled… shitting rainbows 🌈 with you. Sending love, hugs and peace. Hope next week will be good. 💕
What a scary time in the hospital, Nicole! I'm sorry you went through that. Wonderful that you've pivoted and have been reading and looking forward to another trip. I think you'll really like palliative care. That little miniature house you're building looks fun! And your matcha chia seed concocsion so yummy! 💜🙏🐕
Hi Nicole great to see you, you amaze me how you deal with all this, in the comically way you do! You deserve so much more good health and I hope you enjoy your mushrooms. love to you both. God bless, Chris uk.xx
Man, that reaction sounds really scary, Nicole. I’m so sorry you had to go through that, and that your wife had to see it. I’m glad you recovered ok from it. And I’m thrilled you are both getting to go to Jackson to recoup from that situation. You got this. You are some kind of warrior, beautiful lady. ♥️
What a freaking adverse reaction!! 😱 I admire you so much and how you are able to pick yourself back up and push forward. I’m excited for your mushroom and weed experience. I hear amazing things about guided trips. Thank you for taking us along for the ride. Love you babe! Steamed eggs would be easy to eat and is quite versatile. Also rice porridge.
Hey, friend, I can hear the trauma in your voice caused by last week's chemo event. And having the Goddess there must have been just unbearable. Wrapping my arms around you both. I hope Jackson feeds and restores your spirit. And while every pain management experience is different, my 33 years of chronic pain have taught me a lot. I'm here to share my knowledge if you so need it. Enjoy your week. I hope it's filled with emotionally healing moments. All my love, friend. All my love.❤🤗🌈
I really look forward to watching your videos ❤️ your perseverance through the most difficult times, is such an inspiration to all of us. Thank you for sharing your journey with us ❤️ Lots of love, hope, support, and prayers from your NYC friends ❤️
Here’s another easy, dish recommendation. Ingredients: Silken tofu Neutral oil One bunch green onions Fresh ginger Soy sauce Heat a neutral oil until super hot. Meanwhile, thinly slice one bunch of green onions. Add desired amount of grated ginger to a bowl. Pour hot oil over green onion / ginger mixture. This will smell divine!! Then pour this over silken tofu. Then drizzle soy sauce. This is such a forgiving recipe. Enjoy my favorite rainbow shitting unicorn warrior!! 😘
I am reading this in the mountains w mouth watering - oil over the green onion and ginger is brilliant. I’m waiting til I get home cuz you know we have so many amazing fresh made options in the argyle area 🤗 Thanks friend as always for being here and sharing your love. ❤️💪🏻🌈
Holy CRAP Your week! Your poor wife who had to witness this?!?! Having a loved one see you going through the worst thing and have zero ability to make it better is awful. Give her a hug from all of us. It's funny, I just finished making chia pudding before I turned on your video (I'll have to try the coconut milk next time), and I've been working on a miniature detective agency kit this week. lol Anyway, have fun in Jackson! I'm crossing my fingers and toes that you'll have a better week!
Hey Nicole - great to see you! If you enjoy oats, baked oats are very nutritious and soft as well. You can add fruits, nuts, whatever you like. Sometimes I do peaches and cream or blueberries and chocolate chips. And I like to drizzle cashew butter on top. Overnight oats are another great option, especially if you rather enjoy it cold. Or „Milchreis“ - rice cooked in milk until soft - basically a rice pudding (very common in Germany and loved by young and old. My gosh, you have endured so much - I was freaking out just listening to you describe the „bubbles“. That was insane. Have a great week!
I’m so sorry. There’s really nothing that bring comfort hearing those words. Allow yourself to rage for a bit then let it go so it doesn’t consume you as it so easily can ❤️💪🏻🌈
Thank you our 39 year old nephew starts chemo in two weeks. He has metastic colon cancer. So sad. Stay positive my friend. I love your energy! @@feastmastress
Continue to be so amazing! You go girl with the marijuana. They gave me the pills while I was doing chemo and they helped me. Please talk to us whenever you can what an inspiration you are😊. Cancer survivor Kathy Erie pa
That incident sounds awful. Something straight out of Area 51. I understand why you like going alone though. You get to focus and concentrate on yourself, mediate and completely put your mind to the procedure. With a spouse around you can lose focus and it puts additional stress on you. I am not speaking for you, it’s how I feel . Then comes the additional pressure of feeling bad what they has to witness. You had these horrible side effects and need to console your partner as well. You are doomed if you and doomed if you don’t. Partner wants to be supportive and be there for you , you don’t want to hurt their feelings by kicking them out and voila here is the crash side dilemma. If you feel it’s the right time to seek mushrooms, weed and narcotics go for it. Hell you could smoke the kitchen sink at this point who is going to say anything! It will calm you down and help you sleep relax and just not be you for a while which can be very helpful when you have been sick for as long as you have. No matter how strong we are when we notice things going not how the used to be and taking yet road we were trying to avoid for 5 years fear and anxiety naturally creeps in. If you can avoid those moments with weed, mushrooms, LSD whatever really that’s always a win. Plus you mentioned a few times now that you haven’t been able to walk for a few days at a time. Girl, get those narcotics in. They will find the right combination and dosage so you are not out of your mind but not in pain either. With the narcotics and I am sure you know this from taking care of so many friends that you lost be vigilant with your bowel movements. The constipation associated with narcotics is no joke. I am sure your team will give you plenty of meds to push everything through. You still have that jest of life but I can feel and see some sadness underneath it all. It’s something new that I experienced with you. I have taken notice a few videos ago but thought it was just my imagination but I don’t think it is. We don’t need get into details why that is, it’s just hard to watch someone you came to like sad and yeah.. sad. I hope you and your wife have a great time in Jackson and that the environment will bring you some peace and relief after that vile incident at the hospital.
Billy Graham wrote facing death. I read it when my husband was terminal. My husband also read it a little at a time, finishing about a month before he passed. It gave us both peace. So glad to see you today, Nicole. When I didn't see you earlier, was a little nervous not gonna lie. Glad you made it through your nightmare of a week. We can only go up from here...❤
Hello my friend good to hear from you again and I wanted you to try a protein powder that I use pretty much as my main meal because I have digestive issues and anything kind of heavy or rich is difficult for my body and so I just tolerate it better and it’s called garden of life and it’s called under that raw meal and it has probiotics and vitamins, minerals organic everything of fruit and vegetable and green and you can add in it whatever you want that you desire; you can add Chia seed any kind of kale or spinach or coconut water whatever floats your boat that’s healthy but it has 20 g of protein and that’s why they called Ramil and it’s about six carbs per scoop low fat, low sodium, no saturated fat no chemicals, all natural, so let me know if you want to give it a shot and I believe it will build up your immune system no doubt❤
Nicole, that wasn’t chemo in your IV, it was close encounters of the third kind!!! Instead of rainbow sprinkles, the aliens 👽, not knowing better, gave you some out-of-this-world goo, trying to be friendly, caring, and sharing a cure that works for them!!! 😂 Enough of the abysmally bad humor, forgive me?!! This reaction you had surely shocked and frightened you and Gaby beyond belief. So sorry 😢! Thank you for sharing your week with us, so selfless of you. ❤ We love you and are so very happy you all will be in Jackson Hole for a time! 👏🏻🤩 “High” time to celebrate life and love with some weed and mushrooms and all that makes you happy!! 😃 See you in a week! Take good care! Have all the pleasure you can stand and deserve!! 😍🤗
Nicole do you have a PO box we can send things to you please let us know what it is so we can send you a little gifts because Nicole you are only with us for a certain amount of time and we want to enjoy you to the fullest and we can't do that if we can't show you our love and we are American in this country we send things to show our love
