Everyone has a cancer diagnosis story. You remember the date. The day of the week. The time of the day. The exact words exchanged. The slow melting of your brain.
Then someone hits fast forward and we find ourselves standing over a grave or listening to someone waxing poetically about their beloved person that has expired. Expired? Moved on? Moved on to where? The thing is none of that matters - it’s no longer your story anyways because you are dead. Remember the diagnosis part?
So what happens in the middle?
What about the fact that I’m dying over and over again every day all day long? But I’m not dead. Not yet. I’m just dying of stage four colon cancer … a little bit more every day.
This is not a vlog about cancer.
It’s the journey of a woman living with cancer and dying of cancer.
It’s my unfiltered story of how everyday I choose to continue shitting rainbows.
Thank you for sharing this sad news, Gaby. What an amazing woman. May she rest peacefully with the unicorns and rainbows, hiking and biking to her heart's content. My thoughts are with you, Gaby, as well as sweet Tilly and her family and friends. ❤
May the angels acompany you every day and give you the strength to accept your departure and guide you to your final destination where there is only peace and inimaginable love. May your partner have the strength to let you go. ❤️ your soul.
@@fififirestone3787 may your days carry you with the beautiful memories you built together throughout your time together. Please take care of yourself. So very sorry.
I’m so sorry for your loss! We will of course miss this amazing and beautiful soul! I wish you all the best that Nichole would want for you. Take care of yourself! ❤
I miss Monday mornings when I would go to my computer for Nicoles Sunday update. Is it ok to ask if we will see her "service" im sure that it will be a beautiful send off?
Gabby, sending you my love and heartfelt condolences. I am so sorry Nicole has passed. I can’t tell you how much she meant to me. She was smart, witty, loving, kind, adventurous and always concerned that others were ok. I went looking for a Sunday video and found your post. I am heartbroken for you and your loved ones and friends. Nicole’s memory is a beautiful blessing to us all.
Nicoles old videos from before I started following her are showing up in my feed. Nice to see her as she loved to be-outside, active and with her pup! Love the trolls. How fun that must have been for the kids.
Thought of you today Nicole. With your whimsical glasses & your spunkey personality. Smiling for what you gave us all 😊 & hope you are enjoying all the colors in your beautiful 🌈 rainbow.✌️☀️ Thank U.
I had a feeling. Was scared to look for the update. I’m sorry for your loss. She was so incredibly strong. I’ve never seen so much positivity and strength. She will be missed by many.
I’m so sorry she passed, I’m so glad that even though she got this horrible disease she had years, I did have a question, did she have regular colonoscopies?
Yes she did. She stayed on top of her health. They were quite aware bcuz father-in-law had cancer just prior and many of her friends as well. Miss her!!
Finally found some time to write something. On the darkest nights shine the brightest stars. Nicole was the brightest of stars and I can confidently say that she has impacted my life. Gaby, thank you so much for the upate and I'll be thinking of you on your future journey. Nicole, I will miss you. ❤🧡💛💚💙💜
I'm sorry. I followed her because my husband had been diagnosed. He chose to fight the truth. It made it difficult. She was so brave to embrace it. I hope I have as much Grace as she did when it's my time. Bless you all. It's so hard when the end arrives, no matter how prepared you believe you are.
My Monday mornings here in Australia are never going to be the same without Nicole. I miss her beautiful face. I hope she is happy and comfortable wherever she is. 🌈✨
So sorry 😢. Nicole seemed like she wanted to live so bad.😢 Bless her heart ❤I hope she's gone somewhere better. RIP to a beautiful lady... And sending loads of love and strength 💪 to you and all the family. Xxxx