and i'm staring into the void again, no one knows what a mess i'm in the voices in my head say i'm just being paranoid but it's bad for my health, how much i hate myself
That one hit me pretty hard too. With my best friend being my ex and everything, I still love her with all my heart, I just know I can’t have her the same way I did back then.
[Intro: Oli Sykes] Put me out of my misery [Verse 1: Oli Sykes] Disconnected from the world again And no, the sun don't shine in the place I've been So why you keep acting like I don't exist? Yeah, feel like I'm ready to die, but I can't commit [Pre-Chorus: Oli Sykes] So I ask myself, when will I learn? I'd set myself on fire to feel the burn I'm scared that I'm never gonna be repaired [Chorus: Oli Sykes] Put me out of my misery, my mind Feels like an archenemy, can't look me in the eyes I don't know what hurts the most, holding on or letting go Reliving my memories and they're killing me one by one [Verse 2: Amy Love] Sabotaged myself again Got a brain like a hurricane Me and that bitch, no, we can't be friends And I don't even care, no Got me sinking to a dark place (Outta love) Evil twin under the staircase (Oh my God) Think I'm looking at a long night I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone [Pre-Chorus: Amy Love, Oli Sykes & Both] Terrified (Terrified), I'm numb (But I'm numb) Annihilation never looked so good, shut up Hush your mouth, you talk too much [Chorus: Oli Sykes] Put me out of my misery, my mind Feels like an archenemy, can't look me in the eyes I don't know what hurts the most, holding on or letting go Reliving my memories and they're killing me one by one [Bridge: Oli Sykes] And I'm staring into the void again, no one knows what a mess I'm in The voices in my head say I'm just being paranoid But it's bad for my health, how much I hate myself I suffocate, the weight, it pulls me underneath [Chorus: Oli Sykes] Put me out of my misery, my mind Feels like an archenemy, can't look me in the eyes I don't know what hurts the most, holding on or letting go Reliving my memories and they're killing me one by one [Outro: Oli Sykes] Yeah, it's killing me one by one And they're killing me one by one