Hi Kelly, I get you. Its taking me a long time to process a way that keeps me going. I've been doing some visualizations. I havent gone into the bathroom myself but that isn't unusual for me. I remember someone once suggested to start by just going in and washing your hands, so I may do just that. Good luck on your gym experience. I'm sorry about the dysphoria! Take care buddy
Hey Ethan !!!!! I can tell that by your voice you are in a better place then last video.. I'm glad your medicine is working for you.. You look great and thanks for sharing your videos.
Thank you, I have to say I really am. Just changing a little of my eating style has made a big difference. I'm glad you enjoy them. Take care of yourself and Happy New Year!
I have dysphoria at the gym really bad. To the point that sometimes I do not go or it takes hours for me to finally get the courage to go. I have facial hair and pass as male when I bind. But I do not bind at the gym. What I am going to start doing is wear a baggy sweatshirt to help hide these giant breasts of mine and go super early in the morning when there are less people there. Still have to figure out the restroom situation too.
