5 Full Ego Degradation Symptoms 

I’m grateful this happened to me and I was able to rebuild myself and my life. I found alternate ways of being and it saved my life. Once I had rebuilt myself, I met my twin flame we are now separated but I’m learning so much from that and letting go of more of my ego ❤

I started my ego degradation back in Dec 2015 Yes I did exactly what you did I threw away everything! Sold my property and my car too Yes loss of identity 2018/19 Loss of connection to family and friends 2021 It was a very disorienting time for me No I have never had anything effecting me mentally that severe

I’m fully into every steps of ego degradation you explained . Good to know I’m not fully crazy… fighting for my life everyday thought because of the lack of support.

I didn't experience any psychological events such as dissociation or depersonalizatoin during my Ego Degradation. Mine was a matter of increasing and uncontrollable intense obsession and desperation to the point that I felt like ending it all to end my suffering. Instead, I started researching what the heck was happening to me and that's when I first learned the term "twin flames" and that it was my spiritual awakening. It was Eckhart Tolle's "The Power of Now" that explained it all so perfectly and I knew then the path that I had been called to take. I wouldn't say I was a "completely different person" on the other side, but my entire life has changed for the better now that I understand how the Ego mind operates and how to transcend it, as well as how to go within and be in touch with my Higher Self.

Wow, everything you have listed here is exactly what I went through in 2005. The trigger being very brutal divorce. In a way the ego degradation saved me because there was some peace in the middle of a ton of chaos at the time.

OMG...I thought I simply lost my mind. I thought it was due to an abusive husband but I had just met my 'twin' if you will and seriously, I imploded. It was scary. Later years I chalked it up to a dark night of the soul.

Stellar! As usual. Keep saying to myself how lucky I was to find you...then hear your voice in my head...."Kendra! You manifested me!" Lol. So grateful to you for sharing your experience and insights. So neccessary at this time in history.

So on point, as always ❤

Blessed To found this channel as why all happened/happening its easy to join the dots. Thankyou

This is timely and spot on…confirming everything and this all is making sense this week I’m chuckling 🤭 When you know, you know😂 lolol 🤣 Telling the truth feels like a lie from being so brainwashed. Nothing matters!❤

Will check out the book for sure. Thanks for sharing your experiences and insights. Always will appreciate your efforts, and 5’4” is just perfect. -The Universe

1, 2, 4 and 5 very much resonated. 4 just a bit though. 1, 2 and 5 by far was most relatable. I'm surprised you could tell this video would be something I would connect to. 🦋

I was sooo looking forward to this. This was really really good

You are more knowledgeable and wise than most allopathic doctors. And I'm not saying that to be mean to them.

Infinite love & gratitude for you and your messages 🙏💖 You articulate everything I am experiencing so beautifully.

That was very interesting! About a couple of months ago i had a similar experience. At the time i had my headphones on and was listening to classical music when all of a sudden my consciousness split into two parts. I was still aware of being myself but at the same time i was aware of being part of something larger. This other aspect of me was very calm and peaceful! Just for a while it felt like their were two people residing in my body! Just for a moment i was convinced that i was a aspect of source! The me i identify with, couldn't accept this revelation and that's when the experience ended! Very strange!

What do you think of my circumstance? : I'm going through only the last symptom you mentioned, Pointlessness of everything, but not the first four, But here's the thing that deserves consideration: Every egoic hell is now non-existent, there's not even any point of self-actualization because I'm already as whole as it is possibly possible and on top of that, grappling with how to conduct in the 3D world, because everything's so "Not real" as everything that was considered real was merely egoic and there's nothing in my life but absolute unity with the transcendent. And I don't even know exactly why I'm asking you this question, I REALLY GODDAMN DON'T. But elements of me are like: I know it doesn't matter and I also know that some elements of my psyche need certainty, etc but that's not who I am." This is my mentality of even writing is comment. (Realizing its pointlessness but also attending and engaging in 3D shits) Merely a disorder within eternal tranquility and solace. And another thing is that, I also don't actually know why is it exactly that I don't commit adultery, or murder someone, or do something socially unacceptable. I merely don't do them, certainly it's not fear, because I find it pointless anyway to have fear, or fear of death or any danger. But I merely don't. while knowing spectacularly inadequately why I don't do them. What should I do in this circumstance exactly, believe the 3D egoic constructs to be "Not real" and go there and commit adultery if I get an impulse as a means of expressing love or anything that is egoically hindered and that it doesn't matter. "Why should I actually be virtuous,?" that's the fundamental question, who knows what virtuousness may mean and the pointlessness of it all except for love and transcendence. And Is it a full ego degradation BTW? (anyway I'm in a separation with my twin (The long one, preceding the submission and the eternal union phase as the chaser though*)

Hi Alex, How long did your ego dissolution process take? I've been going through it for half a year now, and sometimes it feels endless. Then I read online about people who take 20 years to go through it, which seems unbearable to me! I watch your videos over and over, just to find some peace at times. Now I sound a little hopeless but i'm not always in this state, sometimes it's bliss to! What a process. Thank you for doing this! Best regards,

Love you’re videos. Can u answer. The bubble love phase that you experience at the beginning of the journey- is this what you feel when you reunite after you have done the work. Thank you

There was a guy here on RU-vid, has his own channel, who was going through this recently. He believed he was a twin flame and he was put in a mental hospital in Finland. He told them he saw angels and auras and they put him on drugs for schizoaffective and bipolar disorders. They kept him in the hospital for over a year and he got out and tried to get off the medication because he felt it was damaging him spiritually. The withdrawals were so bad he committed suicide just over a week ago. No one knows if he was really a twin flame or not. The person he thought was his twin was a internet personality and from what I have seen she didn't feel the connection. Was she unawakened or just not a twin? No one knows. Right before this he was working with someone who was an ayahuasca shaman. He was hoping ayahuasca might help him. He did it 10 times right before he passed away. I just bring this up because this is such a difficult thing to understand and it shows how serious this all can be. Everyone be safe!💙

“You are not your job” Makes me think of the movie Fightclub. Did he manifest his twin flame (Tyler Durden) or did he have a mental breakdown? They seem very similar. 😆

Please can u do on twinflame astrology also because there is lot of confusing stuff in the internet❤❤❤❤❤

Would DNOTS block your solar plexus chakra?

Have you ever felt completely giving up on this whole path/journey? T__T If yes, how could you get over it

This all sounds like “dark night of the soul”, or in normie language “existential crisis”. Are they the same?

Am I becoming crazy ? So weird.. these whole processes.. is this even real this stuff of twin flame ? or am i crazy believing this

I think I need to reread the sutras... my ego is not doing well.