Twin Flames - When does the divine masculine experience ego death? 

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Start living your live. That is the most important thing. And try to see the experience with the assumed twin flame as a learning experience to grow. Stop searching and trying to figure out when. It will not happen bc the soul or person you are looking for and that you have met is an experience to grow, to face darkness, loneliness, etc. Real love, with a twin is mutual. And the right moment will be there or not. Let go the hope and seeking. It will come by surprise. And even if you haven't met your twin flame then, maybe loving someone really genuinely is a wonderful experience and who says it's less worth than twin flame love? Open up to the wonders that are out there and let go of that. And you can only win. Trust the process.

❤. I show you these things because you can find your authentic self. Kick Pride, Ego, Arrogance and be true to the wonderful person I know is in there somewhere. You once told me that I wouldn’t like you If I got to know the real you. You and I were seeing the real you differently. Don’t Give up on yourself 😘

My brain went a tad crae crae. I was so up in the clouds and I started watching tarot and might have gone bonkers thinking and feeling things that maybe weren't the best idea to think or feel, lol.

I embraced the awakening and am focusing on me. Not being with him kills me, i break down from time to time. I search for answers. I cannot share with anyone coz nobody will even understand how i feel. But oh my, i miss him so much it hurts, i don't know how he feels coz there is no contact, i don't know anymore. Sometimes i just wanna give up, but the thrill of working on myself keeps me going, i feel empty without him.

Oh and thank you so much for the video.☀️🙏💛

I must say. You are so authentic!!!!!

If we are going to be technical in terms of metaphysics, Spirit (logical mind/conscious) is masculine and Matter (emotional body/subconscious) is feminine. Masculine energy leads (gives) and feminine energy follows (receives). The same way the mind leads and the body follows. Masculine Yang energy is positive (anti-matter) and feminine Yin energy is negative (matter). So technically speaking the the awakened conscious twin chaser would be the divine masculine and the unawakened subconscious twin runner would be the divine feminine. Shiva is placed at the Crown chakra as the observing mind Creator and Shakti at the root as the observable body of creation. The divine feminine represents the materiel body of reality (the seen) and the divine masculine represents the spiritual mind of reality (the unseen). This is also why when you go through a kundalini awakening Shakti rises up from the root to Shiva to become “awakened” or “conscious” expanding from the material to the higher mind about one’s own divinity. I’ve noticed a lot of twin flame terminology are metaphysically incorrect when it’s comes to the duality and polarities of energies.

To feel alone for most of one’s life find someone with a profound connection then totally forget about that person be in it pushes them and it’s all on you to do it 🤯. Like an impossible ask it seems. I have never just forgot someone I was intimate with or just left someone and not thought about them wow what an ask.

Thank you

Thank you 🤍

Maybe this will not be focusing on myself, but I am tired of being alone and will start dating. I still plan to continue working on my spiritual journey, but I no longer am going to isolate myself. I havr done that for about four years now and done with it. It’s my life and will do whatever I want with it.

Well its a relationschip with self 😂 inded go within and balance your inner energy, ty ❤

Is it possible for both twins to b projecting in fear as DF (i know energy can be opposite to gender but i wondered if both twins can both b in the fear, push energy of DF as thats what we were both in when it all went wrong? I wondered if you can recommend any books on DM & DF, twin flames, soul mates & kundalini? Xx

I went through kundalini awakening years before my twin was born. Does this mean he was born awakened? Or is it only after recognition?

Is. that normal then, cuz it SUCKS!!!!!

seriously? Jobs housing finances collapsing, really???? Cuz, im homeless, and now jobless keep feeling and thinking I am an utter failure of sorts due to having an awakening and am I making the same mistakes or am I simply just an eff up why is this happening I was up on my game a few months ago.

But its so stupid. I feel so physically and mentally atzracted to her. I want to be with no other woman. But I wnat to have physical intimacy too. So how can I let go of thinking of intimacy with her needing physical intimacy as a man. Should I just leave her be and have sex with other women ? I am a physical being and need physical attention from time to time. I force myself to be not attracted to other woman while she is with another men. How stupid is that.

HELP Question 🙏- My journey seems to be different than most in that I have not met my TF in person, but I was 100% triggered into my nightmare 😆 awakening 🙏☀️ energetically by connecting with him (which I am finding hard to find teachers who understand this is a REAL experience...I have hundreds of TFs I am reading for validating that energetic tf catalyst is a thing) Anyway, my twin has ALWAYS since we connected sending me good morning and then progressing to good night and then progressed sending I love yous (unless we are in no contact) I always reply back in a loving way. In the early stages I kept pushing for a relationship and he would say he didnt want a serious relationship. So I would try every few months to see and always the same thing. This used to triggered me. I couldnt understand why he was botherimg with me them. We've separated been back and forth many times. Through this, I've been able to reach 5d union with myself going on and off with him, triggers and all for 3 years🙏. Now I am at the point where I am rarely ever triggered by him in the same way, nothing seems to bother me. I am no longer interested in pushing him as I already sleep with him energetically I can feel him inside myself. I certainly don't NEED him in the 3D nor do I have the same obsessive thoughts anymore (I think about him very often cuz we always in conact and I energetically bring him around - he says he does the same with me..), but I'm not sure if I'm stopping him from his own ascension by allowing him to attach to the habitual messaging. I mean, he's still drinking and hard on his body so I just want him healthy. I cheer him on and support him everyday with his attempt to quit drinking. I can take it either way if he says he can't be in my life, it'll be sad but not heart breaking no more. Some days it's exhausting always cheering him on but my heart is open to giving him lots of love and compassion in his time of need, as God would choose to always extend love, I feel I should as well🙏. However, he doesn't quite give back, I have accepted that he can not and understand this. But knowing that we are twins and this connection is like no other we can compare to, I am at the point where I'm not certain if I am supposed to remove myself from his life at some point in the journey... to help trigger him into health and realization??? That just doesn't feel God like to do this just to have him "awaken" for the sake of it. I just allow what is to be and I feel peace for me, but see him suffer. He is just like ground hogs day...lol, he is always saying good morning, i love you so much...and then good night I love you so much for 3 years now off and on...lol 🤷‍♀️ I love him in my life, I am so blessed but I'm honestly not sure what now?? is this it for my role here??? That's okay if so, but it seems weird on his end now to just be sending me messages and me watching him live in matrix 🙏☀️ thank you for your guidance... Bless you all on this insane-suffering-turned-beautiful God like journey.